It's a dirty free for all

Friday, March 30, 2007
A'div.

i think i forgot to say that we won yjc 5-0.

and today we won sajc 4-1. and omg. i really screamed until i really losing my voice. i now know how u all feel. and mr wee announced at vjc sports day that we won 4-1. and then i suspect he was abit self-high and self-enthu! haha. belle and sarah confirmed our suspicions. and we training again tmr. and finally in school! haha.

and omg! lynx cheerleading won 1st!!!!! haha. congrats!

and happy birthday to the stupid lion! arent you touched that we sang song for u ! haha. and i hoped he msged you!! haha.

xx Loved At 9:57 pm
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
lala-land

i think i'm like abandoning my blog until season ends. okay. maybe not. maybe i'll be back 1 or 2 times a week. that is if i'm not tired. haha.

a div has finally started. started to pon like nobodies business like that. haha. i'm so not going for all the lects tmr. i'll camp in the library and hope the indian or malay librarian is not around and only some student is in charge. haha. that day the pple sleeping on the sofa damn sad... haha.

did i mention that i deprived myself of sleep yesterday nite so that i might just be "sick" today and not go to school, but the plan didnt exactly work that well and i woke up feeling damn freaking good. and damn high, and then i felt sleepy during lessons. so anti-climax...

and our comp jersey is like practically waterproof. that is quite eeewww. but haha. i think its the nicest jersey! haha. yays!

and i finally drank honeydew ice blend bubble tea today. haha. and i was so freaking full becaz of the pearls that i ate practically less than half of my dinner. haha. and i saw so many vj pple at the tanah merah bus stop... haha. like 6 i think. haha. and that was like at 8pm. cool.

xx Loved At 9:08 pm
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Friday, March 23, 2007
lalala's

i'm so glad that i have many friends who think the same way as i do and agree on the same things and i love you all lots!

i'm so glad everything is going to fine tmr! =)

and i sincerely promise to try my best to stop swearing during matches in case any umpire tries to yellow or red card me off the match... =(

i'm so freaking happy tmr is saturday. did i mention saturday?!?!? haha. was so shocked and hence exclaimed very loudly when it suddenly occurred to me that today was friday in the chem lab. haha.

and i really have lots of work to do is is totally on hold at this moment:
1. gp essay
2. bio test coming
3. maths tutorials
4. read/copy chem equilibrium notes

and i have kind of decided that the bio test is a lost cause, the same thing as the chem test i did yesterday. horrible.

xx Loved At 11:38 pm
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
random stuff.

lots of stuff happened today.

ran 2.4 km like finally. first time i ran the whole things with stopping at all.

something happened in class. i love you all as always!

training as usual.

i feel tired. my emotions/brain activity are like having a super roller coaster 2 days so far. like wow.

and tifen, you still have lots of us!!! =)

xx Loved At 8:31 pm
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Monday, March 19, 2007
byebye GP essay

i am so not going to do GP essay. i'm just soo freaking tired after training. and i have pe and training tmr. this sucks. but yes. we must chiong the last week already! comp starts next wed!!!

and why on earth is chem pushed to thurs. damn it. one more day of agony.

and i seriously was pissed off during training today. damn.

xx Loved At 10:35 pm
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
i'm sorry to my tutors. i'm not studying until season is over.

i have decided once again to totally abandon studying until possible the 27th of april. hopefully. and i'm so screwed for GP tmr. i owe my GP tutor an assignment that was due two weeks before the march hols. die. haha.

okay. maybe if i'm not too tired after training tmr, i might have a last ditch attempt to understand PV= nRT. and if we dont train on 5 days this week, i might be able to squeeze abit more on tues. haha. but i highly doubt so since i can imagine myself sleeping in bed right after returning from training. damn. but i dont know. all i know that table tennis will be 1st for the next month and do work and study for test is definately no where near the top of the list of things to do. haha. and did i mention my muscles ache like shit, however shit can ache... haha.

xx Loved At 10:55 pm
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school reopens tmr!

i have to say this once again.... omg. i love you all! had a great time last night!! i bet the manhatten fish market pple were like super *100000000 glad to see us go! haha. the amt of noise we were making and bitching and laughing our heads off and taking picture after picture and eating and telling stupid stories and complain

ing... haha. i'm trying to upload the photos to flickr now. it it will probably be up within the hour. and omg.... i'm sooo going to try to upload the video here.... haha. zong, i tink you are going to die of embarrassment... you admitted you lub all of us dip dip on video! haha.. and you better wear the watch ok! and thanks for dinner. =) and i have to blog about this, ahah, tristan neo is the first person i know who has torn a ligament! you always read soccer news and hear who and who tore a ligament etc. but this is the first time i know someone who tore one! haha.

o ya. and did i mention that carmen and i lost horribly 0-3 yesterday... haha. that was super amusing. and our dear lion forgot to bring her bat to comp... haha. and i'm going to upload the sentosa photos to flickr too! the link to go : http://www.flickr.com/photos/tinaleu/

and oh ya. i'm finally "saved". since i've found out you're also saying bad things about me behind my back, i would now not have any guilty feelings at all about bitching about you! ya, i used to feel a little bad at times when we all bitch about you, but that is now in the past. i'm soo sorry that i have totally lost respect for u. unlike any other pple that i dont exactly love alot, but i still totally respect and would definately not hesistate to help if in need or even speak up nice things about you in front of others. but i feel sorry for u, becaz you are going to be totally ignored and if u ever piss me off badly in any way, there will be no more hesistation on my part to give you a damn black face and maybe ask you in your face what your problem is. too bad for u, i have totally lost any previous bit of respect and maybe any liking at all for you. and to anyone that i have previously pissed off, i love you all to the max at this current moment in comparision.

xx Loved At 1:48 pm
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
we got slaughtered 0-3... haha.

freaking tired. (to sihui, at this moment i AM thinking bout that word. haha) wanna die. still have to get myself out of the house in 5 mins time. sometimes i'm just amazed how i am going to manage to drag myself out when i'm already so freaking tired. and i dont even know where i'm going tonite? somewher in dhoby gaut. i actually feel like pang-sehing you all. but hiya. i miss you all! haha. and i'll feel bad... haha.

my swear-less-out-loud campaign is still not working at all. there is really no word to replace that word. haha. i'm so sorry to all of u who have to bear with me everytime i start swearing... haha. at least i know pple who do the same and are equally frustrated with the same things. haha.

and i'm definately watching the chelsea match tonight. 1055pm. yayss. missed the man city match becaz maho's stupid alarm clock did not ring and so neither of us watched the arsenal or chelsea match. bleah....

xx Loved At 5:36 pm
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Friday, March 16, 2007
freaking tired

so many things have happened over these few days. my mummy was warded in east shore for 2 days, me carmen and lilin (basement3, haha) went to sentosa to apparently get tanned which i totally dont appreciate, we had a horribly long training today, had SLV yesterday... sooo freaking busy...

so we went sentosa to "tan" on wed. i was totally burning when we were only walking along the beach to find a nice spot. and we ate New Zealand natural! the white choco ice cream is damn nice!!! and when i went home, my bro informed me about how burnt i was.

bro: did u go anywher today? you look at a fried lobster
me: there is no such thing as fried lobster. maybe boiled or steamed or sth.

then it occurred to me that i never knew how those restaurants cooked lobsters... boil? haha. i pretended to say that quite intellectually and he believed me i guess. haha...
then that nite my mummy was warded until today. and thurs had slv at lions home at bedok. omg. i tell u, i was seriously dreading it becaz it was like 20% planning, 60% last 3 days panic, and 20% go there on that day and crap it out. i never ever want to be that stressed out anymore. but doesnt seem quite possible. like that day had to play xuan ba against marjorie and lilin. hey. it was emotionally draining and i was sooo freaking tired after those matches. it like having to really concentrate and think before you serve the ball or receive the serve and of course the stupid thing in your head telling you that u better win this match or i'll never forgive myself kind. i predict that in a div there will be more of this kind of matches. halfway right, there will be this thought like " this is shit, why the crap are you playing until like that! just give up la. then wont be so tired. " freaking have to fight back that thought. but apparently that thought has never won before... haha.

and training today was horrendously long long long long long long... came home and totally collapsed on my bed at 630pm. and i slept till 820pm. seriously felt like not waking up till tmr. but cannot la. too hungry.... and now i'm too full.

i studied today ok. just. kind of finished reading thru atomic structure. i give up memorising already. i'm getting all the numbers mixed up totally la. duno sth is 3*10^8 , sth else is duno 1.0067 or sth like that and what the hell. i'll just give up on whatever question in the chem test that doesnt give me the info and expects me to regurgitate those numbers. and someone please tell me whats sulphite, sulphide, sulphate and sth else.

i really dont know what to say to you. i think i know what to say but i dont dare to ...

this is giving me a freaking headache.

i promise to sleep early tonite! so that i wont die so badly tmr. YOU ALSO GO AND SLEEP OK

xx Loved At 9:27 pm
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
rainy tues

today is a good day...

went to eat breakfast at mac. hotcakes and hashbrowns! yays. then at 3 plus went with sihui and zong to supposedly study. i mean we actually did study a little. i studied 3 pages of chem redox! haha. it just more of an exchange session. haha. exchange complaints etc. haha. then we went to sembawang! and we all bought cds! haha. then me and sihui cabbed. haha.

and tmr vjtt going to sentosa!!! haha. at least i think we're still going to sentosa. morning still got training though...

i finally copied the photos from my cam to the com. like finally. haha. some are from like damn long ago. probably a month ago... haha. ithink i'm uploading them to flickr since blogger is super slow like nobodies business.

xx Loved At 6:35 pm
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Monday, March 12, 2007
season is comin soon...

apparently as we found out today, a div starts on the the 28th of april. and i sooo freaking conveniently on the 30th too. if that date hasnt hit you in the head, its music fest and sports day. rewind... SPORTS DAY. not that i'm soo freaking interested in watching pple run/ jump/ duno watever else, hello. cheerleading. yes. its screwed. and of course i cant dont play table tennis match. wads wrong with the organisers?!?!?!? why squeeze all the c and b div matches like crazy. they practically only have 7 days to play 8 matches. crap. super sad now. nvm.

so it will be yjc on the 28th march. then sajc 30th march. and then dont know is it ajc or acjc next. at least this year dont have to play one match everyday. if not will be super tired. and cchms has no air con... haha.

and today had training. and then we went to kfc to eat lunch! haha. i like kfc ! but must eat less of it. later get sick. and sat got comp again at sunsports. carmen dont know say what 3pm. i hate this kind of timings. it totally burns off your whole saturday lah.

i suspect i'm going to pon chem test on the week 2 tues. i'll just keep ponning and never ever give her a chance to make me sit for the test. waaha. i feel so evil. really no mood to study now la. bleah. and comp is on week 2 wed. so i'm quite sure i'll do just that. haha. slacker!

haha. and i'm so happy i didnt go camp... =)

xx Loved At 10:41 pm
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
nothing to say.

super pissed just now. pissed off.

chelsea drew 3-3 against tottenham.

we're still in the doubles comp.

and there's training at 9am tmr.

when i'm in a better mood i shall go and study chem. i freaking cannot understand chem la. do until can go crazy.

xx Loved At 11:02 pm
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
bubble tea!

after going to parkway today, i have officially decided that it is toally filled with vjc pple. i was out with my fatehr and cousin to buy a new phone and while i was there for not even an hour, i must have seen 6 different groups of victorians. haha. and yes! i went to drink bubble tea! i bet that bubble tea shop must be earning a significant amt of $$! the queue was like super long. imagine: an average cup of bubble tea costs $1. and if the shop earns lets say 50cents per cup, and they sell 60cups every hour (which is 1 cup a min, i bet they sell more than that) . and they open from 10am to 9pm everyday. thats $330 per day. omg. and that is $9,900 in 30 days. omg. thats not bad! haha.

anyway today also got doubles comp at sunsports. at 8pm can. super late la. damn crap.

xx Loved At 4:02 pm
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
maybe it my fault.

orientation was quite crap today. i think i 'm abit bad mood today. so i didnt even bother to smile at pple i dont exactly like. and i just cant be bothered with pple today, i'll just give you the "whats your problem" face. i'm surprised how horrible some pple really are. this is disgusting. nvm. continue to better stuff.

me and yi fong ponned right after cca walkabout and we went to parkway sakae sushi to eat and eat. and i alone spent $12. its been a seriously long time since i went there to eat. then i took bus 10 home. then on the bus there were like super lots of sec. school students. then i saw this couple, and it made me seriously think since the last few months, maybe i've made the freaking wrong choice to leave. i'm sorry. but all i can think about now is a div and the doubles comp this sat at sunsports.

a div:
Group A: RJC, NYJC, TJC, JJC
Group B: VJC, SAJC, ACJC, AJC, YJC
Group C: HCI, NJC, MJC, IJC

surprisingly SRJC is not playing?! nvm. and me and carmen have doubles comp this sat at 8pm. what kind of time is that to be playing table tennis. and if we win that, we'll play again at 930pm. like that no need to go home already la. and sunsports that road is like so ulu and dark and etc.

hopefully our class gets nice second intakers tmr! =) i certainly hope so. then we can have ct outing tmr! i miss you jenny!

xx Loved At 10:04 pm
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
lalala-s

training cancelled tmr. bimbo 2! why never pick up my phone calls. so bad.

was in school from 8am to 130pm. its like not even a holiday. then went to eat yoshi with jenny, fong, daniel, edwin and christopher. then we went to eat scoopz ice cream and omg, we went to see "fish" ... haha. but in the end was more of coo-ing at the cute little puppies and fluffy rabbits.

and i tink i'm on the road to achieving my temporary aim of becoming a bookworm... (think pink squiggly earthworms.) i just went to lie down on my bed and decided to read my book! haha. apparently this book has the word f*** or the different forms of that word like almost every 1 out of 3 pages. haha. so i tink i should seriously cut down on my usage of them (i know you all must be so overjoyed at this moment) and sihui, believe me, i'm not thinking of that word everytime i exclaim freak! haha. i shall try say crap instead or sth... when u all come back from malaysia, hopefully i would have already changed f*** to crap or sth. haha. o ya. and be careful in malaysia. later got crocodiles or sth... haha. maybe alligators lah. no diff.

i still have not decided whether i'm going to like pon how much of O2. if i didnt have to mend the table tennis thing, i probably wouldn't even stay till 10am. bleah. and i cant imagine how pathetic the no. of pple there will be in our class on thurs. haha. at this moment: me, fong, sarah, salyonn, tian wei and the 2nd intakers i think. omg. haha. thats pathetic alright. jenny, i lub you dip dip k? joh-a-you! =) i know you love me lots too! haha. forever declaring your love for me! =)

and for yr info to ho, i think the pig is cute and i do not make as much noise as it does ok. i want christmas present! haha. and DO NOT bring back leeches or whatsoever. i WILL NOT appreciate it.

omg. and i'm going to forever pon friday first period lecture and sit in the treehouse! haha.

i shall continue reading my book. haha.

xx Loved At 5:47 pm
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Monday, March 05, 2007

adopt your own virtual pet!

xx Loved At 10:27 pm
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full day.

very happy today, got a full day. but it was super expected. since mr wee already kindda confirmed it. anyway. started off waiting with jenny, yifong and jenny's fren huiting for sihui to go out together. went to watch sports heats where i was amusing myself with watching pple throw shot put. haha. very disgusting to see how the ball lands on a nuddy field. haha. and poor sc elects who have to go and retrieve the ball in the mud! haha. omg. i tell you. its so cool to know how to throw a javelin! omg..... haha. anyway had a good laugh at how benji chia can be so pissed with his apparently anal person. what a strange name to give to someone. haha.

we waited for sihui for hell long time. in the end belle also came to join us la. and we finally left at about 11 plus. took a cab to orchard in our usual style. i shall not complain about the cab driver. too long already. just that sitting his cab made all of us have a bad headache. then we immediately went to heeren to eat village! (we were starving while waiting for somebody. haha) shared the roast chicken, rosti with cheese sausage and banana caramel crepes! all very nice. haha. and village had this 15% discount for students with a min.$10 spending. seeing the way we eat, no problem at all. haha. then walked taka and wisma.. spent $16 in 10 mins, without feeling the heart pain at all. haha. too long never buy anything already. then we went borders becaz i got a voucher to be used. and i bought 3 books. haha. and i found out fong and i like to read the same kind of books. and you all same as me, all dontmind/like to read the bitchy-sounding kind of books. haha. i shall be a bookworm!

reached home at like 415. and i think i slept (again!) afternoon nap from like 530 to 830pm. haha. and i feel sleepy again. haha. tmr still have to go school at 8am. argh. i should like buy macs breakfast tmr or sth. then wed got training.

and at this moment, i'm feeling super super happy that i'm not going for camp. haha. i dont know why. after hearing pple panicking over 10metres of nylon string, sleeping bags, sunburns, shorts, long sleeve shirts, etc. but i'm quite sure you all will have fun! just rmb about what i said bout the snakes being able to stand up in water and haha, like what the vp said, if you get bitten, please rmb the colour of the snake and how it looks like. haha.

xx Loved At 9:57 pm
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Sunday, March 04, 2007

i dont know why but it seems i'm always blogging in randomness. no specific thing. some things are just not meant to be made known so openly by writing here. nvm. i'll start with friday.

saw the A levels being released. i think this year, you either do damn freaking well or you do horribly. apparently RJ got 90% 3/4 As, hwa chong 70% and vj 50%. and the other jc's did worse then usual. becaz its freaking moderated. you're fighting with your own batch of people. hold on, did i freaking mention why i absolutely hate moderation. i gt C6 for higher chinese becaz of that. i shall not mention why again lest i get so ji1 dong4 again. bleah. anyway, back to A's, congrats to all those pple who did well, and to those who didnt do so well, at least A's over right? =)

i think i really have to dedicate this para to u. i'm so freaking impressed that you can actually sit by yourself in the library and study for CTs!!! haha. really really surprised. (though after that you were quite distracted! haha.) good for you!

yesterday went out with vjtt pple. or a small part of it: carmen, louisa, nellie, sheryl, lilin, jie yu! went to thai express at esplanade. (i'm so amused that there is a thai-express in esplanade, city link and marina square. like omg. they are all like 5-10 walking dist from each other!) the service was quite horrible. maybe the place was too big or sth. they took so long to do everything. hello. which restaurant gives you forks and tells you that the spoons are still being washed? haha. and it was always a chore to try to wave somebody to come over. the one at citylink was very good, maybe becaz it was quite empty.

and i seriously need to go shopping, so tmr better be a full day off. becaz if its half day, i dont think i'm going for the 2 lectures in the morning. so why dont just give full day?!

things i seriously need to buy: (maybe not really that seriously)
1. clutch bag
2. (get a) hair cut
3. shoes (for fun)
4. jacket
5. flip flops

xx Loved At 9:29 am
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
self-denial

i think i always tell pple not to run away from probs and just face it. but now its my turn to be in super self-denial. thanks ah. i try to believe that i dont need to study yet, and that i can freaking pon millions of lectures and tutorials, though i know its going to be worse next term. and even if i go, i think that its fine to just stone and not listen. yay.

i deny problems and pretend they dont exist. and when i get reminded of them, i try to forget them the next day, and think that all is happy and fine. tina is always happy.

and i didnt run 2.4 today. raining. no blue slip yet.

i shall go cut my hair tmr. b4 training. i hope. haha.

actually i still have sth to blog. but i'm going to just censor myself and not blog about it.

i'm a little disgusting at what some pple actually blogged about, omg. its so damn obvious you're trying to show off. not that i know you very well or whatever. but just what has happened recently, and what you acutally dare to write on your post, what's your freaking problem!

and belle belle, i'm so glad we ponned econs tutorial today. i'm so freaking sleepy. i couldnt imagine how i would be if i had went!

i found out sth bout myself yesterday though. if i really psycho myself to do sth, i can... haha. that is if i want to try to make myself believe. haha. depends on what it is also.

i should start listening to lectures!

xx Loved At 8:26 pm
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