It's a dirty free for all

Thursday, March 31, 2011
Going to be a happy day =)

I'm munching on my hotcakes as I'm blogging!! =) Tmr is going to be my RELAX day!! So happy =) Going off to STRIP at cathay first, then shop shop, mani and pedi, then maybe a movie, then we're going off to meet the law people for FAT-STH AT KATONG. Haha. After procrastinating for SOOOOO long, we are finally off to use our voucher! Vinay helped us to get those voucher deals on groupon or something AND, I HAVE ALREADY DECIDED WHICH BURGER I WANT TO EAT. WIMPY BEEF BURGER. Haha. It seriously better be yummy!

Anyway, I'm planning like a MAJOR Victoria Secrets spree again =) After removing all the things that I-want-but-I-can-live-without from my shopping cart, I have USD 300 worth of stuff left =( My mum is paying USD100 for me because those are "internship shirts" =) I'm going to get a sequin jacket! So in love with it!!! Then I'm also getting this multi-coloured leopard prints bra. HAHA. It's damn cute and not the slutty kind okay!

Going to play diner dash now to make myself sleepy!! =)

xx Loved At 4:58 am
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Monday, March 28, 2011
Bad nose.

My nose is totally peeling like crazy.
All thanks to the super flu on a super crazy Saturday.
It's like some flaky thing.

My first final is in 21 days =( 2 more days of lessons, then a much needed R and R day on Thursday. After that..... HARD-CORE STUDYING!!! =( Not sure how hard core it will be though. AAAHHH.

xx Loved At 5:28 pm
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Go and die.

I am writing this in a semi-fit-of-anger so yes, sorry for the choice of words.

There is this person, obviously shall not say who, whom I am having more contact with recently, not by any choice of mine may I add. And this person, seriously, has the bloody worse ever EQ skills. EVER. I HAVE NEVER MET ANYONE IS SUCH HORRIBLE EQ OKAY. I have not talked to this person more than 5 times, and this person thinks that it's okay that to say things in an attempt to tease me or whatever in such a bad way. FIRSTLY, DO YOU NOT EVEN HAVE THE BASIC EQ TO REALIZE THAT WHATEVER YOU ARE SAYING HAS A VERY BAD CONNOTATION. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHETHER YOU MEANT IT THAT WAY OR NOT. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING HAS DOUBLE MEANINGS. ARE YOU THAT STUPID?!?! AND AFTER SOME SUBTLE HINTS, YOU STILL CONTINUE TO EXPAND THIS SAME LINE OF SO-CALLED TEASING.

IF YOU DON'T EXACTLY KNOW, I CAN BE A REAL BITCH IF I WANT TO. THE ONLY REASON THAT I HAVEN'T UNLEASHED THIS TIRADE ON YOU IS BECAUSE I PITY YOU. AND THE BEST PART? YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL THAT I'M VERY PISSED AT YOU WHEN OTHER PEOPLE AROUND CAN.

This person actually blatantly asks me for rides when I didn't even offer to pick up my own good friends. YOU THINK THAT I'M YOUR PERSONAL DRIVER?!?!? EVEN IF YOU WANT TO ASK, ASK LIKE YOU ARE ASKING FOR A FAVOUR, NOT LIKE I HAVE TO COME PICK YOU UP.

AND AFTER TELLING THE WHOLE SITUATION TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS, THEY ALL THINK I SHOULD HAVE FLIPPED OUT AT YOU ALREADY. SO I'M GOING TO TAKE IT THAT I HAVE BEEN REALLY MAGNANIMOUS TO YOU ALL THIS WHILE. ONE MORE TIME AND I'M GOING TO SAY EVERYTHING TO YOUR FACE.

SERIOUSLY. PLEASE GO SOMEWHERE FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME.

On a side note:
Velvet was crazy yesterday night. Two people working every position and we were still swamped. I am now having a very bad sore throat from arguing at sooo many people yesterday. Argh.

xx Loved At 10:02 pm
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Thursday, March 24, 2011
Because we secretly wished we were movie stars

On Wednesday, there was some private event at Velvet. They actually had the WHOLE walk-way red-carpeted, AND THE BEST PART, they had this backdrop like in movie premiers etc!! So we VERY excited went to camwhore!

Red, Me and Gwen

Actually it was really Red and I who were very excited!

I look funny here but I just wanted to show the plates!

I realized that after working for almost 4 months, I haven't really took pictures at my work station!

The little hole that allows us to peek at the guys at the Zouk door! =)

This is where I stick my ass every Wed, Fri and Sat night. Happily sitting on my chair =)

Fine, it looks like my table is very messy.

Me and Boon (who came to chit chat at Vel) Finger belongs to Vincent!

Haha, Vincent trying to be funny. The two of us are ALWAYS at Vel.

I look funny again. But oh wells!

Probably do a post of all the pictures in my phone soon! I just realized that I never ever uploaded anything from it! =)

xx Loved At 9:39 pm
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Sleepyland =)

Zouk pay is FINALLY in. I have been watching my money very tightly for the last one and a half weeks. Now I can go back to normal habits =)

Will be posting pictures from work next =) How we went to hijack the red-carpet and the very cool board!

xx Loved At 3:52 am
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Presentations

FFL presentation (yesterday) - bad
Consti presentation (today) - not great

Feels so depressing. Now I have to mug EVEN HARDER than I originally planned (which was already quite hard) for finals, for the hope the I might be able to scrap pass a decent grade for everything. This semester started out on an okay note, now it seems to become bleaker as the days go by. I'm not greedy. I'm just hoping against hope that this semester's GPA is like 3.30 or better. Right now, I don't even think that is possible =(

To slightly better things, going to Pasta Brava with the bf for lunch! Apparently it's restaurant week again and he was so excited and went to book lots of stuff! So far he already went for 2 while I have been busy dying from presentations. BUT, before lunch, I have a meeting in school =(

Hiya, shall go eat a hotcakes happy meal after work.

xx Loved At 7:03 pm
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I may be bad but I'm perfectly good.

If you have anything that is not particularly important or urgent, please tell me only after 430pm on Wednesday. Until then, I am only interested in my Consti presentation and any serious, time-sensitive, must-do things.

I AM VERY STRESSED.
DON'T WASTE MY TIME PLEASE.
I MIGHT SNAP AT YOU, AND I CAN PROMISE THAT IT WILL NOT BE A PRETTY SIGHT.

Will revert to a normal human after 430pm Wednesday.

Thank you.

xx Loved At 12:46 am
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
It's going to be a long night.

Hmm, I was actually quite happily watching Harry Potter on HBO till 11pm. Then my parents came home from their holiday in Phuket, and 30 minutes later, my mum is pissed with my brother who is also pissed back with her, and my dad then made my mum angry, who in exchange made him angry. Very complicated. So now, I'm in a house full of angry people. I think I'm the only un-pissed party. So now, I feel like its my duty to make everyone un-pissed at each other =( Have to go appease everyone one by one.

And omg. Consti presentation is killing me. I still have no idea how to structure it. BUT, I have read more than 100 pages worth of cases (I did not only read the headnotes). So I'm hoping that in my sleep, somehow it will all come together and when I wake up tomorrow, I will have decided on a nice structure to the presentation =D It happens sometimes, because although you're so-called sleeping, your brain might not really be and still works. It's like working in your sleep, you just need to think enough about it before you actually sleep. *cross fingers* If not tomorrow is going to be a terrible day =(

ARGH. AND I HAVE CLASS AT 830AM. WHY.

PS. I think I'll kill for a burger right now.

xx Loved At 12:48 am
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Monday, March 21, 2011
=(

I think life as a law student is incredibly boring.
Readings can never be finished.
Nights will always be spent rushing to finish some assignment or presentation.
Even when you get sick, you worry about the lost time you spend lying in bed.
When you sleep, you get dreams about where to fit a case into your presentation.
At work, I'm thinking about what else I forgot/haven't read.
Watching a movie or going shopping makes me feel so guilty that I feel like rushing home immediately.
I can't even remember the last day that I had no worries about school stuff and everything.
I wonder how some people can be so happy and carefree.

I just finished doing my finance for law slides and script.
Back to doing my consti law presentation =(

xx Loved At 12:51 am
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
So sad.

If you don't already know, I am VERY SICK. I have stomach flu, fever, slight cough and 2 giant ulcers. Everywhere is aching like SHIT and I feel weak all over. I didn't even work yesterday, didn't go for finance meeting which is happening now, and I am not working today either. My parents are in phuket for a short getaway, so no extra love =( Plus I told the bf that I feel so horrible that I think I'm dying, and he just laughs at me -_-

xx Loved At 2:41 pm
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Friday, March 18, 2011
The story of a badly deluded taxi driver.

Today, the taxi driver was so f***ed up that I couldn't help myself arguing with him. He started off with how if I have the chance, I should leave Singapore and go as far away as possible and not come back -_- Then he continued about how horrible the government is and how he wants to so-called "topple" the present government, etc, etc. 5 minutes into his rants, I could take it no longer (I actually took a cab so I could stone) and decided to question his so-called arguments. I was super pissed by them cause his arguments are so unsubstantiated. When I questioned them and he had nothing to say, he just goes "I don't care". Which pisses me off even more. Here are some examples of why he apparently "hates" the government.

1) He tells me that his brother-in-law is a UK citizen and his children there only has to pay 1000 pounds for university education (I have no idea how true that is). Then he starts to complain that in Singapore, there's no free education etc.

My reply - Singapore's education fees are not insane. From all the way to JC I think it's quite affordable to most people? Our university fees are not INSANELY-priced either. If I'm not wrong, NUS or NTU is about 3+ or 4 K a semester? Anyway, if you are that poor, you have grants or you can take a bank loan interest free!

2) Apparently his daughter is a NUS graduate (no idea which faculty) and he complained that it took her two whole years before she got a permanent job.

My reply - Seriously? If she took TWO YEARS to get a job, her expectations were either too high, she's too choosy, or she is too lousy (which I think shouldn't be the case cause she is a graduate after all).

3) His daughter's pay is ONLY 2K plus, and that MEASLY amount of money is not enough to live in Singapore.

My reply - (This one in particular really pisses me off)
HELLO. THE STARTING PAY OF GRADUATES IS 2K PLUS. THE AVERAGE FAMILY IN SINGAPORE EARNS 5K. THAT'S ALREADY HALF. IF A FAMILY WHERE BOTH PARENTS ARE CLEANERS AND EARN $800 EACH, CAN SURVIVE AND STILL RAISE A SMALL FAMILY, WHY YOUR STUPID DAUGHTER CANNOT SURVIVE ON 2K PLUS?!?!?!?!? She lives in the same house with her parents, doesn't own a car, how can that amount of money not be enough?!!?? Live frugally luh! Eat at hawker centres, don't shop so much, don't be so extravagant on stuff.

4) He then continues on to complain on that he's a taxi driver, he earns so little, so poor, etc, etc. Then he comes up with this most infuriating sentence "If the opposition comes in, they will tax the rich more and give it to the poor people."

My reply - PLEASE LUH. As if the opposition will do that. (I bet he didn't even do his homework on political figures)

5) Continuation on how he so-called hates the government, etc, and his plan is to rally his friends to vote for the opposition. When I asked him exactly how many friends he had, he retorted that he will ask all his brothers and sisters to do so too. -_- By which I retorted that that will obviously not be enough. HAHA. Then he says "I don't care".

6) Then I ask him so what happens if the government really loses the majority and some rogue party/person takes over? Then it becomes worse still and he still remains poor? His reply was, "I don't care about the future (whether or not some rogue takes over), I just care about the present!" DON'T YOU THINK THAT IS SUCH AN IMMATURE REPLY.

7) Asked him if the government was not already doing a decent job, like how Singapore is somewhat a developed country while many countries in Asia are still developing and in some mess. His reply was "You cannot compare what, like Thailand the government open one eye close one eye". After which I told him to compare us with Hong Kong then, he went back to his favourite phrase when he has nothing else to say "I don't care". Seriously, he's just trying to blame the government for his "fate", which I actually do not think that is THAT terrible, at least you have food, you can afford to send your children to university, etc right! SOME PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE DO NOT EVEN HAVE MONEY TO BUY BREAD.

It's not that I don't pity you or whatever you know, but your reasons are not even reasons.
Which brings me to this:
IF YOU DON'T CARE. THEN WHY ARE YOU COMPLAINING.

xx Loved At 2:11 pm
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Thursday, March 17, 2011
Add if you want to see.

BTW, I have locked my twitter.

xx Loved At 11:47 pm
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When we get it all back.

Argh. My finance report is not being churned out as effectively as I like. I am just not in the mood for doing work. Which is really terrible since the stuff is really starting to pile up!! Maybe I should have went pubbing with the bf and friends =( But I already felt so guilty wasting the day away going to town to shop, eat and catch a movie. Finally watched Gnomeo and Juliet! It's a really cute show but it was like damn short?!?! I think i was only 80 minutes long. Then we went to Marche @313 for late lunch!! I think I have finally found the right combination! I normally eat a rosti with cheese sausage and then feel too full to continue on with the AWESOME crepes. Today, I only ordered a plain rosti and let the bf take a few mouths of it, THEN I MANAGED TO FINISH THE CREPES. Their chocolate sauce is super! Its the kind that is made of real thick chocolate and not the liquid-y type of chocolate sauce.

Went window-shopping after lunch to search for the bf's potential school bag (his school starts in mid-may). Found a few not bad looking ones but still no clear winner. Then went back for a nap, which somehow made me feel even more sleepy after. Life is really boring.

Going to study with Tifen tomorrow!! Can't believe we actually gave up our clubbing date to go study! =( Sad sad life. Shall make it up after finals!! =D

xx Loved At 11:20 pm
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Will blog later =)

When I'm done with writing my parts for our finance report!

xx Loved At 9:27 pm
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Monday, March 14, 2011
Routine

I'm thinking of locking my twitter! Probably will do so soon! So add me if you want to see my tweets! =)

I have a 830am lesson tommorow. So not looking forward to it but I MUST TURN UP. My attendance for finance is pathetic. Out of 9 lessons, I have turned up for 4! So since there is only 3 lessons left, I SHALL GO FOR ALL 3 =)

My beanies just had a big quarrel. Soyabean keeps terrorizing jellybean. So now I'm punishing him by putting him in confinement for awhile, while jelly calms down a bit. I can't understand why he has to do this to jelly.

Shall go start on the whole backlog of school work. Hiya.

PS. Anyone with an unknown number called me in the evening?

xx Loved At 11:39 pm
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Smiling myself to sleep =)

Very little things can beat the strong smell of a new bag =D Imagine my happiness unwrapping the tracing paper from the zippers!! Haha!

After so much debating and choosing and frustration (what brand, what bag, what size, what colour), I just got my newest baby! Decided to buy this because Saffiano is a really hardy material (or at least it looks and feels like it potentially is) and violent me will not have to keep worrying about scratching it etc. Haha. Wanted to get it in RED, but I figured it will be insane to match it with clothes! So here it is!!

Prada BN 1786 in Sabbia (Sandy beige)

Decided to end off with a picture of a yummy burger that I'm craving for!!

xx Loved At 1:14 am
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Sunday, March 13, 2011
Prada love

I BOUGHT MY BABY TODAY =)

PICTURES IN A WHILE =)

xx Loved At 10:41 pm
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I shall try to be happier.

Just that between everything, I am really swamped.

My beanies are trying to bite their way through metal bars -_- They don't seem to get that the bars are soo not going to give way. Haha.

xx Loved At 4:30 am
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Saturday, March 12, 2011
She sounds like sex on the radio

Severe lack of sleep again. Slept at 530am after eating my hotcakes and was out of the house by 815am. Took at 3 hour nap just now. Very frustrated because I have NOT bought my stupid bag. Still cannot decide between black or sand (beige). I really thought I would have bought it by this weekend.

Working at Zouk really opens your eyes to the different types of people. Some are really nice and appreciative, as I said before, a simple smile will suffice. I'm very sure I have not been mean or bad to anyone that was nice, maybe you don't even have to be nice, neutral will do. BUT, some people are just downright horrid and are BIG FAT LIARS. Yesterday, this woman, lied to my face TWICE, and after I exposed BOTH her lies, she still dared to ask for the chop. Hello, you tried to cheat me not once but twice, then you still have the cheek to ask if your friend can get a chop?!!?? I am already considered nice enough to not cancel your chop! V told me I should have cancelled it if I wanted to. ARGH. Hate this kind of people.

I should really start studying. TMR SHALL BE AN OFFICIAL STUDYING DAY.

xx Loved At 6:23 pm
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Friday, March 11, 2011
Enough for now.

I'm placing a lot of hope on Saturday morning. I can either be insanely happy, or really devastated. Haha. IT BETTER BE GOOD NEWS =D

It's raining now. Great weather to sleep =) To tell you the truth, sleeping and eating is all that I have done for the whole of today. Started off with driving to ECP macs to grab hotcakes after work. Then lunch when I woke up at 1pm, then snack and snack, sleep, dinner, and finally supper. Best part is that I'm supposed to have finished 100 pages of Corp Law readings today. Now, page count is still ZERO. I promise myself that tomorrow will a fruitful day of studying. It better be!

Looking back at this semester, it's really quite bad. Undone readings (which I have realized that it's mainly because I'm really lazy this sem), I now only see the bf twice a week if we're lucky (work, readings, his work), I don't even seem to have time to go for a bloody manicure. Mainly I think I miss the bf =( He's now camping in ECP in some tent or something cause he's working as a camp facilitator. He's been there since Wednesday and will only be back on Friday afternoon =(

I WANT TO GO HEELS SHOPPING. Haha. Before I started working at Zouk, my MAXIMUM heels height was 3 inches. Even then, I hardly wore them except to wedding dinners, CNY and sometimes to club. Now, after starting work, my MINIMUM heels height is 4 inches, but you'll hardly see me in it. I'm always in my 5 inch heels. PLUS, I CAN RUN IN THEM. Can I put able to run quickly in 5 inch heels as a skill in my resume!?!?!?! Haha.

xx Loved At 12:42 am
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Tuesday, March 08, 2011
Say hello to goodbye.

I am reminded once again of how stubborn and headstrong I actually am at times.

One of my commonly uttered sentences:
"I don't care, it's my problem/thing/money/life/(fill any other appropriate word), I can do whatever I like with it, it's none of your business."

But somehow, in my own mind, I never ever really envisioned myself as a stubborn person. Weird.

xx Loved At 12:07 am
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Monday, March 07, 2011
Oh shit

I forgot that I lent my laptop sleeve to my brother cause he didn't have one and he was bringing his laptop to BKK for 2 weeks!

I'm going to look stupid today lugging my hot pink mac everywhere without a laptop sleeve -_-
Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel!

xx Loved At 2:06 pm
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There's not a thing that I would change

First time in weeks that I'm going to sleep at 12 plus =)
Shall worry about readings when I wake up tmr =)

I'm so full! I ate 10 mantou at Tristan's birthday celebration at Furama The Square. Haha. TEN.

xx Loved At 12:50 am
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Sunday, March 06, 2011

Sometimes I really get very fed up from working.

(To my friends/acquaintances)
Seriously, if I do something out of the way for you, please say thank you, because I do not owe you anything at all, if anyone owes anybody, it should actually count as you owing me one. Don't make it sound like it is your right or whatever shit. IT'S NOT YOUR RIGHT, IT IS A PRIVILEGE. I'm not expecting a thank you even, at least SOUND thankful and not make it sound like I denied you something belonging to you.

I will treat you very nice, if you treat me nice too. People remember you because you were pleasant. You don't even have to be nice, you just have to not be rude, and I promise I'll be nice.

Also, please, I am working here, I am not here to provide you with your own bloody entertainment.

Sometimes, it's not that I don't want to help you. Just that YOU HAVE ASKED FOR TOO MUCH. Eg. Being a member entitles you to ONE guest. If we allow more than one for that night, IT'S NOT A NORM, IT'S AN EXCEPTION.

I hate ungrateful people. SERIOUSLY.

xx Loved At 4:49 am
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Functioning on 3 hours of sleep makes my behaviour at work very erratic.

One moment I'm smiling at customers, the next I'm half-screaming at someone else.

xx Loved At 4:19 am
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Saturday, March 05, 2011
Sad sad life.

It is 350am. I just got home from work. And I'm still studying for finance because I feel absolutely lost and confused about it. My paper starts at 9am!! Study until die ftw!

After tmr, I am going to get a mani, pedi and a haircut. I feel so un-groomed!

Shall sleep at 530am and wake up at 745am.

xx Loved At 3:54 am
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Thursday, March 03, 2011

WTF. I just found our finance mids is 20%?!!?

1 question = 1%?!?!?

Seriously?!!??

xx Loved At 11:46 pm
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I close a chapter of my life

Now that I have finally finished my Consti RP, I STILL FEEL NO RELIEF AT ALL.

I have Finance for Law mids on Saturday, and I have 4 unread chapters of Finance which obviously is not going to read itself. THAT'S MORE THAN A HUNDRED PAGES.

And I'm working tmr night.

FML.

xx Loved At 11:41 pm
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Wednesday, March 02, 2011

How much of life are you missing out on?

xx Loved At 11:22 am
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xx Loved At 12:12 am
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I FEEL LIKE BUYING THE PRADA BAG RIGHT NOW.

HAVE PATIENCE.

MUST CONTROL YOURSELF.

xx Loved At 12:08 am
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