It's a dirty free for all

Sunday, June 29, 2008
ZOO-UK...

And so, practically my whole Friday was spent at the ZOO! Pictures =)=)

some pig-looking animals.

This little goat was roaming around free!

And I spent yesterday afternoon and evening out with bimbo and then it was off to Zouk =) They played the whole song of LOW. haha. lovely =) And we ate cheesy sausage in mashed potato! Then I got home at 6am and got up at 9am to go for maths tuition! Determination! haha. Stupid A' levels, so no more clubbing okay! Will try to study much much much more than before. I want to get at least 3 A's, but some how it now doesn't really seem possible, like seriously. So oh well, just try my best. And I want to watch 21 and Wanted, and did I mention I'm extremely broke. Ballack is playing later! Go GERMANY! I think I can only watch the 2nd half, if not I'll be a sleepyhead tmr!

xx Loved At 8:33 pm
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
Pictures Long Forgotten =)

I know my Birthday party was in January and now is eh, June, but I only got the photos today! So here they are =)

Salyonn and Yanni =)

Belle and Sihui=)

Lovely darlings!

Vjtt girls =)

V is for Valour OGLs!

And this is from our vjtt celebratory Ritz-carlton dinner! (found from my mummy's camera!)

Me, Pamela and Lilin!

With Chin yee =)

xx Loved At 11:53 pm
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Itchy Backside

Ya, there's still one more to go, but I'm in an ultraliciously relaxed mode and I'm actually thinking about how on earth am I going to get to the zoo on Friday (The zoo opens at 830am). I only ways I remember how to get to the zoo was my parents driving me there or going with the school on some excursion trip during Primary school. And I have a very very strong memory that the first animals you see when you enter the zoo is the white or beige mountain goats which will stand on rocky things! And there is a shop selling lots of stuffed animals! Oh man, the zoo is quite expensive, $16.50 just to get in! And it's sounds really complicated to get there! I'm going to take a lot nice pictures with lots of animals BUT I'm so not going to go near the smelly hippos and smelly lamas or something. I wished I was a little kid again! Then it would be even more exciting going to the zoo! It's like THE ZOO. Okay, enough with my current zoo obsession and I suspect I should start studying a little. I haven't read chemical kinetics notes fully before and I haven't read through anything chemistry since the start of last week. I just don't want to end up in chem remedial =) Actually I don't want to end up in any remedial, I like ending school at normal school times, any longer and I might get grumpy =(

I ate another kit kat chunky today =) because maths paper is a very depressing thing. Now I really admit I'm getting fatter. Everyone please do NOT laugh. Try studying and not training for this long and I bet you'll get fat too! =) I shall go running when I find the time to, which is definitely not tmr, Friday, Saturday or Sunday. Now it's beginning to sound like never, but oh well, nvm then =) And did you know that you'll get lighter after all your muscles become fats? fats are lighter, why so ironic? haha. You "lose weight" but gain fats. How good is that?! haha.

I shall go paint my nails first =) Then maybe study chemistry =( Then watch CSI on AXN later tonight!

xx Loved At 7:52 pm
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Monday, June 23, 2008
Wrapped in Red

I conclude that I'm good at crapping out my own theories. And Econs wasn't as bad as I originally feared, which is still bad, but it's over =) So no worrying about it until many days later! Now, worry about biology =( then it will soon be 3 down, 2 to go.. and soon, the days will pass faster than you know it.

And oh ya, and GP compre scared me very effectively, I don't want to grow old. And I just discovered Kit Kat Chunky today. How come I never knew that it existed like that? It give you 10 times the kick out of eating normal sized kit kats, chocolate cures almost everything =)

If I'm going to get through this.
Pretend you don't know about this.
Pretend you never heard about this.
Just pretend.
Or even better, just forget.

xx Loved At 8:18 pm
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
40 hours away from an Economics disaster.

Being stressed and frustrated over studying makes my mood go a bit erratic, and the best part is I'm not even pms-ing. One moment I'm stressed, the next moment I'm in "who cares about CTs" lala-land.

Studying makes me more dumb as shown below:
1. I can forget to bring my Biology textbook when I went to the airport to study Biology yesterday, resulting in me having to go back to tanah merah to get it.
2. Then a few days ago I almost went into the male toilet at the airport, only realising that the toilet sign wasn't wearing a skirt when I was 1 step away from entering it.

And you know that studying is driving me crazy when I make very not funny jokes.
Me: My father bought me 2 chicks from the pet shop when I was young. And they "cheeped" for 3 days and 3 nights before my family couldn't stand them and sent them back to the shop.
Belle: oh.
Me: Next time if I get chicks as pets, I'll teach them to say "expensive" instead of "cheep".
Belle: *rolls eyes*

xx Loved At 10:21 pm
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Friday, June 20, 2008
Don't wish it away.

My right knee must either really hate me or hate some part of my leg or something, it's hurting whenever it feels like it. Like when I'm walking from T2 to T3, when I'm shopping, when I'm sitting down and not moving my knee at all. I want a knee transplant!! Is there such a thing?!?!?! Maybe I got rheumatism or something.

I suddenly feel very sleepy after doing 2 physics and 2 biology e-assessments. Off to sleepy land.

xx Loved At 11:12 pm
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
Shit

Screwed is an understatement for CT2.

Oh well.

In Panic Mode.

xx Loved At 11:03 pm
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
ooh.. Photos =)

Just found some photos in my phone! So here they are =) Some from very long ago, and some from today.

I think this is while studying for CT1s in the T2 coffee bean.
We cam-whores =)

Our lunch at lido today. Pizza hut and KFC!

The lazy bum who is sleeping, when you're supposed to be studying.

At art friend at taka after our butt were sore from sitting and studying =)

Crystal Jade La mian!

Very old photo from our last match of season 2008 =) =)

I suspect this is from CCA booth for O2, and we played with this stuffed snake because there was absolutely nothing to do.

Using Sher's phone's very cool functions at the s/o/c/c/e/r/g/u/y/s/f/i/n/a/l/s.

vjtt girls =)

And to airport to airport to study...

xx Loved At 10:27 pm
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Monday, June 16, 2008
What common tests???

Well. I must say today was an effective day studying in the airport with Yifongfong and Sihui, though Sihui died at 4pm and went home. haha. Isolating and Cloning (part B) is hell if you never read it before, and I'm still on page 16 after reading and trying to remember it from 3:30pm to 6pm. But apparently it's amazing progress since everyone says you can take almost a day to get it done. And I have to go lido again tmr. It's crazily far. ARE YOU READING THIS. Just because you can't walk properly. The next time we're going to the AIRPORT. That's in Changi =)

I think I shall go running every alternate day or something. If not I can only imagine what will become of the vanilla frappes, ice-blends, sausage pratas, snacks, sweets, cadbury chocs and butter milk biscuits. And even if you are lighter, it's not because you lost weight, it's because your muscles turned into fat. haha. super funny imagining muscles changing to fats. And running at night is really nice since its so not hot and its not bright and, its just nice la =) My mummy and I bought $170 worth of chocolate, soft drinks, snacks, biscuits and cornflakes yesterday. Imagine diffusion of the food down the diffusion gradient from the kitchen drawer and the fridge into my mouth. haha. awww.

And during the weekend, I admitted to my mummy that I can't finish studying for CTs, and after I told her that practically everyone couldn't finish either, she said alright and I better study harder for Prelims. So feeling quite guilty now, I decided no amount of free flow lychee martinis can tempt me to go arena on wed, even for 2 pathetic hours till 11pm to take the last train home. And because when I asked my mummy if I could go, she said she'll think about it which probably means a yes, so it makes me feel even more guilty =( Then she asked me if I'm clubbing the the weekend after CTs, and I obviously won't say no =) So, yay =) She said I could go next week *big smiles* And I'm going to the zoo next Friday! Yes, you didn't read wrongly! The ZOO, the one in Mandai (as if there were any other zoos in Singapore). Yays =) And I decided I shall play like crazy from the moment CTs end all the way to that Sunday 2359 and then it will be back to studying. No more "I cannot finish studying all the topics" crap. And I shall at least study 3 out of the 5 weekdays and study a bit more on the weekends =) And my father is coming back from Shanghai this Friday with all the ma lin luncheon meat!!! I told him to buy 10 tins back =) (Is that enough?) Oh ya, and my parents are going overseas for a "golfing holiday" (haha) from next Saturday to Tuesday. Ha =)

Happy Plans for after CTs:

Thurdays
1. Go shop for shades
2. Eat Kenny's
3. Catch up on SLEEP

Friday
1. ZOO =) Take lots of pictures with animals

Saturday
1. Hopefully shopping at vivo
2. Phuture =)

Sunday
1. Maths Tuition

Other activities to be done after CTs:
1. Ma Lin Luncheon Meat Party
2. More shopping

Just thinking about CTs being over is making me happy already =)

xx Loved At 7:56 pm
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Friday, June 13, 2008
Let them do the talking

Gigantic picture of BALLACK =) =)

Horlicks ice cream with kit kat and chocolate sauce =) on Monday =)

After many days of convincing that pepper lunch is not fried but grilled, I FINALLY got to eat pepper lunch for dinner (how ironic, pepper lunch for dinner) I'm a happy girl.

FINALLY ate it.

I know it's super unglam but it's the only photo of the prata sausage from taka food hall in it! That's supper after the pepper lunch-dinner. AND IT WAS THE LAST SATAY SAUSAGE ON SALE. MUAHAHA. I felt like I won 4-D or something =)

Watched Kung Fu Panda today! Was supposed to be studying at Lido from lunch to night. BUT couldn't resist not watching it, so we did! Anyway, IT'S REALLY GOOD OKAY. Laughed from the start to the end, and the show was not draggy or anything, very straight to the point story and EXTREMELY FUNNY. The whole theatre burst out in lots of laughter throughout the whole movie! I think it's funnier than any animated movie I watched before, and the Panda Po's face is indescribable =) IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED KUNG FU PANDA, GO WATCH IT NOW!

Oh, and Belle and I ate Popeye's for dinner last night =) And studying yesterday was efficient and relatively painless =) And I ate hotcakes meal for breakfast the second time in 4 days =)

Just ignore and go on...

xx Loved At 11:03 pm
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Yes, I carried out...

RETAIL THERAPY.
I bought 2 bags in one go, from the same shop. They were ultraliciously cheap okay. I don't know how to tell my mummy that I bought 2 bags in the same 5 minutes so I only told her about 1 =) Now I just have to figure out how to tell her about the other one. It's only 2 bags right? Better than the last time I bought 3 pairs of shoes in the same day! And I haven't even bought stuff and benefit from the GSS. I think it's the first thing I bought that was on sale =)

This was just to whet your appetite. I didn't really buy donuts =)

And I'm finally seeing MIA girl Isabelle Loo Yong Hui tmr. For our long awaited bitch session integrated with studying. Guess which one we'll do more =) Haven't seen this silly MIA person since god-know-when and like you said, from our daily updates to nothing in don't know how many weeks (okay, maybe slight exaggeration). But we haven't had our bitch session in a long time. I'm actually excited, especially since I'm going to get to eat macs breakfast at airport tmr morning too =)

I did actually study today okay =) Yes I was tempted to watch Kung Fu Panda since I actually was at Lido, but I RESISTED TEMPTATION. haha, for the time being at least. Oh, and I ate subway for lunch and then for dinner I had nice Crystal Jade xiao long bao and stewed beef la mian, and had a fun time watching someone eat really spicy la mian while drinking lots of water.

Mental note to self:
Must stop making stupid faces.

xx Loved At 11:14 pm
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Monday, June 09, 2008
Okay, who wants to save me now.

I will not be tempted to club.
I will not be tempted to club.
I will not be tempted to club.
I will not be tempted to club.
I want to study.
I want to study.
I want to study.
I want to study.
I will not be tempted by shopping.
I will not be tempted by shopping.
I will not be tempted by shopping.
I will not be tempted by shopping.
I do not want to watch Kung Fu Panda.
I do not want to watch Kung Fu Panda.
I do not want to watch Kung Fu Panda.
I do not want to watch Kung Fu Panda.
I do not want to sleep.
I do not want to sleep.
I do not want to sleep.
I do not want to sleep.
I love studying.
I love studying.
I love studying.
I love studying.

Somehow I don't think I'm very convincing to myself. Now I just want to cry. And I don't like being at home because it freaking depressing.

//edit// I cannot say how thankful that we talked so much today while studying, that we talked on msn today after so long, and you called me to talk to me tonight, I'm feeling so shit now but at least I feel loved and my day didn't end as horribly as it could have felt.

xx Loved At 11:20 pm
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
You're Gonna Miss This

Okay, if my life doesn't include feeling guilty about not studying, then it's great I guess. Thursday was spent studying at coffee bean at air port with Yifong and Sihui. Er, talking was the main attraction that day, we haven't seen Yifong in AGES, I haven't seen her since the 2nd last day of school, then I realised I haven't seen Sihui in a very long time too. haha. Oh well, Isabelle is MIA too. Oh ya, and the T2 coffee bean guy is evil, he chases us away even when the place is less than half full! Why on earth does he do that ya? I understand if it's full and he wants us to go somewhere else to study, BUT WHEN IT'S SO EMPTY?!?! Anyway, Yifong went home after lunch, and then Sihui and I went to T1's Pacific Coffee Company! They have wonderfully soft velvety armchairs =) You actually feel happy just SINKING into them.

Friday. It's the go-to-and-fro-as-many-terminals-in-changi-airport day. I took the train to the airport cause I was running behind schedule and on the train, Sihui msged to say that she was in T1 and needed the toilet and if I could go over and watch her things. So from T3, I took the skytrain to T1. Then I left my bag there when she came back because someone claimed to have just left home. So I took the skytrain to T3 to grab macs breakfast before 11am and when I got there, J was already there and after macs, I had to go back to T1 to get my bag, then go to T2 Starbucks to study, but who knows it was full, so we went to T3 coffee bean. Barely did any studying, then we went to fetch someone from T1 then go off. Yup, that's 6 times to and fro different terminals. I'm sick of skytrains. For now. Then the 4 of us went to orchard to eat Seoul Garden, and it brought back the memories of our team dinner right after our last match of season =) The one that Lilin was so tired that she and Sher went to sit near the lifts in Wisma while the rest of us went shopping! Haha. That one was classic and we should have taken a picture of the two of them =) And I now realised I've been to town 3 times in a week, now I want to go to vivo =( And I'm very sure I couldn't eat $27 worth of food in Seoul Garden, even if it's delicious beef bugolgi and more beef bugolgi and ice cream, and we didn't even take any veg, it was just beef beef chicken beef chicken beef beef, and the for-show soup thing which we practically didn't use at all, the oil as usual splattered like crazy and there was an occasional "ouch!" But ice cream made up for it =) Change that, ice cream makes up for most things any day.

Saturday. Supposed to be my laze at home and maybe study day. But as usual, it didn't materialize that way. Went out to lunch at some place in I got no idea where, with my bro, mummy, cousin, nephew and niece. Then we went to Bugis Village to shop for my brother's clothes. READ PROPERLY: my brother's clothes. I didn't buy anything okay! oh man, control =) Then went home and slept from 4pm to 730pm and woke up to Canadian pizza. And somehow I don't think I'll ever get down to studying tonight. Oh well. And was supposed to go vivo to peep at Lilin but I was sleeping and I was lazy to call anyone out =( Sorry silly! I'll see you in school on Monday if our date is still on!

You were out of my life long ago, SO STAY OUT, because I'm happy now.

Okay, ice cream and tee-vee time =)

xx Loved At 8:40 pm
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
So I say.

I've been slacking like shit and I hate studying. Things doesn't seem to want to go in and I can't stand forcing myself to study. I promise to try again tomorrow, right now, I just feel like eating ice cream and watching tee-vee =)

Some times I just stare into space and feel scared.
Will I end up hurt again.
I don't want to go through another like the last one.
It kills me so.

xx Loved At 9:50 pm
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Monday, June 02, 2008
=|

Okay, so maybe I really don't appreciate you enough. Maybe.

xx Loved At 11:01 pm
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
Do I really want to change my life?

So Saturday was an ultimate catching up day with Lilin =) We spent 12 hours straight from 10am to 10pm, studying, talking, eating, watching cheer and shopping =) And while talking, we realised how some people just causes you to feel uneasy. Just their presence alone is enough for you to quickly put up all defences and suddenly you watch out for yourself, all this just based on instinct. I thought it was just me, but after talking, I realised I'm quite normal because Lilin felt the same way too, or could be that we're both weird but somehow I doubt so =) Oh, and we were saying about how I think hockey guys and girls are going Australia for sports trip this year or something, and if none of the other sports including us gets to go anywhere, WE'LL ORGANISE ONE OURSELVES =)=)=) We don't care, cause we really really want to go overseas together and if no one, even vjtt wants to go, WE TWO WILL GO. haha. So, we shall have a "sports trip" no matter what! =)=) And I must say that Vj c/h/e/e/r is really not bad and I was very impressed on Saturday! We watched all the 8 teams because Vj was the last to c/h/e/e/r, and I thought the 3rd or the 4th one was very good, then when I watched vj, haha, they were really wonderful okay! Then we went to shop =) We didn't even eat dinner cause it was so late already and why waste shopping time on eating! So we munched on butter milk biscuits from Popeyes and drank mos milk tea =) Damn tired by the time I got home, tired but happy =)

And then this morning I had 3 hours of Maths tuition =( but it was quite survivable except the part when I got really hungry and had to go to the roxy mama shop to grab CHEESE RITZ BISCUITS =) Then I went shopping around parkway because somehow I didn't feel like going home. I called Theodore out for lunch since he always complains I never make it a point to ask him out, but why on earth were you not at church and no where in the east!! So it's really not my fault, I tried =) haha. And I watched Princess Diaries 2 on channel 5 just now, and can I say I love it =) It just makes me happy happy. Just like Made of Honour, What Happened in Vegas, What a Girl Wants, that kind of movie =) Silly smiles for the next hour at least.

Back to studying tmr =( And hopefully Ice Cream =)

I spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance
Make a change, and break away

xx Loved At 9:44 pm
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