It's a dirty free for all

Tuesday, April 29, 2008
this is weird.

My stomach is going crazy. The number of gastric pills I've eaten within the last 7 days is crazy. I have no idea what is going on and in short, I hate my gastric problem alright. Like badly. I want a stomach transplant, (ya right), if their is even such a thing. Anyway, so not going school tmr, it's going to be a waste of time since we have invest, then pe then 2 periods of tutorials and then sports day. And I didn't go to eat free cone from ben and jerry's today. Just because I was a lazy pig and I was tired after cutting my hair again. I actually went home to sleep for 3 hours after that, in which I had gastric pains somewhere in the middle of my sleep. Still extremely sleepy right now, and will hopefully last the studying tmr! And we're eating macs breakfast! Now I can't decide if I want to try the McGriddles thing or I should just stick with lovely hotcakes! You better not be late tmr stupid belle! And can I say, sihui is officially no longer "injured" and can actually walk (though not very fast...)

Mental note:
Must resist buying too many unnecessary things.

xx Loved At 9:47 pm
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
Random musings

I think I'm a ice cream crazed person. I've been having ice creams everyday since Wednesday! And I'm probably never too full for an ice cream any time. Talking about ice creams, I HAVEN'T GONE TO EAT ICE CREAM CHEF BEFORE. Lilin, you say want to bring me say until now still haven't bring me go eat! okay, nvm, change topic. My drawer, or should I say DRAWERS cannot close because I have too many school jerseys/orientation tees/random tt jerseys/adidas shorts/fbts/training towels/vjtt tees. And I cannot make up my mind what am I supposed to do with them. Obviously throwing any of them away is way out of the question, so, procrastinating me has decided to wear as many tees as possible in a day =) God knows what on earth people do with all their (directly/in-directly) school-based tees after they don't need them anymore. And oh shit, I just remembered I ordered another house tee from can't remember which house, so soon I'll have 3. wonderful. Then there's another problem of me generally having too many clothes. Not that I actually wear all of them. I just got no idea who to give them to or sell them to or whatever. This is a big problem. Oh ya, after this afternoon, I decided I really can no longer stand my hair. So I'm going to cut it again, asap, which hopefully means tomorrow or Tuesday or Wednesday. Wonderful =) Almost forgot to mention, Ballack rocks your socks off =) And to my own surprise, I'm actually finishing on Vectors 4 tutorial part A. (the fact that I did it in tuition today doesn't matter ok) I'm going to try to become a mugger. Rob people =) okay, not funny I know. I think I'm talking nonsense because I'm really sleepy. I want to play table tennis. It's not fair that our season ends so early =( But just staring at medals and thinking about our buffet makes me happy again =) Think I'm going to nap now.

xx Loved At 6:37 pm
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Friday, April 25, 2008
Not done yet...

lalalala... Ritz buffet photos... Feel awful because I didn't get to eat any of the chunks of raw sashimi that were staring at me yummily because of my very weird-feeling stomach yesterday, like I said, I really was sick! And someone please remind me to take less unglam shots okay.

Will add more photos after I find my camera wire thing to connect to the computer... later..

xx Loved At 8:38 pm
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
The promised pikchures!

Guess who we cut our from the picture!

We just had to keep up with the bimbo pictures!

With Mr. Chia!

Singles =)

This is us eating our delicious donuts that Mr. Chia bought for us! vjtt picnic!

ME waiting for individuals =)

vjtt 07/08 waiting to for our turn!

pretty medals =) pretty all of us too!

Us with Mr wee, coach and Mr Chia!

Decided to try looking murderous.

Resulting in everyone trying to dig our their inner murderer!

Will upload the Ritz dinner pictures tmr or something! Got my 3 cute beheaded prawns =)
And I was really sick this morning okay, I didn't pon school.

xx Loved At 11:19 pm
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Smiling in my sleep.

After today, I think we should change our CCA's name from Table tennis girls to cam-whore society. We took more than 80 photos between 130pm and 5pm, with all our pretty pretty medals! I very much wanted trophies rather than medals, but oh well, make do! Will upload ALL the photos once I get them from marjorie! (who is supposed to be online now but somehow isn't!=) And while we were watching the finals, Mr Chia bought DONUTS for us!!! we were like having a picnic while watching the matches =) Anyway, I'm so happy right now that erm, I'm so happy! =)=) But I regret jumping so much with my medals that now the team one has a scratch on it. But nvm, still happy like some idiot.. And we're going to Ritz for our buffet dinner treat tmr! So no eating random things from now till tmr's dinner, then we can stuff ourselves like (can't think of anything). lalalala. I think I'll smile myself to sleep tonight =)=) I think it still hasn't completely sunk in that we got 3rd for team and got joint 3rd for individuals. I'm just staring at the pretty medals and I think I'm going a teeny weeny bit crazy. But the problem is that I have to play for l/i/a/n h/e z/a/o b/a/o cup thing. Don't want to play for it but there isn't really a choice. But that doesn't matter either because I'm still insanely happy. My next post will be a crazy pikchure post and dedicated to vjtt. Cause I'm really tired and my brain isn't really up to the task of recounting our season =)

Need to go watch tv and stare at medals right now! =)=)=)=)

xx Loved At 8:30 pm
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Monday, April 21, 2008
Don't try to grow up too fast

Today Lilin and I went to bedok again, and took ages to decide where to cut her hair while we went in search to find somewhere to pluck my eyebrows. I have pretty eyebrows now! Like finally. And Lilin finally decided on a place to cut her hair. Then I just sit there and read mags while she cut her hair like how she accompanied me when I cut mine! And while the hair cut was taking place, I felt so inspired to do hair treatment! Maybe I'll do it next week or sth. And I decided to spend less $$$ on random shopping for things I don't exactly need. BECAUSE, the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is starting on the 23rd of MAY! Let's see how long I can survive without buying new stuff =) And my father's not free on wednesday night, so the ice cream treat is postponed. I love ice-cream =(

I'm excited already! This Wednesday will probably be the happiest day of my life in terms of table tennis. I'm proud to say that we fought hard, we didn't give up, we believed in each other, we did our best, and I can say that we rightly deserve what we will get in 2 days time =) I'm so proud of all of us, vjtt 07/08... (to be continued on Wednesday=)

in a randomly happy mood... =) =)

xx Loved At 9:38 pm
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
When I escape to my dreams

Instead of studying for Bio test tmr, I'm doing very random things. Procrastinating ya, but just let me be for a few more days, until it really sinks in that season is over, then MAYBE I'll settle down a bit and start worrying about school work. Just threw away 29 empty eclipse boxes, re-sorted out all my pens and markers in my pencil box, and I'm preparing to write someone's belated birthday card. Then maybe one day soon I'll make all of the valentine's day cards I owe to lots of people =) some day soon okay! After we went to eat dinner, we went to simpang bedok and we checked out the new donut shop! It's an imitation of m/u/n/c/h/y donuts with practically all the same flavours and looks, don't know about the taste though, will eat them tmr morning.. If it's nice, I'll buy to school more often =) Then it will be great that I don't need to specially go to Eastwood to go buy donuts! Got 1 more match tmr, then we're probably going out to study and maybe shop a little bit. I don't know. AND OH MY. I want to cut my hair. Again after just 10 days. I know. But I really can't stand it. I promise to not be so easily persuaded and believing anymore. haha. Will not totally believe hairdressers anymore! Then hopefully after I'm happier with my hair, and after I've done my eyebrows, I'll revert to studying at Starbucks, and can finally stop telling teachers that I've got no idea how to answer their question in tutorials. Oh ya, and after I get my trophieS =) on Wednesday, my father is bringing us out for ice cream treat! supposed to go today but hmm, was too full after dinner to stuff any more ice cream down! I've resigned to fate that I'm going to become a fat pig, we ate Seoul garden buffet last week, then eating Ritz buffet this week, and probably sakae buffet the following week, 3 buffets in as many weeks. I'm still waiting for my AE stuff to arrive in the mail. I order my abercombie stuffs about the same time but I've already got them last week, AE is really becoming slow... Got to paint my nails now =) Good night world!

xx Loved At 9:40 pm
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
two regrets in two days

Just got home and my brother requested to bathe first, so well, now waiting for him to finish. I'm so freaking tired mentally and physically, non-stop making small talk and smiling at people I don't exactly know, sorting out food, drinks, folding paper, tying stuff. I'm super tired. In need of very good sleep.

one, I didn't get to hear tan announce our A'div result.
two, I didn't go to music fest.

The first was so important to me that it really brings tears to my eyes that I didn't get to hear it. And to think I was so excited to go to school on Thursday just for it. Oh well, life goes on.

xx Loved At 12:52 am
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
PIGchures

We won SAJC yesterday 3-0 =)
and so WE'RE 3RD.

AND THANKS TO OUR TWO COACHES, AND TWO TEACHERS-IN-CHARGE, WE'RE GOING TO RITZ-CARLTON FOR BUFFET DINNER NEXT THURSDAY AS A TREAT FOR OUR 3RD POSITION!

But now, just the many millions of photos we took after our matches and erm... our extremely-satisfying dinner!

S is for singles.

vjtt 07/08 exco

doubles!

unglam tifen.

according to our line-up for the sajc match.

guess what we put the camera on...

lovely bimbo partner...

C and V-C =)

our captain giving a weird face..

doubles partners!

melted ice cream vs. solid cold ice cream, and someone's hand.

marj during sajc match.

1st doubles in sajc match smiling at each other =)

our OLD seniors. .

All of us with our favourite um chio coach! after sajc match.

we all were not prepared except for tifen...

lots of legs..

GO VJTT.

vjtt 07/08...

xx Loved At 12:23 pm
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Monday, April 14, 2008
You can bring out the gummies now.

Once again deleted one whole post.
I'm giving you a chance by not putting it up.
As well as giving myself a chance to try to forgive you.
Just wanted you to know that I won't reciprocate those things you did to harm me.
I'm not hurt, just disappointed.
Now hope that when I wake up, the first thing I don't think about is this.
Then maybe there's a chance that I can forget.

I'm actually quite depressed right now. But I still feel that I should mention this, since it's quite important. lilin and I reached bedok interchange at 8:05pm after buying bubble tea from parkway. Then we walked to the interchange bus stop and we stood there carrying our bags and shoe bags from 8:10pm to 10:00pm just talking about many many different things, about things that bothered us, about future plans, about holidays, about most memorable matches, about how we've done well, about stupid things we did, about serious stuff, about people, about what we hated, about experiences and I must admit, I had a good time although we were standing in the middle of the bus stop with all our bags and feeling dirty after training with tons of people walking pass us every second. And to think, (I'm really not joking), Lilin and I used to dislike (hate is too strong a word) each other in primary school, like don't talk kind, and for reasons we both can't remember. So for all the storms we weathered together, this year and the last year, for some minor stupid arguments we had (referring to the msn one, haha), for all the support we gave each other (hopefully I did), thank you you no.1 silly. I love you a lot =) I'm so proud of you that I can't just name out a few things you made me feel this way because there are too many, and I hope you're proud of me too.

Match tmr VJC against SAJC. Same place, same time.

xx Loved At 10:48 pm
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
Hey hey you you

I'm feeling so hurt, haha, ya right. my mummy came into my room just now and told me how she thinks I'm getting fatter. And said that I should watch out what on earth I'm eating. haha. okay, MAYBE I'm getting fatter, but it's really not my fault that I ate 2 pieces of French toast and 3 pieces of chicken mayo sandwich between 6:30am to 9:30am right. And not to mention Ritz cheese biscuits, ice lemon tea and lunch after 11:45am. I actually love food and love eating. SO, I decided I'll go running. haha. Not now of course! maybe next week! =) and I now have a renewed passion to look for yoga classes. Imagine me meditating (and not talking), I wonder if it's possible...

Just now in the car, with my mummy and brother, my mummy decided to remind me of stupid things I said and did when I was little. Apparently, I really liked to build sandcastles and play sand, but hated sand in my toes, so I told my mummy, "I want to play sand but I don't want to touch sand.." and then wore socks and shoes to the beach and built sandcastles wearing them all the time okay. Lot's of laughter from my brother and mummy. It's not that funny okay.. But lucky that I've outgrown that problem, I love the beach and love watching barefooted on the sand! The only fear is sharks and stepping on funny pokey things which make your leg swollen or something like that. Oh, and include salt-water crocodiles and jelly-fish.

And oh right, I haven't studied for econs test or bio spa both tmr. Just let me enjoy for a little while more... squeeze bio spa into my brain hopefully.

and we haven't done our eyebrows because we didn't train on Saturday! WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GO DO IT?!?! cause my eyebrows are driving me crazy =( we should have went the day I cut my hair but I was too zonked off.

No idea how am I going to tell my mummy that I'm KIND OF broke because I'm going for ten gazillion school concerts. why so many of you in musical groups! and DIFFERENT musical groups some more! But it's okay, I willingly go =) love you all!

I am accomplished, I did ONE maths tutorial and ONE maths assignment during maths tuition today =)) Please tell me she hasn't gone through vectors 3...

vjtt...
I stupidly smile to myself when I think of you all..

xx Loved At 9:37 pm
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
With the end in sight.

Last training on Monday.
Last match on Tuesday.
I cannot believe it's really going to be over.
Like how I will never play another A'div match,
how I would never have to whine about muscle aches from training,
how I will never get to skip classes because of matches,
how I will no longer have trainings,
how I will not have to worry about attendances, training times, jerseys, etc,
no more having to bring tee's and shorts for training,
no more school bags filled with training clothes,
no more bringing shoe bags,
no more shuffling up and down from sports lockers all the time,
no more training in the hall and at sun sports,
no more of giggling and laughing at stupid things that happen during training.
What on earth is going to fill up the time that used to be for trainings, team meals, matches, thinking about matches, talking to team-mates about table tennis.
I don't want all these to go, please rewind time to 1 week earlier and let it stay at then for as long as its possible.

don't want to let go of it, just yet...
we still have Tuesday.
the last one...

xx Loved At 3:58 pm
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

when my tears have run dry...

xx Loved At 11:56 pm
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As we go on, we remember...

Tomorrow is going to be the first day in 7 days that I'm actually going for more than 1 period of lessons in a day =) Playing 3 matches a week is crazy =) But at least there's the momentum and not the weird breaks of days in between. The only bad thing is that you get aching thigh and calf muscles that cause you to scramble for seats anywhere and everywhere, and can you believe I actually grudgingly went shopping after our match today. (okay, the part where I got so excited about a pair of shorts that carmen thought I was ecstatically high does not count.) I was really unwilling to go shop after our kfc "dinner" at plaza sing. but I bought the shorts anyway *smiles like a crazy woman* (that's for my new shorts and for our yesterday's match)

tmr is an extremely busy day, because I want to go cut my hair! And I can't decide where.

Oh, and I took the stupid mrt home during rush hour today. And I think some people don't know what is called deodorant or antiperspirant. AND some people OBVIOUSLY do not know they have smelly underarms BECAUSE they LIFT UP BOTH THEIR ARMS to hold on to the bloody ceiling. You can so not believe how torturous it is. Had to coordinate breathing for 6 stations so that I would have to take as little number of breaths as possible until the crowd dispersed a little and I could move as far away as I want from smelly-underarms-but-don't-know-they-have-it people. Remind me to AVOID RUSH HOUR MRTs as much as possible. definitely not a good idea unless you have no choice ya.

Okay. very tired. Think I'll go to sleep after I satisfy my chocolate craving.

xx Loved At 7:30 pm
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Love you all to bits and pieces

I'm really proud of all of you who fought and never gave up and we really did a wonderful job today! Our fighting spirit brought us so far, so on we go... =) Love vjtt 07/08

AND SPECIAL THANKS TO THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT US =) ESP. THE VERY NICE BELLE, JENNY, SARAH, YI FONG AND YANNI! AND THANKS TO ALL OF YOU WHO SENT YOUR LOVE AND LUCK THROUGH SMS. (EG. THE BAI KA SIHUI =)

3 words for vjtt 06/07 (some of us and our seniors) : revenge is sweet.

xx Loved At 8:36 pm
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
All you lovely people..

Come and Support us (vjtabletennisgirls) against N/Y/J/C this Tuesday at paya lebar methodist girls (sec) at 2pm.

thanks! =)

do you know you make me so troubled...
I wish I could turn back time, and not have made that phone call last night.
Then maybe things wouldn't have been misunderstood...

xx Loved At 4:17 pm
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Friday, April 04, 2008
cancelled more than half my blog post.

I actually got home at 930pm cause we decided to take an extremely LONG bus ride from Plaza Sing to Bedok. And while I was walking home, I saw this very very shiny glittering star in the sky and was quite amazed at it! Then after walking and staring some more, I REALISED THAT IT WAS AN AEROPLANE. haha.

I watched the last episode of the 9pm show on channel 8 and the actually like that guy a lot! I only watch it for because I want to see him and f/i/o/n/a x/i/e get together! I find it really dumb that everyone fights ever the stupid vat thing. Oh well. I wonder what is the new show!

I realised that Season really causes my mood to become a roller coaster (my mood is going up and down and up and down all through this blog post). Oh well. I'll miss it when I actually have to start studying. shit.

I'm should be glad with what I have. But no, I'm greedy =)

I need to go do something. Won't all these ever finish... it's never ending

xx Loved At 10:07 pm
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
Emo-ing in the rain.

I want to complain. I don't have music fest tickets. AND THE WHOLE TABLE TENNIS TEAM DOESN'T HAVE EITHER. AND ONLY SARAH AND YI FONG HAS TICKETS. LIKE TWO EACH.
LIKE HOW TO GO MUSIC FEST LIKE THAT?!?! okay, I admit I didn't ballot! but I didn't even know that balloting was opened and so how was I supposed to know that balloting closed right. I feel extremely cheated. Like how come so little tickets were released! Practically no one else I know have tickets, SO WHERE DID ALL THE TICKETS GO TO! blah!

I don't want it to rain tmr afternoon. And I want a seat on the bus tmr morning ok! stupid bus was so full today. Or even better if my mummy fetches me to school tmr =) I'm lazy. But my muscles are actually painful ok. Luckily no need to climb lots of steps thanks to our class's bai ka =)

Going to sleep with my legs up on the wall again tonight (because my legs are really aching) and try not to cause my neck to be "un-turnable" which will be disastrous(like Tuesday)! =) yay, we got match tmr, so means haha, I'm so not going for lessons! lots of smiles! I'm so behind work that there really isn't a point going for anything since I got no idea what is going on! oh dear.

xx Loved At 8:21 pm
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
friday.

okay, I'm not so depressed anymore. Anyway, when was I ever depressed for more than a day or so =) I'm now just very tired. I really don't want to go for lessons but just go to the sofas in the library and sleep (without the irritating librarian who will keep waking me up). It's only Day 3 of our crazy 6 days and I'm tired. So, I'm going to sleep like a big fat pig tonight. And hopefully I'll feel happy(from my a lot of sleep) enough to take the bus to school tmr! If not, I'll probably just pon and go for training in the afternoon. My brain is so dead. Bye.

If we get IT right...
We have a chance.

Fight.

xx Loved At 7:00 pm
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