Since when did I say l like pink roses? How come I can't remember?
Yesterday, the bf perfectly defused a pissed me to a happy me. I suspect the formula goes something like that:
Angry + Apology --> Leave me alone for a very short while to prevent me from screaming --> Apologize some more + Give very good reason + Distract me with something else --> Not so angry me
Just now he was damn sweet. Haha. He said "whoever mess with my girlfriend is messing with me!" Reminded me of the time he was hustling up this guy at post-prom who tried to touch my friend and I, then his friends had to pull him away. Haha.
And today, I ate my 3rd fillet-o-fish meal in 4 days. So addictive. I actually crave for it.
Gossip girl made me so unhappy yesterday. Stupid Chuck.
Oh and I had really disappointing char kway tiao at old airport road yesterday night. IT USED TO BE WONDERFUL BEFORE THE RENOVATION. Shows how long I have not gone there. On Monday, we went to Udders at Novena. Having supper every monday and tuesday is so sinful. Haha. Not to mention I end up eating supper on some of the other days too. Thank god I have wonderful genes. I simply cannot imagine not being able to eat whatever I want at whatever time I feel like it. Haha. I think I have already scared quite a few people who always see me munching on stuff during lessons. Oh ya, and Marble Slab Creamery opened an outlet at J8!!
I WANT TO EAT ROAST DUCK PIZZA. OMG. I WANT IT NOW.
Saturday, Sunday and today is seriously insanely tiring. This is show you how tired and can't be bothered I am. Sat night we went to Airport Swensons after meeting at 1230am (YES A.M.), and I went with my fringe up and only eyeliner. Then Sunday we worked from 5pm till 2am, which results in really smudgy eyeliner at the end of the day. Today, I went for meeting without anything again except for eyeliner. The number of people who have actually seen me before without at face powder and with my fringe up, is probably countable with my fingers.
Then today, after our presentation. Happiness only lasted minutes. Till we agreed to go for Bizorg class tmr (to make up for ponning today's class). So this is my day tmr:
12nn to 315pm Bizorg
330pm to 645pm FA
7pm to 1015 CLS
Then after thinking its not THAT bad luh. Someone reminded me that we have READINGS for all those classes which obviously have not been done because I spent all weekend doing prop presentation.
I'm beginning to think maybe breaks are imaginary/non-existent. There are just soo many things to do. Sometimes I think I'm going a little crazy. Nowadays, even if I'm going out for a movie for example, and obviously I won't be studying throughout that time, I will still bring a few cases/case briefs, or maybe a textbook to read on the journey there. Ya, that 10 pages I read on the MRT is better than zero pages. What a pathetic life. At the bf's soccer matches on Sunday, I am usually armed with cases or something, last sunday was the ultimate, I brought my lappie to do my slides -_- And all I could spare was 15mins to take a quick snooze in the afternoon because I was non-functioning already. 15 mins. Sometimes I think, what the hell have I gotten myself into.
Good luck to tmr. I am going to raid the cheers store tmr for lots of food.
I'm so tired until I am actually stoning and I don't talk unless I really have to. Just got home. Seriously, making a whole presentation in 2 days is seriously no joke. I think this is my new record. AFTER TMR NIGHT. I am going to be such a happy person. Foreseeing that school term will be horrible doesn't make it any easier when it happens. Sorry if I haven't been replying to FB or sms or calls. I don't have the energy to sustain a call or type something that needs thinking.
Saturday, September 25, 2010 I was just telling you how I was going to win toto this time.
Haha. =) I won toto. But only $60 =( So sad. Why not the $629 000 prize =(
Omg. $60 can't exactly do anything. Probably covers my previous toto bets or could be 4 cab rides to school or 2 dresses or 7 bowls of Crystal Jade La Mian or 4 hamsters or 5 panties from Topshop.
Thursday, September 23, 2010 You know I know how, to make them stop and stare as I zone out
My butt is painful from sitting around studying -_ - Someone invent butt cushions please!
Anyway, got instigated to pon this morning's prop class. Decided not to go since I could drive to school but could not figure out a viable route to drive home. Stupid road closures. Anyway, studied in school till 5pm, waiting for Carina to end class. Then shopping!!! But I didn't buy anything =) I was tempted BUT NO. Dragged to Carina to topshop. She luh! Make me wait so long while she tried stuff on at Cotton On. In the end, I got excited and got tempted to buy underwear at Topshop. Luckily rationale took over, my underwear drawer is so full is can hardly close properly, and I BOUGHT NOTHING =) Then debated over whether to buy the satin robe from La Senza. Ya ya, you're probably wondering why the hell do I need a satin robe right, I don't know, I don't have one so I want one, plus SATIN IS LOVE. Is there anything so soft and smooth as satin??!?!?! I also want the fluffy bath robe from cotton on!!! OMG. Seriously gives a new meaning to FLUFFY. But anyway, I want to go accessories shopping soon. Need new hair accessories!
Bizorg mids on sat morning. CANNOT WAIT TO GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH. Cannot study for much longer. So stressful etc etc. Every moment I'm thinking about the undone chapters that have not been read, the questions that have not been thought through. Then there's Prop presentation on Monday night. Times like these are horrible. Thank god everything will be over after Monday. Then it's 2 more days of normal lessons. THEN RECESS WEEK!!!!!!
If I wasn't having mids this sat, I WOULD BE AT FLO-RIDA NOW. OMG. SADNESS X MILLION. WHY WHY WHY.
Just got home and my toilet bowl is making a lot of noises?!?!
Hate studying. Hate the feeling of having to study
*THINK GOOD HAPPY THOUGHTS*
Doesn't work. Still have to study.
I think my doggie is so cute. He woke up when I drove the car back, waited and stared at me as I take all my stuff out, then escorted me to the door and attempted to sneak into the house. But too bad cause I caught him. He's like a naughty kid.
Right now, I feel that maybe I am not that all happy with some parts of my life right now. About a month ago, I found out something, a lie that I believed for more than 2 years. Of all the things you said that I believed, that was one of the things I trusted the most. That took me weeks to get over. I actually was hurting so bad that people were asking why I was not my usual self. Stupid to have believed you huh? Today, again I found out about something, something that I totally believed and never doubted in. I trusted you, never once doubted you about this. This time, the feelings of hurt from the previous time came back. Like I told you the last time, these were the same two things that I believed you the most with my heart and soul. Now, you just splattered a big fat spot of doubt in me. I don't even know if my trust can never be like before again. How do you know if things have reached a point that it is so scarred and broken that maybe something needs to be done?
Sunday, September 19, 2010 In my head it's going down
At Melts the World Cafe, Mandarin Oriental on Friday night. BBQ lobster, satay, potato.
Absolutely wonderful. Fondue with waffles, marshmallows and creme brulee in a shot glass.
This is the proof that my eyes are bigger than yours! Okay, fine. You were squinting at me.
This was how I stood without thinking.
This is me attempting to look demure.
This was what I was talking about. Awful.
My love. Beef noodles at Food Republic just now =)
Grown Ups is a really nice movie! Ya, I know I'm a little lagging behind in the movies. Still need to watch Going the distance, etc. Yogi Bear is coming out soon I think! Used to watch the cartoon on my tape (the days of the tape machine). Like boo boo bear (haha, BBB). He's like so cute and always gets dragged into trouble cause of yogi bear!
I bought toto for the next 2 draws. Just randomly felt inspired to buy them since the bf was betting on soccer. He's a chel supporter tmr because he bet AOS. Haha. That means chel has to score 6 or more!
Bought 200grams of Choc chip and pecan famous amos cookies!! =) Because my brother devoured my whole box of No nut choc chip ones last week. I didn't even eat a single one luh! I'm going to be a cookie-eating-factory =)
Fell in love with this nike tank top (for gym). But it costs a bomb. And I only allocated $100 for buying clothes this month =( Can't decide!!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 You got designer shades just to hide you face
The best part of today was waking up to a horrible headache.
Of all days, today.
When I decided to give myself a break and go to my favourite place tonight.
ARGH.
Tried sleeping it off, but no use.
Maybe it's a sign.
I think I should go shopping now.
PS: Okay, I tell you all something but don't laugh okay. Yesterday, when I was all dressed for school, with my bag packed and things gathered, just as I was about to leave the house, I went to change out of what I was wearing and wear something else. Why? Cause I realized I couldn't breathe with the belt trying its very best to constrict me (like some fat python or something) and I figured that I probably would want as much oxygen as possible during my FA test. Will wear it on a day that the need for oxygen is not that strong. Haha.
Someone told me the other day that I apparently blog exactly like how I talk in person. Haha. Then today someone said my blog very bimbo (thanks angeline).
Oh, and my new favourite word is FUNGIBILITY (courtesy of Comp Legal Sys class). Such a weird word right! It looks like "fungi", sounds like "fudge" and seems like a fake word. Quite impossible to use it randomly in a normal daily conversation though.
Anyway, FA test today was alright =)
Bizorg mid-terms next sat!
School is terrible. Everything seems never-ending. As soon as FA test was over, *relief*. Then the next moment, I remember I have case briefs to do, FA readings to do, FA homework to do, start thinking about Bizorg mids, etc. The moment of relief and joy was over. There's always SOMETHING to do, SOMETHING that needs to be read, SOMETHING to sort out. Hiya, NEED BREAK BADLY.
Just now we had prata at Changi Road. They ran out of prata bombs. How does a prata shop run out of prata bombs?!?! So I had to settle for condensed milk prata. Muahaha. Damn sweet =) It was sooo sweet that I tried to get rid of the sweetness by drinking my bandung (which obviously wasn't any much better). But I think I still really really prefer prata bombs (kaboom!)
Bf pretending to moan and look sad about how he used to be on duty to fetch me from class every Tuesday night, now his duty has doubled to Monday nights too! Haha. Too bad. It's boyfriend's duty =) Likey you =)
Monday, September 13, 2010 If you ain't come to party get the fuck out the club
Financial accounting test tmr afternoon.
Please please rmb how to do everything. After 2 sems of open book exams, you'll really learn to detest closed book ones. How on earth did I remember everything for A' levels??!?!?
Lessons ended at 915pm today. Now ended up with 2 night lessons. Spent a significant part of the 12noon lesson surfing Victoria Secrets website. HAHA. I want to buy this! (see link below)
Okay, I know it looks like a bra. But that's the functional part what! Won't move around+nice material+colour so pretty+push up padding (need all I can get my hands on). Yes and I know that I won't look no where near as hot as the model in the picture, BUT IT'S NICE RIGHT. And yes I also know that I already have like more than 5 bikinis and I hardly ever go to the pool/beach. Just ignore that fact.
If not, I was thinking this : ALT . It's cheaper!! =)
Two cute fluffly bears. When I got it I told him that his ass is bigger than mine (like in the picture). Haha.
This is apparently for me because I always complain "why is the sun so hot?!?!". If you haven't figured out from the picture below, it's a batt-operated fan in the shape of an ice cream. Essentially so I'll have less to complain about. Haha.
This bracelet is apparently to enlighten people to the fact that I have a bf. HAHA. He looked so cute when he told me that. Then after showing me this, he took out a guy bracelet (not metal chains, more of the black strap/stiff material kind), which he bought for himself. Similar concept since the plate had his name on one side, and mine on the side. Then he said my name is on the inner side so that when he wears, no one will be able see my name -_-
He also bought the top one (flowery). The other 2 are from my last BKK trip.
Name stickers. From Singapore. Haha.
And random movie tickets from this week =)
My parents are in Cambodia (assuming Angkor Wat is in Cambodia). So while the parents are not around, I feel like a bloody atm. My maid asks me for money for marketing, etc, my brother makes me pay for meals and keeps complaining he has no money. I am $220 down and my parents haven't even left for 24 hours. So sad.
Anyway, shall laze at home and do my (argh) readings and case briefs today. Then probably go out for dinner with my little brother (he's way taller than me, someone thought he was my bf, EEEEEE) at some air-con place. Singapore is wayyy to hot, but the last few days are not too bad I must admit.
I really don't like studying =( Holidays please come back =(
Had poker party at bf's house on thursday. They played until 730am?!?!!?? I died at 430am and went to sleep. Some more the cards were all so shit.
Today I was looking through my photos, and I saw pictures of myself wearing this white top. Haha. I forgot I ever had that piece of clothing! I shall go dig it up and wear it to school tmr!! So random, I know.
Although there are so called uh, readings for tmr's prop law (prop law, such a scandal). I don't feel like reading them or even bothering to attempt to refresh my memory about the topics. I shall do what I enjoy tremedously =) Watching teevee!! And maybe attempt to do some Financial Accounting hw or study (omg) for FA test (next tuesday).
I was actually typing this exceptionally long post about the horrible driving skills of the cab driver, but oh well, if you want to know, you can just ask me in person. So much easier complaining through talking than typing. Haha. Essentially means I'm a lazy ass luh. Nvm, I accept it.
I have been meaning to do a post about the "spoils from BKK". It shall appear soon hopefully!
We are going to Indian Times to eat their lunch buffet AGAIN. They made me pon pilates to go for a LUNCH BUFFET. So I made the bf take half day off to go too! Haha.
We went for our usual Tuesday night supper. At the usual place, my grumpy satay man at Lorong 29. But by the time we got there, they were closed. So sad. Luckily the hokkien mee stall were still taking orders. =)
I downloaded some newer version of itunes, now my itunes look funny. Plus the symbol thing on the dock looks different too. So weird now.
Oh, and today, (week 4) my prop law prof decided to resign. WTF.
PS: but does that mean that we're excused from prop readings for Thursday. haha.
I know I always laugh and complain about you. Plus I also constantly abuse you by poking you and trying to pull out your hair or something, but I guess I secretly do like you a little, but only a little. Because you're soft and wobbly and nice to lie on. It's nice that you have a secret wobbly life of your own and you're round and funny to hug. So you can stay, but don't grow bigger okay! Likey you!
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