It's a dirty free for all

Friday, November 30, 2007
think big, act big

okay. went training early this morning. 10 am =) and when I started training, (which was with coach) , it was OH MY GOD. looks like I haven't played in like months. haha. the balls flew in plenty of directions. wonderful. then I was trying to figure out how come this was happening and tried to remember how my form was like on Monday's training. but somehow couldn't recall what Monday's training was like at all. ya. so I asked coach whether I came for training that day, and he made me feel SOOOO freaking guilty that I (apparently) didn't go. Then I remembered it was the day that I woke up with a headache. haha. and I cannot remember at all what I did on Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday or even yesterday. Wonderful.

I'm am going to PULAU UBIN TMR MORNING. to cycle. I cannot imagine. After 2 days of continuous shopping, and 1 training, my feet have officially given up on me. wish me luck cycling tmr. and then next week is a super crazy week. party, training, farewell, training, sleepover and sleepover, and maybe more party.

my feet and leg muscles have given up on me...

xx Loved At 8:36 pm
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
christmas is so coming!

I realised I got a funny habit. Whenever I brush my teeth, I'm normally not in the bathroom. I actually walk around all over the place, go talk on msn, or talk to my brother, go to the other rooms and see what people are doing, just not the usual brush teeth in the bathroom and stare at the mirror kind. So strange I guess.

And I'm going out with peanut butter tmr! finally found someone to go out shopping with me =) going bugis to shop and paint nails. urgently need to rescue my toe nail since the brown nail polish is like coming off already.

Guess what. went to ikea just now with my mummy, cousin (who is already an adult about the same age as my mummy), and a close neighbour (also about my mummy's age) to buy christmas-y stuff. not much though. and after that, we went drinking at some cafe/pub at pasir ris park. haha. drinking with my mummy. so strange. and its been so long since I drank anything but I'm no where near high now. so it's pretty boring. but the place serves wonderfully delicious chicken wings! they marinade it in some special sauce and the skin is crispy and the meat is juicy and tasty. great supper =)

Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

xx Loved At 11:32 pm
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Looks doesn't matter, personality counts for everything.

I practice my eye-rolling every time I go out or walk home. at the construction workers. they stare at you like you're some animal in the zoo enclosure, or maybe a highly-endangered animal that is on the brink of extinction. so before I pass the construction site every time, I put up the meanest face I have. and there's this particular don't know which country's construction worker, will smile that pervert smile almost every time any girl walk pass. and hello, we're all decently dressed. So now I roll my eyes at him when I see him, (omg, I actually think I can recognise him now, PERVERT) SACK HIM FOR GOODNESS SAKE! SACK HIM! GO AWAY AND STAY FAR AWAY. I have nothing again foreign workers or construction workers. I actually think that they lead quite a sad life in not-so-good living conditions and being separated from their families and they don't exactly earn much here. BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH. it's like some chee ko pek (however you spell that) staring and its disgusting.

CHILL.

so I'm super amused with chain letters. this one just hit facebook. and I think the group called "I don't care if I die at 12am, I'm not passing down your chain letter" (or something like that) is like so true. haha. still remembered when I was in like sec 1 or something, I really passed them down. now? I just blocked the people who send me these kind of stuff. yup! they go into junk mail. but just for the fun of it. the words in red are my own added comments =)

CAPRICORN -
Love to bust. (HUH?) Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some (I'm sure) .Lazy (haha) and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. (aww. must be all the chocs)
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants(doesn't really seem so?) .Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook (sure) but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. (haha)

and this is taken from seventeen mag....
"Lady luck shines on you on the 18th when jupiter moves into your sign, and she will keep smiling for the next 12 months. no, you are not dreaming - this really is the start of one of the best times of your life. Think big. Act big. You could be the next big thing. "
so can I suppose A's will go well? how about season? I sure hope so.

in two minds about something. and I can't freaking decide. I'm off to go flip coins or something... maybe I should go shake the bottle.

I'm too easily persuaded.

xx Loved At 4:25 pm
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Monday, November 26, 2007
I'm not plastic.

woke up with a splitting headache this morning and didn't go training, which probably means an even more depleted no. of people at training (2 people). sorry darlings. then went back to sleep and miraculously woke up at the magical minute of 11:11am. wonderful I know. then decided I should really get out of bed and unglam-ly fell out of my bed because I was rolled up in my comforter. watched a little bit of ANTM and ate lunch at 2pm causing gastric problems half an hour later. wanted to go out to buy some stuff for the farewell gifts but then, being a lazy Monday afternoon, it's beginning to sound like a BIG no-no. so that will have to wait till tmr maybe? still having a headache by the way. then agreed to volunteer another shift on the 11th dec for the AIDS exhibition thing at toa payoh HDB hub in addition to the 15th dec shift. Let's go on to a depressing bit first.. I'm FREAKING BORED. no no. change that. I need to go out to buy clothes and NO ONE IS FREE. okay. this is really bad. and by the looks of it, I'll have to go buy them by hook or by crook before this saturday. *sense the panicking* and I didn't go tuition the whole of last week and I'm feeling absolutely guilty about it right now.

Things that are needed to done
1. go buy clothes
2. book my tuition slot for next year
3. settle training for saturday if possible
4. buy farewell stuff
5. clean out my room
6. eat meals at meal times
7. sort out jacket problems (OH YES, MR WEE SAID CANNOT ORDER THAT JACKET. I FEEL LIKE I'M READY TO KILL PEOPLE.)
8. start studying for driving theory test =)
9. start studying since I've practically forgot everything I learnt this year
10. sleep more, eat less chocolate
11. do a cheap pedicure somewhere

went out shopping at orchard and bugis with yonghong yesterday. had lunch at this hongkong kind of cafe/restaurant whatever you call it in bugis junction (something like xin wang) and the drinks came in this super huge I don't know what to call it, a gigantic glass? then the straws are like twice the length of a normal straw and there were like passionfruit seeds in the drink then had to keep trying to avoid sucking them. QUESTION: "do the white-coloured watermelon seeds get digested?" and then we saw that bimbo tifen and her friend at bugis! and made lots of noise until the shop keeper asked us to go somewhere else and talk. typical tina and tifen talking and screaming added with tifen and yh calling each other fat and tifen's friend laughing at all of us. then heading home was a mini-nightmare in very squeezy mrt trains. shouldn't everyone be heading to town instead of heading towards pasir ris?!?! I went down at tampines instead to change to a bus to my grandfather's house since my parents were already mahjong-ing there. and my brother is anti-social. he stuck to the computer there from 6pm to 9pm, talking reduced to a minimum. typical sec 1/2. so no comments about that.

I'm so not going to step out of the house for the whole of today. It just takes too much energy to walk to wherever plus some effort to look half-decent to go out. I'm not even listening to my brain's craving for prata from simpang which is a 3 minute walk away. =( and please no more visitors today. my uncle came just now and I was in my pyjamas dress with OMG hair, lazing half-awake on the sofa.

xx Loved At 3:51 pm
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Friday, November 23, 2007
sparkles and glitters

Just realised that I practically update everyday. Ya, because I on my computer practically everyday, shop online everyday and buy stuff online once every 5 days. I'm so going to kick the stupid shopping habit which is making me extremely broke =) Someone tell me where to go find money... At least December is coming which means I'll have my next month's allowance soon! and ASOS has hundreds (millions would be an exaggeration) of pretty tops and dresses, and some at very low price too! But one BIG problem. Practically all those that I find pretty have EXTREMELY low backs. As in LOW LOW DOWN. The kind where you'll definitely 100% see bra straps. So didn't buy any. And some were like 10 pounds or less. but good in a way since I can't buy them and so won't spend money. Regret buying lots of cute panties from Victoria's secrets (how ironic), but guess I won't regret once I actually get my hands on them (hopefully soon). Okay. Enough with the shopping.

I wanted to write about this like quite some time ago already but it slipped my mind and while reading some chick lick book today, I remembered =) I always wanted a sister. Doesn't matter whether is older or younger. (maybe older would be better though) Then we can have double the number of clothes and shoes and flip flops and everything! And we can share stuff and have theoretically more spending power since we'll have 2 allowances instead of just my own. Then we can have girly talks and do stupid things together etc. How wonderful right? I was telling my mum the other day and then she kind of killed that perfect image with reality. Sounds tragic I know. She said may not be same size and everything, so might not be able to share clothes and shoes, and your sister might not even want to share(like how some people thinks it's fine to copy other's homework but not ok when others want to copy theirs)? Then she said of course there is the comparison problem which was in the chick lick book I was reading. There would always be the smarter sister, or prettier sister, the cooler girl, the better achieving one. It's quite sad isn't it? For example now my brother and I, no one compares us, at least not outright. I'm sure for people who actually have siblings of the same gender and about the same age, there's definitely some judging between the two whether or not it's done by friends, parents, relatives, random people, etc. Like that day quite awhile ago someone was showing me photos of 2 sisters who were her relatives then almost immediately she commented "oh, the elder sister was always the prettier sister." Imagine how the other one would feel. So now I'm not so sure that I really wished I had a sister. (though I'm quite sure one brother is enough, if more then they'll probably gang up and bully me.) But just imagine 2 wardrobe full of clothes rather than just 1, and someone who can talk to you all day long and that you can probably trust with even your life..

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say

when you turn to hide your eyes
because the movie made you cry

xx Loved At 11:42 pm
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
Shake the Bottle

Just spent the last few hours sorting out sec 4 stuff and called 15 hotels and searched like more than 20 websites, sms-ed 20 official smses today and I feel like killing people already. will have to continue calling MORE people later.

till later...

*continued at 10:15pm*

just as I was feeling horrible and giving up at organising vjtt farewell. miracle happens. I was asking my parents to so-called sponsor some money for our vjtt farewell party which was to be a 1 bedroom suite at some orchard grand hotel or sth for $365 for 52 square metres. haha. and my father said, why you want to go book some funny hotel? I go home help you find vouchers. so we went home (from buying Christmas trees in paya lebar, which my brother is currently building downstairs...) and he really dug out hotel vouchers by the stack. haha. and so, our 3-star hotel stay in orchard grand hotel has become an equally big room at swissotel the stamford for less then half the price. $153.01 =) and I booked it already!!! happy happy happy! just as I was feeling so shit about the stupid (okay, not stupid) farewell thing. miracles do happen when you need one. and the front desk people are so nice, they speak nicely to you on the phone unlike some of the other hotels I called this afternoon, and they allowed us to settle the bills and stuff before the check-in date although it states that the member(my dad) has to be there to check-in the room. wonderful. I love good service. and I happily wished them good night =) I'm so freaking jumping all over the place now. 7th December chopped plus guarantee.

Now back to calling sec fours and hounding for our adidas jackets.

*jump jump jump around!*

training tmr morning at followed by tuition in the afternoon.

xx Loved At 7:04 pm
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Always someone waiting for you to fall.

I swear I was ultimately depressed this morning at 11 plus, maybe I was PMS-ing. my comp was killing me with the slowness, nothing to watch on tv, nothing to do, don't feel like doing anything. But I'm proud to say I actually managed to turn the day around 180 degrees with 4 pieces of kit kat chocolate. chocolate practically makes my world go round. after the chocolate, I was happier and watched "The Lake House", I tell you, its an intellectual movie! *please note the word intellectual. and I perfectly understood it =) and a lot of people actually told me last time that they didn't get what was happening! Then decided to watch something scary like Flightplan, which was not so scary after all. Still feeling very happy. Went to take a superb hot shower and after, watched 5 episodes of America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 on my brother's comp which works million times faster. So, a great day, at home! considering my state of depression in the morning =D Once again, chocolate saves the day!

And I'll be going to school tmr morning to FINALLY ORDER OUR JACKETS AND WHATEVER OTHER FUNNY THINGS TO BUY! yays. really hope they'll have lots of stock left! *cross fingers*

xx Loved At 7:19 pm
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
ya right!

Really love rainy days, and rainy nights too.

spent the day out with sarah, yifong and sihui at orchard. shopping was a disaster. it was either not nice, or the price is CRAZY. like that very very very pretty baby doll dress from top shop. $116. I will never ever pay that kind of amount for a stupid that I'll wear now and then. though it's really nice. and all the other stuff are either overdone/wrong size/yucky material/too ex/not in a colour I like/ etc. get very fed up after awhile and so we went to Starbucks to chill.

I'm now walking all over the house in a pyjamas dress and in my heels to attempt to soften the shoes, I even brushed my teeth wearing them =) its making the skin around my ankles red and sore but it's for the betterment of the future. worthy sacrifice, since I don't think I'll be going anywhere tmr. and I need to go buy more cute pyjamas dresses to sleep in. ban sleeping in fbt shorts and jerseys/orientation tees.

and I decided to sell of 1 drawer-full of clothes. then when I get the money, I'll buy MORE clothes. don't really need the money, more of "let's attempt to clear space in your clothes cupboard" kind of exercise. okay, and the idea came from sihui's casual remark about selling clothes. so can add "sell sell sell" to the old "buy buy buy".

I want to watch The Enchanted. and I think Beowulf is a lousy show even without watching it.

I'm going to sleep after my 11:11 wish.

addicted to this song right now. it keeps re-playing from my brother's speakers in his room. so now its stuck in my head. great.

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...

xx Loved At 10:14 pm
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Monday, November 19, 2007
hopelessly chic

we didn't go cable ski today, cause it was postponed so I'm should I say, happy =) went to marina and sun tec instead to eat lunch and then we went to the marina square arcade! that place is fast becoming an attraction to go to every time we're in marina area. then we obviously played the same stuffs as the other time! and screamed our heads off playing bishi bashi. jo and lilin and totally testify to that. you two benefited 100% from seeing us totally unglam and crazy! then we shopped here and there but didn't buy anything, which is amazing good. then had kenny's corn muffins! love them. and walked through city link to find an adidas shop to look for a team jacket. like FINALLY. okay, and now I agree with lilin that the black one with purple stripes is a bit over the top to be a team jacket. =) anyway I always liked the black and gold one! let's buy it k! but mr wee is SO NOT PICKING UP MY NUMEROUS PHONE CALLS. SO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THE STUPID PRICE. chill. it's so pretty! black gold black gold black gold! =D then we went to gramophone and they had this pretty collection of cds! its called "high society", haha, and it has very nice songs. the cd covers and packaging are VERY pretty and everything! and there were like tons of different ones! but no no. I don't want them. I don't buy cds! =)

going orchard tmr with all you darlings! please bring one of the 17's okay! =) love shopping!

*edited 11:24pm
I love my mummy. because although I'm once again spending over my budget, she just smiles and tells me not to become a shopaholic and then still gives me money. Then we start discussing other stuffs like my brother's gf or how's life and I'll explain to her about the inner and outer circles and about people and about friends and about life and about school and the funny things people do. and we actually made a date on Sunday to go Christmas shopping (yes, shopping again). and how she helps me pick out outfits and gives true opinions and bothered to call me this afternoon to ask how was cable ski-ing. and we're actually going to go popular one day to go buy files together so that we can pack my room together and she helps me punch holes into my notes while I file them up. and the look she gave me when I casually said I never exactly did tutorials for the past year, was classic. and how we both complain that my brother just sticks to his computer for practically the whole day or just keep going out with his friends. and how we analyse people we see or talk about people we know. how we can go chiong to Eastwood to go get munchy donuts (where I'll get the strawberry choc and she'll get the latte or cinnamon one), or how she hints to me where to get her Christmas presents from. and how she's always willing to fetch me from trainings whether at school or some funny ulu place like kallang. so, all in all, I don't love her because she gives me money. I love her because she loves me too!

xx Loved At 7:59 pm
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Saturday, November 17, 2007
pink red white blue

Went to coffee bean at sing post to supposedly study with LILIN today. 9am to 4+pm k. But we talked more than study because WE HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER SINCE GOD KNOWS WHEN. talk talk talk talk about PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING. So much to catch up.

Then went home to a house full of my brother's friends playing the Wii/mahjong/carom. Took a not effective nap and then helped with the BBQ. Then bossed over some dangerous stuff that they were doing like throwing sharp darts with a person actually holding the dart board. Doesn't really make a lot of sense but haha. Some are really still acting like boys on the childish side and of course the stupid male ego problem like see who can drink most cans of drinks the fastest and end up with 1 practically vomiting some coke and another "dead" on the floor. and of course see my brother's girlfriends. AND MY BROTHER HAS THIS VERY VERY INTERESTING PRESENT. there are like 13 (what a great number) different coloured sticks in a glass bottle, each stick representing some answer like "definitely yes!", "ask again later", "probably", "no", etc, then you think of a question and shake one out and tell your sort of fortune/answer to your question. super funny. then played with it for awhile and got bored.

Now trying to decide whether or not to go cable ski-ing on Monday. and I want to eat candy floss.

and lilin, you promised to go bring me do cheap manicure and pedicure! you better remember!

I have no freaking energy to do anything now. Sleeping till noon tmr sounds very good =)

xx Loved At 10:41 pm
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Friday, November 16, 2007
happy - happy - not happy - happy

I actually drew something and took a photo of it but I cant seem to freaking find my camera wire connecting thing. so another day!

today I woke up absurdly early at 7:45am. because I set the stupid alarm to the wrong time. then went out later that money and finally spent some time with yonghong. then went to met bimbo tifen at city link to shop, eat, buy present, and play arcade! BISHI BASHI AND TIME CRISIS 2 AND PARA. then went to play friendly which totally made us pissed. (for elaboration go to tifen's blog) and then coach fetched us back to civilisation after going round and round seletar and telling us how lower seletar reservoir is very nice. and reached home at about 730pm. had a nice dinner at home and then had gastric problems again. I decided that I'll write down EVERY thing that I eat and what time I ate it and find out what on earth is the problem with my stupid stomach.

And tan tifen. why we walk so fast today! I'm having muscle aches now okay! and I think it's not a good idea to go gyming and suntanning and jacuzzi and steam bath one day before 3 hours of training and PT. we're so going to die the next day and I WANT TO GO PLAY DDR AT YOUR HOUSE.

To sihui or whoever borrows/lends me magazines, don't buy cleo, bought already. and please buy whatever else because I think I'm on the way to becoming broke again =(

and yays! we going out next Tuesday to don't know what celebrate don't know who's birthday! haha. haven't seen you all SINCE LIKE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG AGO. okay. since the end of PW where we stoned outside the bookshop deciding where to go!

I'm ponning tuition twice next week. you all Big Bad people who instigate me to not go tuition!

I really need to start clearing my room. like all the studying and notes and papers and books from promos are all still sitting in piles on my table. I have practically all kind sorts of things on my table. 2 calculators, pencil box, photo printer, fishbally thing (only v12 pple know what that is), mags, stuff toys, dictionary, cds, cotton buds, vjtt photos, pens, foolscap, meds, nail polishes, colour pencils, tt balls, powder, umbrella, scissors, all type of files, lots of paper/notes, thermometer, tissue packets, necklaces, tt rubber cleaning stuff, coloured paper.... the list goes on.

Someone please enlighten me where is the bottle of rubber glue??? my rubber is coming out from all directions.

And I'm having a MAJOR CANDY FLOSS CRAVING. I need a pasar malam RIGHT NOW.

there's nothing you could say
nothing you could do

xx Loved At 11:55 pm
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
No. 13 =)

Realised that I've been packing my day as full as possible since Monday.. Every moment I'm definitely getting ready to go somewhere or do something or just have something to think about or do or meet someone. No free time to do nothing. But tmr only have tuition, it's a change and I think I'll stone in front of the tv =) and Lilin nicely agreed to get my bio book from school and save me a trip. I'm 100% blur. I walked into school just to claim money and get my bio book and while I was walking through the gate, I freaking realised that I left the locker key in my metal pencil box. then proceeded to attempt to pick the lock with a hair pin which I thought would definitely work since the lock looked so flimsy. but no! It refused to budge, so went to cut hair at orchard.

I'm too lazy to blog about today. so just got it from belle's blog...
*copied from belle's blog*
matthias ho won me(belle) at some singing game on nintendo wii at tina's house.. so he made a wonderful suggestion ah!! kick me(belle) out of brownian and then he take over the singing ah(:
funny ah boy!
yeah and he won me(belle) at like the song "Mambo No. 5" which was like super funny cause we kept making him change the names in the song.. to ahemm names... and it was sad cause we had to sing about "tina" cause it's part of the lyrics :S

but 1 thing! i(belle) won him TWICE at boxing!!!
and we played tennis, which tina got trashed by maho.
AT LEAST I(belle) WON A POINT AGAINST HIM!! haha and we(more like belle alone) came up with something stupid, play tennis with both controllers, one for the right hand and one for the left hand.. so we were totally spastically swinging both arms. and deciding whether to use backhand or forehand to hit the ball.
which was ultimately spastically funny!!
*end*

AND. my sore throat is practically gone. *big smiles* but with all the crazy shouting we did today playing wii and chilling out in my room and laughing at the magazines and pads (haha), and all the wang wang and gummies we consumed, I'm not quite sure it'll remain like that tmr...

Finally remembered to make an 11:11 wish for the 1st time in 3 days.

*walks up and hands the girl his phone*..."i'll call you"....*walks away*

xx Loved At 12:15 am
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
bish!

today started out with me being late for training and being fined $$$. I swear my phone's clock said it was 10:28am! the stupid clock at sun sports obviously didn't agree with that and was 10:38am or something like that. and tifen (bimbo partner) and Jo chanted "$1! $1!" as I half-heartedly ran in =) at least I'm not the one who got fined $5 the other day! haha. I WONDER WHO IT IS! so now the vjtt fund is $6 richer. One of these days, I'll go change the time on the sun sports clock, its horribly fast =)

Oh ya. and the sun is VERY VERY HOT. ESP AT 1230pm. I'm sure you won't want to be caught walking in that kind of sun at that kind of time. But I'm proud of myself, I wasn't a lazy pig and I walked all the way to the far far away 12/14/196 bus stop opposite the stadium macs and kfc and not just take 16 to bedok which takes a horrendously long time. =)

I'm just wasting my time online trying to look for something cheap to buy because I finally got my i-banking pin after so damn long! BUT THERE ARE NO NEW SPREES. WHAT IS THIS. and the US dollar dropped another 0.1 =D so its now SGD1 = USD 1.49! I'm fast becoming a US dollar exchange rate watcher. if there's such a thing. and my stuff I ordered online came today! yays. I bought that when it was USD 1.54. =( and I whined about it to my mummy and she said "It's not like you're buying hundreds of dollars worth of stuff. It hardly affects your shopping!" but it's the little things that make it fun!

And I went tuition at roxy again. then met chor lor queen belle at the bubble tea shop! haha. okay. we arranged beforehand. haha. went to parkway to walk walk eat eat shop shop. but the only things we actually bought were food! what else! haha. and we wanted to go play the stepping thing at the level 1 side entrance of parkway but there were too many little kids playing =( they apparently got some new game that we never see before! then we left at 6 plus because belle had tuition! haha. its the between tina's maths tuition and belle's maths tuition outing. and I want to go play DDR at east coast park the arcade above the bowling alley! we shall unglam ourselves jumping around looking quite silly.

Was looking at the classifieds today. just for the fun. and saw this under recruit. "Looking for people to lose 3-30kg before Christmas. Call ......" and almost fell of the sofa laughing.

Want to go cut my hair tmr. and I need to go school to get stuff and claim $$. damn.

xx Loved At 9:37 pm
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Monday, November 12, 2007
Star Dust.....

sometimes words can mean so much and at other times are worth nothing. something that I brush off and forget one moment after hearing it.

some things just cannot be written here.

What do stars do? =o sihui's cue to answer some crappy reply.

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

xx Loved At 10:57 pm
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
I'm back to being

horribly sick.

xx Loved At 10:11 pm
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Please stop asking me how.

Had training today. The actual training was great. But I was STILL sick, coughing, headache and had gastric pains ALL THROUGH training. yes. 2 straight hours. I SWEAR I will remember to bring my gastric meds EVERYWHERE I go. plus I didn't bring water bottle, so had to rely on ice lemon tea. determination is everything.

I think I should cut my hair tmr after going out. YES. Sihui, Maho and I are going to watch a nice movie stardust at some ulu time and ulu place! haha. which I guess is tamp mall. 10am. haha. It's been soooo long since I stepped into that place. Its was like some secondary school hangout or something. nowadays, its normally parkway, suntec, orchard or crashing someone's house, but in sec 1 and 2, tamp mall was the place to go!

Yesterday was my little brother's 13th birthday. (and my silly little brother actually has a girlfriend. haha. I'm very amused.) and I felt freaking sick the whole of saturday. but we still went to prima to eat some peking duck lunch (which didn't taste good at all). the standard dropped like free and the price was still the same. very unsatisfying. then went home to sleep and went to hongkong street family restaurant for dinner. unsatisfying too because totally felt SICK. my favourite sweet and sour pork was UNFINISHED. like one of the rare times. It would normally have been gone in a minute. then I went to stare at munchy donuts for awhile but couldn't buy them since I couldn't eat them anyway. my fridge is FULL of CHOCOLATES AND SWEETS and I can't eat any. like how sad is that!

and yesterday couldn't talk. torturous. Stoned in front of the tv, during dinner, in the car. want to call everyone up to whine also cannot. so could only sms. which was still quite sad because there's only so much you can type using smses. talking is 100 times more fun. then lilin and I actually gossiped through sms. haha. sorry I fell asleep! It started about training and then change topic to lots and lots of gossip! you must call me out to go study with you one of these days! =) then can talk more at the same time!

And I need to go to school asap and settle some stuffs. and get my biology book out of my locker. Tuesday is going to be a mad rush day with maths tuition after training. crap.

On second thoughts, I can't resist anymore. I'm going to eat a cad bury chocolate bar right now to make myself very happy =)

xx Loved At 4:59 pm
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Friday, November 09, 2007
It feels bad.

Spent the last few hours sick-ing in bed.

very very very very bad sore throat but I STILL ate KFC for lunch. I'm so going to suffer the consequences tmr.

Aching everywhere.

my little brother's present that I ordered online finally arrived in Singapore! BIG RELIEF. esp since his birthday is tmr.

my throat feels so damn freaking swollen and I have a big fat ulcer under my tongue =(

I'm hungry.

my little dog is sick too.

tmr's saturday and I'm not going for the bio thing. no way am I going for it and use up my saturday doing stuff in the lab at SCIENCE CENTRE. it's so far far away.

and apparently, you're not supposed to drink more than 3 tablespoon full of pi pa gao or whatever it's called in one day. I'm already on my fifth but I'm still alive and kicking =)

xx Loved At 6:59 pm
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
Party hard, Laugh often, Cry never.

I'm having a very very very bad sore throat and I hate it.

Why did we ever agree to have training early in the morning like at some ulu place like kallang tmr.

xx Loved At 11:23 pm
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Stand up little girl

went sing post coffee bean this morning with belle loo to supposedly study. haha. but we ended up talking more than studying of course. no stress of exams =) then I promised myself to disappear for less number of tutorials and lectures next year. what a great resolution! and belle cannot draw! esp dinosaurs. very ugly! haha. yes, and I can draw nice triangles!

okay. I'm awfully sleepy now. had a VALOUR OG meeting at marina square's steps just now. good night all you people.

I know you. You know me. wow.

xx Loved At 11:18 pm
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Monday, November 05, 2007
not fair =)

Feeling guilty eating sakae buffet, BUT I DO NOT REGRET IT. haha. love food! plus all of you (belle, tristan, zonghe, aaron, foo, rachel) who actually came to eat and eat and eat! (I bet we ate more than the TJC people on the next table! =)

and I think there is something wrong with my gums. cause they're painful exactly like they were mid-way through A div season last year and eventually required a not very pleasant visit to the dentist.. don't know how to describe it but belle says it called "throbbing". but somehow they weren't painful when we were eating buffet and started to throb again after we stopped eating!

I think I forgot to mention that SOMEONE made sihui and I sit at the vj bus stop for 1 hour 10 mins today. like wow. sit until both of us butt pain. like two silly people sitting at the bus stop. we saw like seven 135s, six 55s, and countless 31s and 19 sths. I wonder who it is. haha. you owe us one.

xx Loved At 9:05 pm
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
to be with you - mr big

I did loads of things today. like since time I blogged this morning to now.

1. gym-ed 1 hour
2. suntanned 45 mins
3. steam room for 20 mins
4. swam 15 mins
5. drank sweet talk bubble tea
6. played mahjong 2 and 1/2 hours
7. ate dinner
8. I and R 30 mins
9. shop online 30 mins
10. watch tv 1 hour
11. nap 1 hour
12. do random things

how ironic that I gym-ed today and tmr we're going to stuff ourselves silly at sakae buffet. I shall try to beat my pathetic record of 8 plates or sth like that. will try. I'm sure sitting at sakae buffet for 3 hours helps a lot. just try to imagine the amount of noise we'll make tmr. oh no. =)
and farmer ben chia made a very not funny joke.
me: "we going to crash your house on ____"
ben: "CRRRASH" it all you want. i bought insurance:)

I and R wasn't that bad, once you get the momentum going, it really just goes. and I actually ended up have to cut like 50 over words =)

and belle, I'm bringing your present tmr. It's going to be super embarrassing. hehe =D

xx Loved At 10:23 pm
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I seriously wonder.

sometimes, you really make me don't like you a lot.
like seriously a lot.

going back to solving problems and attempt to do stupid I and R.

xx Loved At 10:26 am
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Saturday, November 03, 2007
believe

=(

I woke up at 11:30am

shopped from 1pm to 5:30pm

napped till 8pm

ate dinner at 8:30pm

whining at 9pm.

watch soccer at 9:05pm

whatever happened to I&R

I'm so screwed for it. damn

xx Loved At 9:02 pm
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Friday, November 02, 2007
Chasing a temporary high

can safely say that pw is OVER. not I and R though, but I'll start thinking about it tmr when I wake up. =) we, meaning me, sihui,belle, yanni, salyonn, sarah, jenny yifong, went to hong kong cafe at siglap after pw for lunch! and the pork floss fried rice with egg is sooo nice! ya, but not worth the money but nvm. once in awhile it's fine=)

then practically everyone had stuffs to go to or sth, so sihui, belle and I went to video ez to find dvds to rent! then belle went to don't know where and maho and sihui came to my house to haha, watch the dvds. while we were like waiting for maho to come, sihui and I read some funny parts of teenage magazine. the only reason we ever will buy teenage is for the dear kelly columm. the amount of laughter and amusement we can get out of that like 6 pages is AMAZING. and today, we found another interesting section. haha. the message section or sth like that?!?! haha. It's really a wonder how people spell words very funnily and the very terribly funny things they say. that one can provide another 10 minutes of laughing entertainment. =) then stupid fat pig maho came. he apparently initially agreed to watch princess diaries. haha. I know you secretly enjoy watch chick flicks with sihui and I! the devil wears prada was great and the stupid dvd for American haunting was like scratched and stuff so it kept stopping halfway? so have no idea about what happened some of the parts, but anyway, sihui and I were too scared to watch for like more than half the movie, so haha. just peeped through our fingers and start screaming. and isabellelooyonghui, we can now say that we have made your present. say a big thank you! haha. you will die when you see it. *big smiles*

going to eat sakae buffet on Monday! then will attempt to burn it all during training on Tuesday! hopefully =)

xx Loved At 8:10 pm
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Thursday, November 01, 2007
how to save a life

The princesses of cam whore..

I was a mean bitch for 5 minutes. But you asked for it.

xx Loved At 8:08 pm
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