It's a dirty free for all

Friday, August 31, 2007
Instead of Clowning Around.

today like what belle loo loo said, is such an oh-my-god day. haha. went to school and had the normal teachers' day celeb stuff. then me and belle and fong fong went to plaza sing to eat lunch. wanted to eat ajisen but it was still closed, then both of them cheat my feelings say got no subway, so we ended up in burger king. haha. then we walked over to the Cathay to get tickets to watch ratatouille! fong fong left when belle and I went in to the cinema. =) OMG. GO AND WATCH RATATOUILLE! its damn nice and damn funny. I think I can watch it again and still laugh! and dear belle actually fell asleep for a little while during the first part, which I must admit was a little boring. after he gets washed down the drain it was so much better! then after the movie I had my favourite ben and jerry's cookie dough ice cream! haha. damn happy. then we wanted to go find a place to study, but everywhere was like damn full. so decided to go to sing post in the end. here comes the oh-my-god part.

Scene 1: at the mrt station, I entered first, then loo loo tried to enter but cannot. she tap her wallet a few times cannot, then she APPARENTLY realises that her ez-link card was not inside. so great. I was on one side of the barrier, and she was on the outside of it, then we started to like try find the stupid card. quite hard since she had a lot of stuff inside. it was like damn embarrassing. then after like 5 mins we gave up and she bought the one-trip card.

Scene 2: again I entered the train first, then was like super squeezy but still can squeeze actually, cause the middle part of the carriage was reasonably not squashed, then suddenly the stupid train door closed. and guess wad? loo loo was outside the train. haha. yes. super dumb.

Scene 3: was waiting for loo loo at city hall after we got separated by the stupid train door closing on us, then called her, then we totally couldn't find each other la. so i said go closer to the platform door, cause I was like waiting for her at the marina bay train side, then she went to the pasir ris side door, super smart. haha. chor lor.

that's about it. we arrived at paya lebar without much problem after that. haha. and studied at macs. and I realised how I get so carried away at looking at stuffs in popular book store that belle literally had to drag me out of it. haha. studying was okay-ly productive. except that the high5 song kept repeating on the macs' television. its actually okay, but when you hear it like a hundred times within 3 and a half hours, it really gets on your nerves.

and if anyone sees a gold wallet at any esprit, tell me k, I really really want to buy it. regret not buying it earlier. now its practically out of stock.

and thanks to darling fong fong who helped me buy my pencil box at border's today! =)

it's damn saddening, every bit of muscle is quickly turning into fats. YES. fats. oh no. considering I'm not training anymore, it can only get worse.

xx Loved At 8:17 pm
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
oh no, why you so noisy

Maths tuition today was good, I actually can do transformation of graphs, which I never could do in my whole life. congrats to me.

going out tmr with belle belle loo loo to watch ratatouille at Cathay!
favourite cinema + nice movie = de-stressing time!
we're like the only 2 people who are not going back to either sec. school or pri. school. Then we're going to study somewhere! haha. somewhere nice of course. though I have no idea where. definitely somewhere with lots of nice food! my brain is like only capable of thinking about food at the moment.. and I still need to watch Bourne ultimatum, hairspray and no reservations. I predict another month of being broke.

I was asleep at 10 plus already. and when you called me I suspect I was barely half-conscious. ya. but somehow I remember convincing you that I was already awake.

somehow i feel motivated to study at this moment. but i get a strong feeling it's only going to last for a moment. but haha, its not really a choice to study or not right. its a must. =) you all better be studying hard too! just make sure you all don't go crazy from studying okay! love all my darlings!

and thanks to daniel and ian for lending me umbrellas today! so gentlemanly for once =)

a mosquito just bit me. =(

xx Loved At 8:36 pm
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
everytime i try to make you smile

Don't you feel just a little guilty that you're happy and some other people close to you are not? I do. And all I can try to do is to listen to all your problems, as much as you want to tell. I believe in not pestering a person into telling personal stuff that you don't want to share. All I can do is ask, and if you avoid my question or not elaborate at all, I get the hint and just shut up. I just hope that if you all ever need someone to say out your problems to, you won't feel that I'm not interested in your problems or anything, because I do care, I only don't ask out of fear of you thinking that I'm trying to invade your privacy.
I believe that if anyone ever wanted to tell me anything, anything at all, you would tell me even without me asking.

I need to de-stress. I need to catch a ratatouie and bourne ultimatium. I don't care if I have to watch it alone. I'm going to watch it before sept hols end.

I'm going to stay up till 11 plus tonight, hopefully I'll see 11:11, and I'll wish everyone would be happy. Like really happy.

xx Loved At 8:26 pm
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　Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｅａｔ　ｓｕｂｗａｙ．　ｌｉｋｅ　ｎｏｗ．　

HOW OLD DO U ACT?...
put an X in the ones you do,
then add it up and thats your age!

[x] I know how to cook toast
[ ] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.
Total So Far: 2

[x] I show up for school MOST of thetime unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in mypocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once aweek.
Total So Far: 5

[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[ ] I can count to 5 in eitherSpanish/French /German/Italian/etc.
[ ] When I say I'm going to dosomething I do it.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I HAVE to.
[ ] I pay attention at school.
[x] I remember to feed my pets
Total So Far: 8

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up..
[x] The first thing I do when i get home is eat.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type fast
Total So Far: 12

[ ] I have realized that the weatherforecast changes every hour.
[ ] I realize that no one will take youseriously unless you are over the ageof 25 and have a job.[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total So Far: 13

[x] I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have thesame rythym
[ ] You just checked
[ ] I noticed rhythm is spelled wrong.
[ ] you actually watch the weather
Total So Far: 14

14 years old.

and i realised jenny sings the stupid ABC　ｓｏｎｇ　ｔｏｏ！　ｎｏｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｄｕｍｂ　ａｆｔｅｒａｌｌ．ｈａｈａ．

xx Loved At 1:15 pm
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
A + B does not = to C

I'm sorry that I didn't realise that things were that bad. And I didn't realise how emotionally strong you are. But to my friend, I love you and we all still do =) stay strong and things will get better okay? I can't say that I know what you're going through, but hopefully you'll pull through happier =) lots of love!

I freaking can't tell if "s" comes first of "r" comes first in the alphabet. Resorted to singing the ABC song in my head before I realised that "r" comes first. I think I'm getting dumb. oh no. and I really cannot study at home. I end up sleeping because I love my bed, if not I'm watching tv or just staring into empty space in denial that I have the promos to study for.

and everyone is in a semi- or fully-depressed mood, which affects me too.
sad people + having your own set of problems = very sad tina, who is very much in denial
why must there be non-happy times. everyone should be happy. But its not really your own choice to be happy or not I guess? this is beginning to make me sad. life would be so much simpler if everyone could miraculously just become happy in a split second. If everyone could be happy by eating donuts, I'll queue at munchy's for half a day and I probably wouldn't mind.

I should really stop emo-ing and start studying. I'm 9 chapters behind schedule. If I'm even still following it properly.

"just cry and let it all out. and everything will be solved."
I'd wished it was true.

xx Loved At 8:23 pm
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Monday, August 27, 2007
can hardly open my eyes.

just woke up from sleeping since 645pm.

but I'm still tired.

xx Loved At 6:25 pm
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
I wanna....

I'm like damn tired now. went to school for the thing. in the end they never take attendance at all la. but belle belle came in the end because she missed me! haha! and my stupid bim partner abandoned us, so left me and lilin and belle! and ya, its a full day off on Monday. abalone decided to be nice again. loo loo, we were horrible unglam today and I'm positively sure I throw face like no one's business. but nvm, its worth it since we all self-high. =) I love you all darlings! and belle, send me my un-glam picture =) Sihui, let's go cut hair on Monday! no GP for the rest of the term! yays! and LETS GO BUY DONUTS SO I CAN FINALLY SOLVE MY STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATE RING DONUT CRAVING!

yonghong came over for lunch and to study. and being the smart me, I can totally guess what you bought for lunch la. I smart, you fat =) and you really filled the whole dustbin with tissue paper. =) and where got people buy bubble tea and then forget to take the straw one!? then we ended up have to use some strange sucking method to extract the pearls from the cup. and the pearls keep dropping back into the cup! and it wasn't a very productive afternoon for studying at all. was so sleepy and ended up sleeping for like an hour while someone act good boy and study GP.

xx Loved At 12:25 am
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Friday, August 24, 2007
Cant see the world through a mirror

I really had a great time today darlings sihui, belle and jennys! =)

We should stay in school late and order thaipan more often =)

Tina's a happy girl! lalala~
it's probably due to the extremely large amount of sugary stuff I ate today.

ya, after being frustrated and irritated lately, I've decided to ignore everything and only think about them when I'm actually required to.

and oh my. I'm going to school tmr for the campus superstar thing. I'm really just going to spend time with friends and probably for the ice cream.

xx Loved At 10:10 pm
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
Did you think that I was going to give it up

I'm like thinking how great a Saturday I could have had without going to school to watch the stupid campus superstar thing. I'm so sorry, supporting the school is important ya, but not when I'm forced to ok? and I have a million better things to do on a Saturday from 530pm to 11pm. I'm like absolutely pissed to the max at this moment. and that word is totally going through my mind at like 100 per second or sth. my mummy is most willing to write me an excuse letter. it doesn't really make sense forcing all the college reps to go ya? considering that a large majority flunked or at least half-flunked mid years. yes, I'm saying I rather study then go watch it. yes. just when I'm feeling not depressed anymore (if i ever was in the first place), now comes another f***ing thing to dread. thanks a lot. I soooooo love my school at this moment.

I'm not going to touch the meal worms for bio practical.

just had vodka. didn't ever realise that it was so bitter by itself. I'm feeling hot. this is bad.

xx Loved At 9:24 pm
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
I hate the awkward silences.

I'm so susceptible to looking silly. almost falling down steps, almost stepping into drains, walking into pillars, walking into people, banging into stuff. And the worse part is that there will always be people whom I know looking me at that particularly un-glam moment. haha. I see your faces change and you all start laughing at me. And I end up laughing at myself too. oh my =)

and I wonder what's so great about sleeping in my room that my little brother has been camping in my room every night since Sunday night. strange.

I don't know.
I don't want to choose.
I don't want to blame anyone.
I don't want to keep second-guessing.

xx Loved At 8:07 pm
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
love it but hate it.

I was the one who chose this myself.

So just live with it.

xx Loved At 9:33 pm
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Forgive and Forget.

there was really not much of a point studying for the chem lect test. even if you know how to do all the questions, there probably wont be enough time to finish it. so ya. the whole lecture laughed when the teacher announced that there was 5 minutes left. its really impossible.

I realised that when I'm unhappy or upset, I tend to have no qualms about splashing out money to buy lots of food or expensive food. I think its a try-to-make-yourself-as-happy-as-you-can-by-eating mechanism. even though it probably means I'll become broke before the month ends. and I don't regret buying all the food. oh my.

Sihui and I went to the airport to eat donuts today. Munchy donuts in the cold storage at T2. there weren't any strawberry chocolate ring donuts =( so I settled for the chocolate ring one. conclusion: the strawberry one tastes 100 times better. but at least I'm significantly happier than before eating the donut. so all is not lost.

and omg. why has the 9 o'clock show ended. damn. now there is really nothing nice to watch on tv at all.

I'm going to sleep now. And I'm going to be hardworking and study tonight.

xx Loved At 3:42 pm
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Monday, August 20, 2007
Stop thinking and start studying.

happy-sad-happy-sad-happy-sad-happy-sad-happy-sad

yes, it starts with happy and ends with being upset.

tmr better be a better day. like seriously.

one moment I'm like high and about 2 hours later the mood totally has a 180 degrees change.
and hopefully, everything will blow over as fast it it happened. and if it doesn't, I got no idea what I'm supposed to do.

great. now I totally have no mood to study for chem lect test tmr. just great.

I just want to sit in a corner and cry.

xx Loved At 7:37 pm
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
The Book Corrupts

there has been so many birthdays in the last month or so! all these got me so freaking excited! yes, I know my birthday is no where near now, but hey, no harm thinking about it right! 18 sounds damn old. I cannot imagine myself any older. I want to be 17 but to be older, don't think that made much sense. maybe 18 is better, but only without the A-levels. my mummy actually asked me the other day whether I actually intend to get 4As next year. I just replied a casual ya, and when she asked me how I was going to transform my current horrible grades to 4As in 1 year's time, I just said, no idea, but majority of the people in vj manage to anyway, so just follow I guess. but at that moment, I'm secretly worried. but as quickly as that worry came, it went. and since practically everyone manages to get the As at the end of J2, so I'll think about it next year. wrong attitude, yes I know. but it's true I guess.

anyway a break from studying is great, any day. oo. and I actually have a list of things that I want to do after all the stupid exams =)

After exams:
1. go to the zoo and night safari
2. SHOP for lots of stuffs like clothes, bags
3. finally order something online
4. stone 1 whole day at home to regain the feeling of having absolutely nothing to do
5. have lots of sleepovers
6. have lots of bbqs
7. have lots of catching up with friends that I hardly get to see
8. train hard
9. finally eat Kenny Rogers after 2 failed attempts
10. sleep 10 hours a day
11. try to imagine myself being J2. damn.
13. eat as many buffets
14. go sentosa
15. go with tifen to you know where
16. watch tons of movies
17. finally get to go out with you without thinking that you should be studying
18. bring my doggie out to parks
19. bake cakes
20. and maybe if I feel a little guilty, I might decide to study a tiny weeny bit
21. play bishi bashi

somehow I get a feeling that holidays are going to be train train and train more. but I think I'll be more than happy to trade books and notes for jerseys and shorts, but oh well, at least its with all my darlings and we get to drink bubble tea at parkway after training and everything. no pain no gain! =) but right now, all of you study hard too ok!

GO CHELSEA! MAN U CAN WIN FOR ALL I CARE, JUST KILL LIVERPOOL.
it's strange, but I definitely prefer man u and arsenal to Liverpool.
and why is stupid ballack still injured! I can't wait to see him in action!

don't regret anything you don't want to regret.

xx Loved At 4:06 pm
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
Innocent until proven Guilty

I have confirmed my theory that its not that I cant or am unwilling to study, the reason is actually that I simply cannot study at home. yup! with my bed, my computer, the tv, my bolster and pillow, my dog, the fridge, the sofa, and the other 101 things at home that I definitely would rather do than study.

And I've still yet to complete my dog's license application. ya. I know the deadline's on 1st sept, it's a mad rush. someone tell me how to use a freaking scanner. I still cannot understand why they must insist on me sending the scanned copy of his vaccination and sterilisation cert. I hate the stupid scanner now. just a few moments, it refused to scan the whole cert, and now, it totally refuses to scan anything at all. great. now I'm scolding my scanner which obviously cant understand me. just great.

AND OMG. I CAN DO THERMOCHEM. AREN'T YOU ALL VERY PROUD OF ME. HAHA. I AM GOING TO SHOW MRS TING HOW I CAN DO EVERY THERMOCHEM QUESTION IN PROMOS, WHEN I TOTALLY LEFT ALL BLANK FOR MID YEARS. HAHA!

"where is your boy
and now I hope,
he is a gentleman,
maybe he won't find out
but I know,
you were the last good thing about this part of town."
FallOutBoy

xx Loved At 7:19 pm
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Friday, August 17, 2007
i remembered once again why i agreed to you

been busy trying to apply for license for my doggie. stupid website.

haven't been studying at all. i'm totally behind my study timetable. too many distractions everywhere.

and haha. i need to be controlled. ya ya.

xx Loved At 10:16 pm
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I want to watch the movie.

felt sick today. must be all the unhealthy food I've been eating the last few days or weeks. didn't go training. sorry darlings. went home after going to study with tifen for awhile at the parkway macs. and as usual. I wasted time doing nothing constructive, like watching tv, using the comp, thinking what I'm going to do on the weekends (when I'm actually supposed to follow my studying schedule closely). and omg. I'm addicted to reading the freaking book, so I'm sorry, but I threw it into my clothes cupboard to stop myself from reading it. and if I have strong enough determination to study, I will hopefully return it to you tmr. haha. ya. If not, you'll probably see it on Saturday anyway. =)

I went to fetch my doggie home from the grooming shop this afternoon. yes, I'm supposed to be sick, but my maid couldn't possibly abandon cooking dinner and my little brother flatly refused to go pick him up. So ya, the shop owner commented that he's fatter. and I so agree. I haven't been bringing him out to run recently since I've been busy and being stressed about promos and everything else, as well as being a lazy pig. But I love him so much! always act cute to me when I come home and tries to give me those little innocent eyes, haha, but after all these years, I know all his little tricks like the back of my hand, so sadly for my doggie, I don't fall for them all the time anymore. silly doggie.

okay. To ensure that I'm well enough tmr, I'm going to miraculously be asleep by 10pm tonight, probably for the first time in weeks. wish me luck. means from now to 10pm, I'll have to finish studying chemical bonding. Though I think it's highly unlikely since I'm still wasting time all over the place. THIS IS BAD. STUDY.

I'm proud of you fat fat =)

xx Loved At 7:34 pm
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Your past follows you forever.

After reading a hundred and thirty four pages of that book, I'm totally bored out of reading it. I think I'll give up reading it soon. draggy story with a lousy plot. but I guess the main point for the book is not really for the plot but for the tricks anyway. Right now, I'd rather do my long long long overdue EoM than spend my time reading it.

Training again tmr. 4pm.

At least I'm feeling accomplished after printing my group's written report. haha. it feels damn good seeing the 3000 words sitting on my table now. =)

I want to watch the Jay chou movie.

Stop blogging, start Studying.

xx Loved At 8:02 pm
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Monday, August 13, 2007
start panicking right now.

NEWFLASH:

promos are in 6 weeks time.
(not counting the GP paper)

i just found out yesterday. when I was trying to plan my so called study timetable. this is horrible. and I thought promos was in like 10 weeks or something along that line.

START STUDYING IF YOU HAVEN'T.
IN THAT CASE, START MUGGING, STUDYING WOULDN'T EXACTLY BE ENOUGH.
STOP COMING ONLINE SO OFTEN.
STOP WASTING TIME.
STOP LEAVING THINGS TO DO TMR.

damn it. and here I am trying to solve a million other problems which somehow now feels insignificant to the thought of flunking promos.

xx Loved At 9:06 pm
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
I wish problems could solve themselves.

why cant everything be simple like before

when we were all primary school kids

where no one plotted against another,

with backstabbing was non-existent,

when we cried together if we lost a match,

when we all hated irritating boys,

when the only things on our minds was playing catching at the playground at 6pm,

where PSLE was really not much of a problem,

where there were no one bitching and gossiping,

and everything was just full of being a happy little girl.

I've realised how lucky I've been in my whole life especially in the last 5 plus years. I've always gotten into schools that I wanted (whether they were a right choice is a different matter), always had friends, and always having someone to turn or cry to when I needed to, always having people watch out for me, having nice parents who never grounds me and are willing to spend on me, having a nice brother who will stand up for me if and when I'm arguing with my parents, always had people loving me for who I am and who would try to make me happy if I was sad. For all these, I'm really more fortunate then most people =)

training tmr at 5pm - 7pm. lilin, we really MUST study before training tmr!

xx Loved At 11:40 am
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
it takes a guy to know a guy

i'm so bored now. and studying doesn't seem like a great distraction for now. oh wells. its must have been the maths tuition this morning. i'll shall be back with a colourful post the next time =)

You are White Chocolate

You are White Chocolate
You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent.
Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you.
You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are Cereal

Playful and lighthearted, breakfast is likely your favorite meal of the day.
(In fact, you're probably the type who sneaks cereal as a midnight snack.)
Your culinary skills are probably a bit lacking... and you are a sucker for junk food.
Some people accuse you of eating like a kid, but you prefer to think of yourself as low maintenance.

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

You Are 4% Shy

You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.
You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult.

How Shy Are You?

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun.
And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.
Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.
However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?

xx Loved At 2:31 pm
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Friday, August 10, 2007
i'm a stupid girl who don't realise people's intentions.

today was a totally chiong chiong chiong day. was out from 830am to 1045pm. that's long. had macs breakfast with yh. before rushing off to meet sihui and clara at suntec at supposedly 1030am (though i was super late) to buy belle's and rachel's birthday presents. did lots of walking and we kind of ended up shopping for ourselves. bought a fox top that costs 23 but due to it being on 50% discount, it cost me $11.50. haha. accomplished. then we bought the presents and went to marina to eat their bday lunch at Seoul garden. we totally owned the beef la. took mountain after mountain of black pepper beef. and sihui probably cooked the most amount of sotong she ever cooked in her life. jom tang was in charge of cooking the different types of chicken. and zonghe was in charge of everything else. I'm so sorry I kept forgetting that the beef was being 'fried' and you all had to eat a few rounds of slightly overcooked black pepper beef. haha. and belle, you better appreciate sihui and I treating you extra nice today =) (for a limited time only.) and I still can't imagine why ben and maho would want to eat hard boiled eggs. haha. and ben was the wad? iron chef or sth... haha. halfway through sihui, belle and I decided to go shopping while trying to digest some food, and I bought the pair of heels from mphasis! damn happy. then after lunch, sihui, zong and I went to marina arcade to play bishi bashi. haha. then I had to rush off again to meet lilin at tpy macs. and I was late again. haha. sorry. luckily pamela was there. then we kind of studied. more of talk but oh well. I finished alkanes? then tifen joined us and we ate dinner at the tpy food court and we went to arcade to play bishi bashi. I swear I'm totally addicted to that stupid machine. haha. and we finally went to stta to play our match at about 8pm. we lost but that's not exactly important. haha. and then me and tifen went to macs to grab a milkshake and took the mrt home. and the mrt was amazing full =(

maths tuition at 9am at roxy square tmr. oh my. another day.

I'm going to draw a mind map now to sort out all the information and happenings in my horribly messy state of mind now. then hopefully a solution will appear.

xx Loved At 11:23 pm
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
pretty little girl.

today was do-pw-till-all-your-brain-cells-go-on-strike-day. the 4 of us did pw fro 930am to 5pm. woah. now our WR is 18 pages long. we pressed the save document button like a million times today on 3 different computers. we are hardworking people =) and highly-efficient, I think.

did nothing that had to do with academics. haha. so I'm going to be a but after you all left my house i became a total slacker.good girl tmr. going out for lunch with lots of my favourite people tmr! followed by going to study at toa payoh macs with lilin at 3 plus, which has an arcade right beside it! haha. my favourite bishi bashi machine. I'll see how long I can resist the machine and study in macs. haha. then we have to play match again at 830pm at stta. haha. hopefully i can get out of playing tmr. I'm only interested in watching. haha.

the new lifehouse album is not bad. sihui, I still like that song better than the one you like. haha. much better than the click 5 album like by tons.

and oh my. I actually watched half the ndp. or maybe more then that. till the don't know no. what performance by soka association. they must have lots and lots of people to put up so many items. and president Nathan doesn't sing the national anthem. haha. and all the ministers actually wore the lion hats things. I think I secretly want to watch the ndp, for the fireworks la. but I can never ever remember to try to ballot for tickets. and i want the goody bag. hehe.

xx Loved At 9:28 pm
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
swear off chocolates.

omg. 3rd post today. couldn't resist not putting up our pretty photos from today! its great knowing tons of school photog people. can just wave and call anyone of them to help us take pictures!

belle, me, fong, sihui, sarah, jenny

zong, sihui, me, fong, jom, belle

wyemin, nazi, ben, belle, me, sihui, fong

I've got my chocolate phone back.... happy happy.

xx Loved At 9:06 pm
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lovely food makes the world go round

so I'm sitting right here in front of my computer eating my favourite chai tau kway from bedok. spending the other half of national day eve going out later and going to eat gelare ice cream tonight. reluctant to do absolutely anything else because my muscles are all aching like shit, and I have 2 blisters at my ankles from wearing my new shoes on Monday, which ultimate results in me using lots of plasters every time I train or play a match.

but considering that I'm eating chai tau kway now and had honeydew ice blend bubble tea just a few hours ago, I'm absolutely happy. though it would really be great if I had a bishi bashi machine at home which doesn't require me paying money to play it.

and after yesterday, I totally agree with carmen that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. and possibly closer. hopefully things remain like that and we can all be happy and nicer.

oh ya, and you all have a match tonight! must win ok? sorry I can't go to support you all today! Go Lilin, Ti fen, Pamela and Chin Yee! Love you all darlings!

there are a million and one things to do during this national day break...
1. GP essay (due today)
2. EoM (due 2 weeks ago)
3. Do Pw WR with group on thurs
4. Study Bio protein synthesis
5. Try studying organic chem
6. Memorise Chem SPA Skill A
7. Go for maths tuition on sat and practice maths
8. Attempt to pack my room a little
9. Sleep enough hours every night to ensure sufficient energy
10. Spend more time with my doggie since I've neglected him a little for the last month
11. Figure out thermochem and ionic equilibria

xx Loved At 1:27 pm
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
it's happening again.

whacked the bishi bashi machine.

xx Loved At 10:15 pm
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Monday, August 06, 2007
i could be your favourite girl.

both my ankles are in pain because of my new shoes.

having competition again tmr at 7pm.

haven't studied for bio test tmr.

every freaking muscle aches.

ballack better not be leaving chel.

I think I'm going to be sick real soon.

off to bed now.

xx Loved At 8:19 pm
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
secret keepers

haha. me and bimbo tifen played bishi bashi at the toa payoh arcade. and we totally made ourselves high! like lilin said, screaming all over and everything. and we 4 are amazingly hardworking! we decided to go home early to study. haha. oh my. then me and lilin took bus to bedok and we ate tutu kueh! haha. what a detour to the bedok pasar malam!

and now I'm waiting for the community shield to start. I cannot believe I kind of forgot about it until yonghong insulted chel, you're so evil. I said nothing about man u ok.. but ballack is not even playing! and please don't be wearing the ugly neon shirt please!

school tmr. and I'm already feeling sleepy, so I probably won't last the whole match.

xx Loved At 9:00 pm
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i love my nike sneakers

as I predicted last night, I woke up feeling 100% happier than I did last night. sleep works, especially when you sleep at 2am but wake up at 11am to make up for it. then I had breakfast and my mummy, bro and I went to queens way to buys shoes for my little bro. apparently his shoes are so tattered with holes that we HAD to go buy them today. but oh well, I bought new shoes and more pink nike sports bras too! so again like I said in my last post, buying stuff really makes me happier. (esp since my mummy paid for everything =) and I really love my new shoes. its like sneakers. and I've always wanted a pair of sneakers since I never had any when I was younger.

and i saw your testimonial pamela! haha. i owe you one k. maybe tonight!

i just got a call from LG... MY PHONE IS READY FOR COLLECTION TMR! hahaha. oh YAYs!

match at 530... damn

xx Loved At 3:01 pm
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
get out of my face and i don't want to see you until probably tmr morning.

I'm in an incredibly pissy mood. everything anyone does just pisses me off right away. and I just plainly snap at you in an instance. it really must be the lack of sleep since i'm trying to choing the harry potter book. and a major contributing factor being that for the first time in months, i actually wanted something so badly the 1st time I laid eyes on it. and yet, the heels didn't come in my size. thanks alot. and then there was the episode with the stupid taxis. now have finally experienced the irritating taxis who wait to be called and not just drive into the taxi queue, what's there problem. and then there is my mummy who totally pissed me off just a few moments ago, and ya, i pissed her off by snapping multiple times at her. i need to buy something to keep myself happy. at least that's what i think i need at this moment but I'll probably change my mind when i wake up tmr morning feeling much happier and hopefully less tired. oh ya. and i'm frustrated that i'm actually trying to swear myself off chocolate. didnt have any chocolates since sunday, and i think it's killing me not to have any. damn it.

match tmr evening at toa payoh. i'm totally unprepared. i wished i was fit. its been ages since i properly played a match against anyone. and why do i have a horrible feeling about the match tmr? damn.

I have so many things i want to buy that I'm going to create a things i really want list. and i'll slowly get them and feel satisfied after crossing them out.

I'm quite sure the chocolate temptation will be too much to bear soon. i simply love them. and not eating chocolate for days on the end makes me in a super easily irritated mood. this is bad.

xx Loved At 10:47 pm
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
who's too good for who?

okay. stare real hard at the picture below, and then imagine how lilin and I could have took the bus going to the wrong direction. hey. not really our faults. we've never taken bus 30 from kallang and at the very least we actually realised that we were taking the wrong direction even though it was after we went on the express way. haha. training was tiring and we were both lugging our gigantic bags with hell lot of other things like free stuff from the careers fair, shoe bags, mac's fries and coke, and files ok. haha. I think we're really dumb since i was just telling lilin that the last time, me and jo took 608 in the wrong direction and ended up in tanjong pagar after training at kallang too. and the next thing we knew, we were heading for some keppel place with a potential to end up some where in boon lay! so in the end we went down at harbour front and took the mrt back home. really walk a lot of yuan1 wang4 lu4, especially since we had to change trains and walk the stupid connector. lesson learnt ok.

and I'm starting my first maths tuition lessons tmr at roxy square. and I managed to spy at the list of people who attends the 5-7pm slot that I'm going to. and oh my, there are like 3 or 4 vj people. I have no idea who they are and so I really hope they are nice people! because I'll be seeing them for 2 hours every week from tmr onwards. its a scary thought if I don't like them at first sight or the other way around, and please not be the hardcore mugger type, they really scare me sometimes. oh my, nerve-racking.

OH Shit. JENNY! you just reminded me that we have bio SPA skill C/D tmr! shit shit shit.

xx Loved At 8:48 pm
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