It's a dirty free for all

Tuesday, July 31, 2007
that 5 minutes.

we're training at kallang tmr. damn far. and it means that I'll have to bring lots of things tmr and lug my big table tennis bag around school. so being the lazy me, I'm getting my father to fetch me tmr morning! yays! and hopefully I won't reach school THAT late and have to run or something. i want the sports lockers back! totally horrible not having a locker to anyhow dump all your shirts/shorts/deodorant/towels/thick bio textbook/water bottle/jacket/other random stuff into it. it sucks real bad.

and today I realised that it is really the small things that other people do that keeps you going. just showing concern, just a simple smile or saying hi, just spending 5 minutes together, just laughing at each other and doing stupid things during lectures, just making others a little happier, is really what keeps me going and happy.

NO EATING CHOCOLATEY STUFF TMR OK.
I've totally exceeding the amount of chocolate/sweets I'm only supposed to eat in 1 day.

xx Loved At 7:03 pm
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Monday, July 30, 2007
i wonder what you're thinking

Let's have a bet on how much more of selfish behaviour, verbal fights and backstabbing I can take before I just leave all of you to kill each other.

xx Loved At 9:15 pm
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
shall pour a vodka right after publishing this

I desperately want my phone back and alive, so that I play pokemon, tetris and puzzle bubble during lectures.

I'm practically totally broke and there are still 2 more days left in July. but my mummy was nice about it and gave me more money. haha. and my Ez-link card FREAKING refuses to work. damn pissed off with it.

Thanks for the breakfast this morning darling. don't say I'm not sincere =)

xx Loved At 10:30 pm
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
yellow rubber ducky

I realised I always bully you. actually sihui probably bullies you more! carrying our files and my jacket and going to get our stuffs from the locker and going to the toilet with me every lecture and slacking to go to the bookshop during lectures and running silly errands and dancing the stupid ballerina dance I so-called invented! yes, I know I owe you 1 cup of bubble tea now for dancing the stupid dance in front of the bus 76 today after college day, but it's not fair, since I bet no one saw it =( and how I always say you don't qualify to be a bimbo and you're always our chor lor queen, and always saying that "you should walk home so that you can lose fats" thing! but you know I never ever mean any of the mean stuff I say and we 3 do stupid things all the time. (especially the "see who can't think of an animal" game we played today in the LT and we started shouting random stuff at each other after awhile, like godzilla, kangkong, thesaurus dinosaur like they were ever animals!) although you're really always chor lor and bullying me too! but i love you silly isabellebellelooloo and thanks for always agreeing to be dragged to the toilet just to stare at ourselves in the mirror! I'm so nice. now I allow you to buy me and sihui bubble tea too! =)

I've always been noticing you around school. I just couldn't remember why. I thought that i recognised you because you were in my friend's CCA. but I just realised 1 moment ago why I noticed you the first time round, haha. because one of my guy friends claims you're not bad looking and showed me your blog which had your pictures. haha. I have no comments. this is so random, but it feels like I've solved a tough mystery. haha.

I really feel like giving up sometimes and just tell people in their face that I quit. but I don't know what is just holding me back from going crazy. sometimes I feel that its really a waste of time and energy and I really don't want to spend time with you and you and you and you and you and you and..... but I still try to smile and be nice and its really tiring me out. don't try me anymore because I'm going to snap real soon and by then I'll really give up. my emotions are going up and down every few minutes from pissed to irritated to happy to content to satisfied to angry to glad to tired...

I'm so tired and drained now that I'm feeling totally anti-social. I desperately need my comfy bed, a good night's sleep and at least a bar of chocolate to be happy tmr. and did I mention how I random feel like catching a movie tmr. But I think our tripod group is meeting up and I have another party tmr. oh well, at least I have lots of chocolate bars at home now.

and why hasn't EPL started. there plainly isn't anything interesting to watch on weekend nights.

i actually turned down a vodka from my mummy today. its amazing.

xx Loved At 7:43 pm
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Friday, July 27, 2007
if i could be sweet

oh my. I'm blogging again.

I went to the siglap centre cold storage with my mummy just now. and i realised how much I love supermarkets. I just take a trolley and go down the many millions of rows and grab everything I love to eat off the shelves, and normally being accompanied with my little brother too and we'll have a great grab-all-you-can time! but that lazy pig refused to go today. then we'll go to the checkout counters and pay. haha. my mummy pays. then I will once again realise that I never bothered looking at the prices of the things that I just take off the shelves. Then, I realise that I'm a spoilt girl who gets practically almost whatever I want, and I should stop wanting lots of things, because there are people who are not as fortunate as me. but in the end, I somehow still can't resist the temptation of buying food, I'm cutting down on buying other stuff, the first being the last harry potter book. I definitely won't die just because I don't own a book.

and we're having a party at my house tomorrow! yays!

us sending our chor-lor queen off to pattaya a few weeks ago!

haha. act cute face =)

xx Loved At 11:12 pm
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a smile is harmless

if it rains tomorrow during college day, I wonder how we're going to supposedly "welcome" the guest-of-honour. haha. maybe we'll all carry umbrellas or something. or maybe they'll just cancel the whole "clap loudly and cheer at the minister's arrival" plan. glad that we're in a LT and that Mr yong is the teacher in charge of LT2. haha. he's so nice!

I want to read the harry potter book but my mummy absolutely refuses to buy it. haha. unless my brother and I chip in. So will some kind soul please lend me the book like asap? =(

I shall put up your unglam pictures I took today in my next post. haha. bribe me =)

xx Loved At 6:45 pm
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
think of everyone who loves you the way you are

YES I HAVE BOUGHT THE STICKERS! but there were no powerpuff girls stickers. which was quite disappointing. but oh wells, it was after all 3 booklets of stickers for $2. can't expect much anyway. but tmr's many lectures would once again be used to stick stickers all over everyone's files and calculators and whatever things that are within my reach! and I finally settled my maths tuition today. every Thursday 5 to 7pm and Saturday 9 to 11am at roxy square. oh man. its really a BIG commitment to try to get better grades for maths.

and we're released at 11am tmr. yays! that equates to 4 periods of lecture and 1 period of break in between and then the end of school! we miss the 5-period block of tutorials again for the 2nd week in a row! and Mrs Lee finally got to see me back in Econs tutorial after 21 days. At least she still remembers that I'm in her class. not too bad... =)

sometimes we just have to accept what is given to us or what we have and not think of what we can have or could have, but instead just be happy and appreciated things around us. no point thinking about the things that theoretically should belong to myself but I don't have in the end. okay. I suspect I'm not making much sense anymore, morale of the story is just be happy and thankful for whatever I already have and for the so many people who love me and make my life fun and crazy! and whenever you feel that your life sucks or is depressing, think of the other people who don't have the privileges, friends and love that you have.

I'm so sorry that I sounded so insensitive on the phone last night. I just didn't know what to say to you at that moment. Don't think so much about it and we'll meet up after your exams and I'll treat you to your birthday lunch! We're still great friends ya? =)

xx Loved At 5:50 pm
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
what's with guys and their hair?

seeing depressed/sad/upset people makes me feel the same way too.

went to the guitar room today with jenny and fong fong because they wanted to practice their guitar song thing. and I fell asleep on the sofa, which I really feel has much too many pillows! I think it was a 2-seater sofa and it had like 10 pillows or more on it. haha. crammed. but I had a good sleep while fong fong and jenny practised! =) take a break from the library for a day. I'm so proud of myself that I dare to study in the school library alone. so brave! =) not many people can do that! but my loner time was quickly killed by tifen and carmen and jenny and sarah and her guitar friends appearing in the library. haha. don't I love you all so much!

I'M GOING TO PARKWAY TO BUY LOTS OF CHEAP BUT PRETTY STICKERS! and then I'll start pasting them all over my stuff as well as everyone's stuff again!

your jacket smells just like you.

xx Loved At 7:04 pm
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
about the girl you used to love

its such a cold day that I'm actually surviving without an air-con or fan on and with all the doors and windows in my room closed.

had spot check today. and my skirt passed. haha.

decided not to do my EoM tonight. maybe tmr morning.

training tmr.

xx Loved At 11:05 pm
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Monday, July 23, 2007
i was really so irritated by you today.

got home at 9pm. damn tired. painful right knee and left ankle. plus another onslaught of gastricitis. stupid gastric problems.

GP tutor decided to be nice today and let us off 20minutes early. for the first time.

i'm so sleepy and i think i'm falling sick.

decided to be a nice person and so i'm not angry with you anymore. sorry for talking to you coldly.

xx Loved At 10:31 pm
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
all girls love bad boys

I went to a pasar malam in tampines just now with my brother, and we just ate and ate and ate. haha. I love candy floss since I was a little girl and I think I'll love eating it forever. =)

and isn't it strange how we always find things or people just when we're not looking for them.

once again training tmr till 6pm. enjoy early trainings while we still can...

xx Loved At 10:08 pm
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get used to people staring, talking, bitching

I just got home from watching the harry potter movie. and I feel cheated about the movie. don't know why yet, but I'll know when I re-read the order of the phoenix to figure which parts are missing. I'm pissed because I haven't bought the freaking newest book, mainly because I chose going to the arcade to play time crisis and bishi bashi with my brother instead of going to popular to buy the book. but oh wells, I think I'm buying it tmr. Hopefully.

okay. so I'm going to blog about what a busy day it was today. woke up at 645am and met lilin at 730am at bedok to get the stupid storeroom key so that I can go back to school later to get my table tennis bat for training. then went to buy sugar and butter and baked brownies for all my lovely friends to eat on Monday =) I miraculously finish baking at 930am and my father fetched me to school to get my bat and shorts. then I went to macs at ECP with my brother and father for lunch and went for training at 2pm till 4pm. then went home and bathed and after that I went out with my darling for dinner at ajisen parkway and supposedly buy stuff. I'm so sick of parkway, and of course we didn't manage to buy anything, but did what we usually do, go into practically every sports shop and look at soccer stuff. and talking about soccer, OMG, did you see the new Chelsea away jersey. its an eyesore. oh my. it definitely going to take me some time to get used to it. it's NEON YELLOW. and stupid drogba (though I don't exactly like you a lot, unlike Michael ballack!) stop saying you want to go somewhere else! so pissing off!

okay, so if anyone sees me on Monday and feel like eating brownies, just tell me and I'll magically whip out a container filled with them! =)

xx Loved At 12:38 am
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Friday, July 20, 2007
quick! no one is looking!

its only 4:25 pm, and I've watched 2 episodes of house, ran for 20mins, slept for 1/2 and hour, stoned in front of the computer and sent out a gazillion of smses. haha. I reached home at 1:30pm! what do you expect! I'm such a happy girl today! we were dismissed at 1245 today! or should i say we dismissed ourselves at 1245! what happened to the 5 period block of tutorials? haha. econs was cancelled already last week, we told Mrs ang that we shouldn't have maths since half the class was busy doing some science fair thing, and we totally refused to go for GP tutorial. so we ended at 1245 instead of 415! happy happy happy! I'm staring at a chocolate bar now but I'm so refusing to eat it. I've been eating so many chocolatey things in the last few days that I can feel a sore throat coming. and I have a busy weekend coming up and I refuse to fall sick! okay. maybe I'll just sneak a few cubes of chocolate later tonight and then have an ice cream cone or something. oh my. Its hard to resist ok, especially since I absolutely love chocolates and sweet stuff!

anyway, I tried banana ice-blend bubble tea yesterday. the shop ran out of honeydew ice-blend powder. =( It was still quite okay? it doesn't really taste a lot like bananas, but it still tastes ok since its sweet =) and I'm not going to go into details about me un-glam-ly dropping my bubble tea and making a mess. haha. I still like honeydew ice-blend better.

oh ya. and I DO NOT look dao (looloobelle read that sentence again! haha). okay. maybe a little. but I'm not. haha. if I kind of know you, and I don't exactly smile/wave/say hi at you, its probably that I'm either sleep/tired so I didn't see you, feeling all pissed off with someone and can't be bothered to say hi (which doesn't happen often ya? it takes quite a lot of effort to piss me seriously off), or pissed at you (which is highly unlikely but can be confirmed if I literally roll my eyes at you), or if you give a a damn dao face first. why can't you people smile first? lalala~ so not really entirely my fault. I nicely say thanks and smile when people hold open doors and do other nice stuff k. smile =)

Its now 4:50pm and the chocolate bar is still surviving well. its still whole. =)

I'm watching the harry potter movie tmr night, like finally, but I haven't pre-ordered the book! I'm not going to squeeze with everyone at the book stores tmr. no way no way!

teo sihui! you owe me one for not coming school today! =)

and after reading cleo and seventeen and 8 days (I think), why is everyone obsessed with being thin?!?! freaking stop the stupid diets and be healthy and not just thin! confidence is everything!

chocolate bar reporting at 5.01pm : "I haven't been bitten."
(oh my. I'm getting high on eclipse mints.)

xx Loved At 4:23 pm
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
if i could escape

i think I'm suffering from serious lack of sleep. i sleep during lectures, feel sleepy during tutorials and everything. or maybe its just the nice weather these few days.

but at least I've lived up to my promise to start studying. i actually can answer questions during tutorials. hahaha. well done!!!

and i didn't study in the library alone. haha. zonghe joined me while we were waiting for sihui to get her leave form to get out of school! do you know that since Mr Yeo (our ex VP) is gone, now you can only get leave forms from Mr Seet. it means no more ponning half-day of school or the 5 period tutorial block on Friday. shit la. and we were reading the sick bay sign-in book yesterday. and lilin spotted the trend that a large majority all signed-in with headaches/dizziness. haha. its probably the only sickness that's hard to prove! and one person actually wrote being lethargic as a reason for signing into the sick bay. haha.

i hate the 5 period tutorial block on Fridays, and though econs tutorial is cancelled tmr, I doubt we can push forward the other tutorials. what a day. we actually end at 415pm on Fridays. and the tutorials consists of my all-time FAVOURITE GP tutorial..

i love you darling =)

xx Loved At 7:00 pm
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i want a thousand more wishes.

okay. I'm finally emotionally stable after solving (at least for the time being) some problems. though I was very very pissed off this morning when i had to rush to school last minute in 40mins ok. 40 minutes is not exactly enough time to go to the toilet, slowly do everything, pack stuff, and hence i ended up not bringing a lot of notes that were needed today. and considering the number of THAT word i said within one morning, i should really punish myself or something. haha. but that will never happen since i love myself =)

and I just decided that I will be a brave girl tmr and go to the library alone to study during my PE period, and considering that it is only the 3rd and 4th period of the day, I'll still be reasonably awake to squeeze stuff into my brain. yup! and I've been observing people studying alone in the library, and concluded that if other people can study alone in the library, why can't I? and i shall finish the intro to organic chem topic tmr and hopefully start thermo chem!

me and lilin unglam-ly pinned up our fringes during training today. haha. maybe more of me being unglam about it. but i can finally see the ball when it is returned after i smack the first one. haha. before i just guessed where the ball was roughly going to be. its so much better now. =)

i realised that its only in like almost a crisis state that we all become closer.

and you're such a bad darling. haha. i feel like putting your very un-glam photo here. =P

i was just about to sleep when i realised how I've practically always got what i wanted. whatever it is. at least many of the major things that happened all through my life and in all aspects of it, I've got it. I've got so many things that other people want or would want but could never get. I feel that I'm such a lucky girl, and yet I've never realised it. So be happy that I have so many things! and Smile =)

xx Loved At 9:55 pm
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
painted nails

so many things have happened within the last few days. i can't even keep track of what has happened because some of them feel so fake. and i have to go for maths remedial, which i currently am trying to get out of since i'm already going to get myself intensive maths tuition and hence, the remedial would be a total waste of my precious time that i need to catch up with other subjects.

and i don't feel like watching harry potter anymore. since everyone says its not worth a ticket that costs $9.00 or more. damn it. and considering i have a million and one things to do and settle. i think I might not watch it unless my parents and little brother bring me to watch it over the weekend.

oh! and i think today was such a great chem lecture. we walked out with the chinese people who had to take chinese listening compre. haha.

and i wont be in school tmr. long story. make me freaking pissed. NO I'M NOT PONNING. official leave k. but I'll be back for training and bim! we're still going ok! just as i was thinking of solving a lot of stuff tmr. ended up now i cant even go and solve them because i will not be physically in school.yays. (with lots of evil sarcasm) and why whenever i am unhappy or pissed about something, everybody knows.. this is scary.

remind me i really really hate mosquitoes. stupid biting things.

and I'm going running now so that i won't get fat. with all the brownies and milkshakes I've been having. i think I'll be running a lot.

haha. and i can proudly say today that i'm a nice person.unlike isabellebellelooloo! haha. =)

xx Loved At 5:41 pm
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
just forget the world.

I'm back from camp. not going to blog much about it. just that

1. the floor that we sleep on is very hard
2.i never knew that sleeping on hard floors can give you blue-blacks
3. my group and facis are actually quite nice
4. food is not exactly nice

nothing else to comment. besides, I'm too tired at this moment. and there's school tmr = taking bus early in the morning. plus i suspect we're getting back our horrible econs mid yrs tmr.

i've officially given up on shopping in singapore, today my mummy little brother and i went to orchard to shop, and i didnt buy anything, while my brother and mummy both bought stuff. either the clothes are not nice, too expensive, too big size, wrong colour, etc. someone please revive my shopping mood or i'll really have to rely on shopping online. I'm so going to search the internet for things to buy tonight.

and happy belated 17th birthday to lilin! sorry i didn't call you or msg you yesterday since i was camping. =)

and my phone has gone crazy and i cant use the keypad without it hanging, during the camp so I'm now using another phone, thanks to my darling. I've realised how i cant live without my hand phone, or should i say A hand phone. at least i can now call and sms and use the keypad without the phone hanging.

everyone should be glad I'm in a reasonably to great mood. so you all will probably see me smiling to everyone even if you're not exactly my favourite person! this is mostly attributed to me having my nice bed and pillow and bolster back and clean bathrooms and everything! and I've got lots of chocolates in the fridge! YAYS.

xx Loved At 4:11 pm
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Friday, July 13, 2007
off to camp.

i was packing my bag for the stupid camp, and i was wondering why my toiletries bag was so empty. till i finally realised that i forgot to pack my trusty body shop exfoiliator and facial foam. i can so not imagine what would happen if i didn't bring them. oh my. i dislike majority of camps. especially this one.

i think you would be surprised to see this darling. i almost wanted to post your act cute photo instead but decided to give you some face. =) don't miss me too much. love you!

you still owe me ben and jerry's ice cream!

xx Loved At 1:54 pm
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
strawberry push-pop!

I'm so freaking tired. and I'm going camp tmr till Sunday morning. i feel so cheated about this camp, but I'm not going to whine about it at least until i come back on Sunday. the only little consolation is that sihui and jom tang are going too, if not i would have pulled out long time ago and that we get to skip the crazy 5 period tutorial block tmr afternoon. jenny, sarah and fong fong don't miss us too much tmr! since chor lor belle is not here either!

sihui zonghe and i went to airport to so called send our chor lor queen off this afternoon to go to pattaya. haha. more of we went there to disturb her resulting in her very flustered state as sop section leader. and we gave you a hug on the behalf of you-know-who. =) big smiles! i think I'll only miss you because now there is no one who goes with me to the toilet during every lecture to slack or just stare into the mirror and laugh. =(

i like people who hold open doors for me when i go to the library. actually any door including the LT doors and stuff. that was so random. but i actually smile and nicely say thanks ok! you should never ever let doors close on people.

don't you feel that its actually quite sad to see people being out casted and ignored by others? felt sad for this random out casted girl in vj when i saw her walking around school today. felt tempted to just say hi, but something pulled me back. somehow people just wouldn't exactly want to interact with outcasts. and now i feel damn bad for being influenced. we all are such evil people.

I'm going to bring my strawberry push pop to school tmr. haha. don't know who bought it for me. it just appeared on my table =) just as i was feeling not great dreading about the stupid cheat-my-feelings camp. and tmr is lots of lectures day like Tuesday is! lectures more fun! no need to really listen and there are really lots of lovely people to see!

i love school as long as there are no exams, a levels, or horrible teachers. i don't even mind writing econs essays =)

xx Loved At 9:16 pm
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
oh so noisy lectures.

i just get soooo excited when i have lots of pretty stickers! had a great time sticking them all over during econs and maths lecture! haha. totally distracted belle from doing her practical worksheet! chor lor queen! =p I'm so amused that after i got home, i went to search for my old sticker books. cant find it at the moment, but if i do, stay away if you don't want to be planted with tons of stickers on our lect notes and files and everything! and stupid maho wasted one sticker. you good. =)

my phone!

on my MP3!

lots on my timetable!

my cute powerpuff girls files!

love gummies!

i am going to study now and do econs essay ! such discipline today. i hope =)

and I'm floating amidst being damn high and a little sad. i haven't told my mummy about my s for maths. and i already got scolded for my bio and chem which is better than s. I'm so screwed.

you owe me ben and jerry's, darling =)

xx Loved At 6:01 pm
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Monday, July 09, 2007
oh just stop over- reacting.

i love gummy bears like crazy! oh my. you all better hope i don't finish the whole packet before i meet u all tmr if not you all wont have any to eat! gummy bears are like one of the nicest chewiest sweetest things! love gummy bears...

went out with yonghong for dinner after my training today, you lazy pig =) oh ya. don't eat parkway's char kway tiao k. its like super salty. overly salty in fact. oo. and we practically did nothing for training today. haha, that was totally not running at all. and the amount of cycling we did was really not much at all. we ended up chatting and talking for 1 and a 1/2 hours instead! haha. feel guilty for not working out today. so maybe i shall go running once i finish blogging.
=)

oh. i almost forgot why i was blogging today. i'm so freaking pissed at someone. wad kind of ****ing attitude you have. i have no more intention of at least occasionally listening to you or whatever. please don't think you're that great. i agree that you deserve some respect from me but after today, I'm so sorry. I'm not going to pretend to not realise your freaking sarcasm. i'm not as dumb as i appear to be, i plainly choose to not know your freaking sarcasm and i put up with it. so don't test my limits.

and to all my lovely darlings! I'm bringing my stickers tmr! and we can have a damn fun time tmr sticking them all over during our very many lectures!

anyone has a nice church to go to? I'm thinking of going but haven't found one yet. =( bimbo! i cant make it on Thurs i think. i think I'll go another time k? =)

I NEED MATHS TUITION. AND I HAVEN'T FOUND ONE EITHER. NOW WHO HAS A GOOD TUTOR? SURRENDER HIM/HER NOW. desperately in need of one.

i seriously hate people bitching about me. if you haven't realised, i can totally see you staring at me and bitching at the same time. won't you at least bitch BEHIND my back and not right in front of me.

why am i craving for ben and jerry's cookie dough ice cream again....

xx Loved At 8:21 pm
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
zombie-fied

i wanted to blog yesterday. but i died once i reached home. actually it was more of before i even reached home. so ya. went out with my old condo playmates yesterday for dinner. DO NOT TRY TO EAT AT PLAZA SING ON FRIDAY NIGHT. horribly long queues. we finally settled on gelare after queuing all over the place and walking around alot looking for semi-empty places to eat. had a mushroom cream sauce pasta which wasnt the best though the mushrooms were very nice =) then at 10pm we decided to watch movie but all the movies were either full (transformers) or didnt exactly interest us. so we walked to cathay and watched transformers at 1050pm instead. front row of the grand cathay. surprisingly my neck was not pain or anything and ooo! i love cathay seats so much better than GV seats. the graphics for transformers were really nice i guess, but it got a little draggy towards the end, they kept fighting and took so long for the bad robots to die. did i mention fighting movies are not exactly my favourite movies? a little is fine. but when the bad guys take too long to die, it get abit boring. anyway. reached home at 230am and slept at 3 plus am.

and i met sihui on the train today. and we reached orchard mrt at 8am to go for pre-camp briefing. horribly sleep-deprived. i realised today how people should hope that they never first meet/get introduced to me when i'm in a sleep-deprived state. you'll have a higher chance or me disliking you. shall elaborate more in my next post or when i'm less sleepy later.

oh ya. and we took a cab today. and the cab driver very strange... very talkative and dont know why he asks such funny things.
me: uncle, to raffles girls school, stevens rd
cab driver: huh, you two are raffles girls meh? why raffles uniform liddat one?
me: we are going there for a briefing.
cb: huh? green tea?
me: no no. briefing. erm. meeting la.
cb: oh. why the two of you early morning waiting in front of a hotel?
(sihui smartly/strategically keeping quiet and making me deal with all the stupid questions)
me: we took a bus to here but raining so we decided to cab.
cb: are you two foreigners?
me: no. singaporean.
cb: are you sure? singaporean or singapore citizen?
me: (takes damn long to figure out the difference. is there a difference anyway?) born in singapore.
cb: so is singapore citizen?
me: erm. my parents are singaporeans too.
cb: oh. do you know what's the difference between singaporean and singapore citizen or not? (goes on saying the difference, then asks) so are you hokkien?
me: half hokkien, half teochew.
cb: so you can speak both dialects?
me: erm. none. a little cantonese from drama serials.
cb: huh!?! you mother never take care of you ah? how come you dont know how to speak your dialects?
(then he goes on about how my mummy never teach me teochew or sth like that. and luckily we reached rgs then, i cannot imagine having to answer more funny questions.)

and i'm so proud of myself that i didnt give in to temptation of buying a coffee bean vanilla ice-blended today. i instead opted for a much cheaper option of a macs vanilla milkshake. hahahaha. yays to me. and i cut my hair today at centrepoint for only $20. and the hairstylist is good =) really wonder why i used to blow twice the amount i paid to cut my hair. i shall go there the next time too! oo. and they have new/lots of magazines... what an incentive!

i'm off to replenish whatever sleep i can now. having a dinner part in 1 hour's time. argh. great.

xx Loved At 5:01 pm
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
vjtt @ sentosa!

as promised just now.... pictures!

carmen, yuqin, me and lilin!

tifen, me and carmen at palawan!

on the train!

act cute!

bimbos =)

xx Loved At 10:13 pm
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bad day good day

i decided to stop being the upset/stressed/unhappy person that i have become since tuesday. hopefully!

at least i guess i'm happier now after finally getting to spend time with you today and thanks for making me significantly happier. =) i only just realised how our paths were never supposed to have crossed and there was probably even less chances that we would know each other. strange how it ends up. up till now, i'm still amazed at the number of injuries you actually have/had. =P

oo. and today during tutorial, just happened to think, do frogs really eat mosquitoes? haha. and apparently everyone had the same answer, " i know they do in cartoons" but i thought in cartoons frogs always eat flies, but mosquitoes??!?! not so sure.

i DO NOT want to go school tmr. i have a sore throat. no big deal i know. but guess what. there's double econs, maths tutorial and double gp all in one go tmr. 5 periods straight and we end at 415pm. on a friday. how horrible can timetables get? this horrible.

and oh my. bodyshop strawberry flavoured shower gels are just oh-my! smells so great that i feel like camping in the bathroom until the smell is all gone after taking a bath! and it looks pretty too!

and i promised a picture post. but lazy me hasnt downloaded the pics. maybe later on =)

xx Loved At 6:40 pm
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
pissed off. freak you.

went plaza sing to watch ocean's 13 today! its damn nice =) next up i wanna watch transformers and also harry potter! but i bet harry potter have to wait damn long unless you start booking now or sth. all the crazy fans probably booked up 1 whole week's worth of harry potter movies already or sth like that.

ate haaigen diaz ice cream at siglap just now! love ice cream! as usual, i ate vanilla and choco with cookies with bananas and chocolate sauce! lovely!

i'm going to be independent and take bus to school from now on until i get tired or sick of taking bus. but i really hate it if i meet pple whom i dont want to talk to on the bus. and i missed the 31 this morning =( take the early bus quite fun, the bus is like quite empty. k la. its not really early. reached school at 720 or sth like that today. so i guess its not really early afterall. it always jams at tjc there. waste time.

vj training officially starts tmr. must quickly get back into the training mood!

xx Loved At 8:03 pm
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Monday, July 02, 2007
i'm tanned!

oh sentosa today was great! haha. with our now-professional photog yuqin and sunblock applier lilin! haha. we just spent the whole day at palawan beach! i'll upload all our crazy photos in my next post since yuqin is probably not home yet and they are all in her cam! haha. the person with the most unglam photos was definately tifen! i dont exactly like sand and salty water but i love the beach! doesnt make much sense though. and we ran/hopped/jumped up and down the stupid bridge because the wooden planks were frying hot. we probably looked very stupid and silly but oh wells, its an experience chiong-ing across the bridge with pple whom are wearing slippers just block your way and cause your soles of your feet to burn! and i'm proud to say, i'm not exactly sun-burnt badly! yays!! no excessive skin-peeling or looking like a steamed lobster for a few days! all thanks to slob after slob of sunblock we put on!

oo! and i think we're watching oceans 13 tmr! haha. catch it before its gone! (note: 13 is also ballack's no.! hahahahaha) i think there is a show tmr at 420pm at plaza! if you all are reading this quickly tell me if we're still on k! haha.

and can you believe that there is school tmr! it really feels like now is the june holidays! this is like the first year i didnt exactly play like crazy during june holidays! i hope the teachers dont return mid years tmr! i dont want to see any of my papers for like as long as possible! must be happy and results are just going to make me sad and needing alot of gummy bears/aeroplanes/animals to be happy again! and its really starting to get hectic, wed - training then have dinner with some old friends, thurs- training again, friday- going out with some more old friends. and tifen! i really need to go little india like ASAP. next week ok?!?!?!

i dont want to go school tmr. though its only 3 lectures and 1 period of tutorial. =)

xx Loved At 6:53 pm
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
chelsea

i finally started proper training today. since almost a months ago. traded the books and pencil case in my bag for jersey, towel, etc, traded mental exhaustion for physically one. cause i convieniently temporarily forgot that i had training today, and went to run 2.8km yesterday night. very smart of me to do that. the result of today, i now have aching muscles and a painful right knee. but i'll live with that for good form. nothing in table tennis kills me worse than having horrible form.

and i figured out today i really dislike people who keep on talking and talking on about a topic when i am obviously showing signs that i'm am totally not interested in it especially so when i'm not in a fantastic mood. if i was in some normal mood or sth, some boring story might even sound interesting. but every reluctant "mmmm" and "ya" should be enough to hint that i'm really irritated and not interested. i dont mind listening to a little, but dont go overboard will you. same applies to myself, if i'm telling you sth boring or not interesting to you, just plainly tell me to shut up. i wouldnt mind rather then having someone else bored or irritated.

oo. i'm finally going to develop lots and lots of photos to put on my my wall. its so freaking fun! i never knew that i actually have tons and tons of photos in my computer. 3888 photos to be exact occupying 6GB of memory.

i dont feel like blogging anymore.

xx Loved At 11:24 pm
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