It's a dirty free for all

Saturday, October 31, 2009
HALLOWEEEEEN

Haha, so I went into the Party City shop at Holland V and I grabbed a pair of wings to try on, then I saw this fluffy white halo that I couldn't let go of, so now, I'm not a witch or a fairy princess, it's angel here I come.

Someone: Are angels allowed at halloween? I thought only scary stuff.

Me: You'll definitely need angels around to control the monsters right! That's me!!!

Anyway, angels don't have wands do they? How come I can't remember these kinds of stuff when I need to! Carina wants to be pocahontas?!?!?

And I just had a super yummy dinner with a super yummy bill. Now I know what is melt-in-you-mouth wagyu beef. Plus you get to cook them yourself with this funny salt or funny sweet sauce. Damn nice!!! Go try! The problem is, I can't remember what's the restaurant's name! It's some japanese cooking restaurant along lorong mambong. I think that's not too vague right! Warn you about the price first. My heart is freaking bleeding now, but trust me, IT'S DAMN NICE.

I hate bidding for classes!!!

xx Loved At 12:06 am
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
My Mummy

ME: Should I go Zouk on sat as a fairy princess or a witch?!?!?!?

Mummy: Don't ask me.

ME: Faster help me think!!!

Mummy: Actually right, you don't even need props to go as a witch.

Bro: *LAUGHS HIS HEAD OFF*

ME: What kind of mother is this!!!

I swallowed a whole packet of malteasers just moments ago (not the wrapper together dumb dumbs=). In the middle of the night yes =) Because malteasers make you happy, and the chocolate makes you even happier =)

You know how I was weirdly happy yesterday, damn it, it wore off =(

xx Loved At 11:40 pm
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I am one brave shit =)

Where: Starbucks Ion

Doing: Eating and Stoning and Playing Computer games and hoping to get on with my stupid 56 page LSLMA case

Mood: Adventurous

Haha. I would never dare to go Ion alone, it's such a bloody MASSIVE place. So what if I love BIG BIG shopping centres that have everything? Ion is just huge that it scares me. However, somehow I'm in quite a weirdly-good mood that instead of getting of the train at novena, I decided to hop off at orchard and go exploring myself! From previous frolics into Ion accompanied by different people, I have figured that there is this interactive directory thing on the wall near the MRT station, and using that thing, I actually found Starbucks! Don't I have such wonderful direction sense for once when I really need it! =) Then I decided to have a munch (as usual) and picked out a ham and some-type-of-cheese-that-I-have no-idea-how-to-pronounce croissant. To top it off, something came over me and I ordered some raspberry and cranberry drink! Haha. I told you weird mood right!!! Whatever happened to my vanilla frappe! I'm still happy even though my stupid roller coaster tycoon can't work on my mac, and if I want to watch funshion I have to switch to windows which is so troublesome. Oh ya! Go try Starbuck's croissants! They're very nice and fluffy! Nicer than Delifrance =)

Then at 2pm I'm going to meet Jon at his hospital attachment at TTSH. =) Then he can help me carry my stuff =) Hehe =) I know I'm a spoilt brat.

Okay=) That's all from weirdly-happy me!

xx Loved At 12:34 pm
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Monday, October 26, 2009
Put on a show!

Oh, I soo know what people are trying to do. Just because I didn't say anything doesn't mean I'm blind to it or that I got no idea what's happening =) I not only talk, I observe too.

Why are we having a convo on FB wall!! OH MAN. HAHA.

Today, Carina and I actually spent 1/2 an hour standing in the raffle city accessorize trying out hairbands, obviously not being able to make up our minds which one to buy, and so, we didn't buy any. Why do I get the feeling we're going back there in the near future...

AND WHY IS EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY COMING (Pamela, Carina, YT, little bro, YiFong's just passed). THIS IS CRAZY AND I DON'T ACCEPT THIS. HAHA. I'm just jealous that mine's still so bloody damn far away. I look forward soooo much to my birthdays. Bleah, I'm a jealous freak!!!

I am not returning your iPod EVER. Muahahah.

All the liverpool players are very ugly. And no, I do not like torres. Love michael carrick and michael owen. BUT BALLACK IS STILL FIRST OF COURSE. The camera people should zoom in on them more!!! I think you all seriously doubt if I'm actually watching the ball or watching the players instead. Haha. It's always Chel first, Man Utd second, (insert all other clubs here), liverpool the last. And to all you man utd people trying to convert me: "No, I will never change to man utd first. =)"

you're so far away,

maybe you're just next door...

something about the way you love me

something about the way you know me

and i can't explain enough...

xx Loved At 11:43 pm
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
SHIT.

I spent : $1440 between 12 Sept and 11 Oct, on 1 credit card. (not including petrol) SHIT. I hope my mummy doesn't check the other two cards.

When I'm tired, I don't think I respond well to anything at all.

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12:27pm

This is actually quite unbelievable.

My mum just gave me a wad of 50s as allowance. Haha. To curb my excessive spending on my cards.

Now apparently the only things that are supposed to appear on my cards are if the items/meals are discounted due to the cards, if I went shopping, school stuffs, phone bills, petrol, cashcards and clubbing. And she gave me $40 worth of esplanade vouchers to make up for unhappiness.

I suspect this is the end of hotel buffets and pedicures.

xx Loved At 12:21 am
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
(500) days of summer

Just came home from watching a movie. It wasn't even in my mental list of movies to watch, but after much persuasion from different people who gave the movie not bad review I decided to go. What can I say? I seriously do not like movies that do not have a happy ending. The fact that I knew beforehand that they don't end up together just makes it worse. You know how rom coms normally are like: fall in love ---> happy ---> quarrel/some differences/etc ---> break up/sad ---> somehow get back together again ---> marry and live happily ever after. Where on earth was the happily ever after?!?!?! I didn't realise how much I relied on that, haha, every time I watch one like that, in my heart I'm like saying "oh man, how predictable", AHHHH, and now when it isn't, I'm complaining! It's not a happy movie. Don't think I should have watched it. The only thing it made me think about was how I too don't believe in soulmates/love at first sight/the one/etc. You know when we were all young, we all probably believed in THE ONE, but somewhere along with my first boyfriend, I lost that belief, I changed to "as long as I'm happy now, who knows what the future will be like?". Yup, so I'm different from lots and lots and lots and lots of you who do believe it. Am I like strange or what? Haha.

See you again in 11 hours my silly boyfriend. Because you put up with all my nonsense =)

xx Loved At 2:49 am
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
I am so sleepy

I'm trying to survive on 2 hours of sleep. WHY ISN'T CRIM LESSON ENDING YET!!! I realised that my very high energy starts to dissipate by 3pm. Clubbing till 4am, then attempting to read crim notes and cases at 5am is bleah. Somehow I'm always very energetic after clubbing. Like I'll be up and about by 10am, then good enough to go out and do stuff! But energy takes a very large dip from 3pm. I'm killing myself by ... (let me think...) lack of sleep? Haha, now we're talking about voodoo and killing people. Got to give tuition at Siglap at 4pm till 530pm. THEN I'M SOOOO GOING HOME TO SLEEP. And watch Gossip Girl 3. And hopefully study LTB. I forgot about it.

LESSON FINALLY ENDED. WONDERFUL. BYE. HAHA. I DROVE TO SCHOOL TODAY.

Long over-due photos finally up on FB. Plus those taken at Zouk yesterday =)

xx Loved At 3:12 pm
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Please get over the drama already.

Sometimes in life, you just have to get over some things.

So who cares what other people think?

I know that there are people who love me, and that's enough for me.

I have no idea why on earth I'm trying to torture myself to read contract now.

I'm so going to school to mug at 8am tmr. Hopefully.

AS meeting at 10am. Crim at 12noon. Contract at 330pm.

Then it's a whole new day of "dying but not dead" again.

Wednesday please come faster.

Why can't my life be peaceful and maybe dull and boring.

And why on earth did I chip my nail polish off again!!!

xx Loved At 12:30 am
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I'm sorry

I know I don't deserve to ever be trusted again after all that I have lied the previous time.

Tell me will you ever learn to believe anything I say again?

xx Loved At 8:39 am
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Monday, October 12, 2009
Study loh (law)!

Pun used by my auntie okay. Oh my gosh.

If anyone wants to kill me, now would be a good time!

Signs that there's something wrong with me:

- I replayed chinese songs for a whole hour while studying just now (qing fei de yi)

YES YOU SAW CORRECTLY. Since when was the last time I actually actively listened to one!

- I shitted twice today??!!?!

- My meal times and meals are damn screwed today and I haven't got gastric?

- I can still blog and FB when I'm panicking for contract law test on wed when I haven't even finished reading my stupid readings (50 more pages)

- I'm killing myself with eclipse mints (I think 1 box today)

PLEASE START PANICKING MORE!!!

I'm soo not going contract lesson tmr. Haha. I have so far ponned 2 LTB and 1 Contract Law lesson not including the one for tmr. And to think I forced myself to come to SMU in the hope to force myself not to pon lessons. Why am I still like that!!! This is definitely one very bad point that I should change. Damn it. I'm so lazy that I'm going to drive to school tmr. To heck with the parking fees. I cannot imagine carrying my books, bag, file and my laptop and walking. And I'm going to drive-thru macs tmr morning just to make myself a little happier. I freaking have no idea why I'm not happy. Maybe I need more sugar, apparently eclipse is sugar-free, so it's obviously of no use.

Did I mention that I haven't done my LTB learning journal. Now I really feel like crying.

xx Loved At 11:31 pm
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
I stole my bf's IPOD =)

This is an example of how I always end up winning, and how I am a very demanding person. Haha. Now I officially am going to spam all the songs. I think I have enough phuture songs for hours on the end. I demanded him to get me crepes from ION orchard, then I refused to share my chocolate banana crepe with him, then I told him that 3 out of 5 of the peking duck were mine, and I ended up eating 4 just to spite him, then he drives me because I'm too lazy and tired to drive my car back, all these with me complaining here and there. And all he does is ruffle my hair, and LET ME WALK AROUND ORCHARD ROAD WITH CREAM AROUND MY MOUTH WITHOUT TELLING ME.

Haha, why am I not surprised right? Because the last time I helped myself to a very wonderful chocolate fondue fountain at some hotel buffet, he let me walk around with chocolate all over too. ON PURPOSE just to laugh at me. Bleah. Evil bad boyfriend.

But then again, I'm an evil person too, I'm not that easy to please and ah-hemm, can be quite demanding. Here is where quite a lot of people who know me quite well can start complaining. Haha, no aircon, very hot, I'm having a headache, don't talk to me, I'm hungry, I want to eat *sth specific*, I want this now!, You are going to get me *something* right now, why are you not here yet. Tip of the iceberg. Haha. Jon could probably complain till the next day and he probably still won't be able to finish. Especially being boyfriend is not easy. Haha. Like how I whacked him accidentally today with my (what he refers to as) "klutz" ways, and how he has to contend with me stupidly walking to Millennia walk from the convention centre through the mrt, then citylink then through marina square, when they were actually just a road away from each other. But hey, I bring laughter to people's lives okay! Value-add damn it.

Okay, I now need to study. Because why? I spent Saturday and Today hunting for this EA watch that Jon finally bought this afternoon. Bleah!

GO STUDY!

xx Loved At 11:12 pm
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Dance with the enemy

Was at Pulau NTU visiting my fellow bimbo on friday!!!

LOVES =) =)

And when the music fades away
I know I'll be okay
Contagious rhythm in my brain
Let it play

No more poison
Killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
Stop stop preying
Coz I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh

Move while you're watching me
Dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

xx Loved At 1:58 am
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I'm talking rubbish.

If there was anytime in the last 2 weeks that I ever felt like crying so badly, it must definitely be like 6 hours ago.

And whose fault is it? LSLMA's fault that is.

Nobody could have helped me, no one could have solved the freaking problem but me.

Thanks to my wonderful determination, I have just finished compiling 90 slides and did all the stupid transitions. Not simple cut and paste okay. You go try compiling 90 slides from powerpoint or whatever to keynote. In addition to doing your own 8-minute-long script and your own 13 slides. Yes, now is bloody 2 am.

For fucking LSLMA, I didn't go for tuition, didn't go for tennis, didn't go for supper, and now I obviously am going to have a lack of sleep.

If I don't enjoy all the clubbing I'm going to do tonight, I'm going to kill myself. Haha.

I'm going to be soooooooooooo bloody happy at 315pm tmr.

We bloody did our LSLMA presentation in 2 days. Haha.

Stupid Henry Gao. Last minute then tell us.

Cause my stupid stress levels to shoot through the bloody roof.

And then now I sound so vulgar. Wonderful.

Why on earth am I studying law when I don't even want to be a bloody lawyer! Damn it.

I'm hungry =( Maybe I should eat Sreakfast (meal between supper and breakfast).

I HAVEN'T WROTE MY SCRIPT ON BLOODY CUE CARDS.

F***.

Good Night.

I don't care anymore.

I'll think about it when I wake up in FIVE HOURS TIME.

Damn.

xx Loved At 1:52 am
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Monday, October 05, 2009
Somehow my last post got deleted?!?!?!?

What kind of break is this? No break at all damn it.

Have decided to upload all my photos from last friday onwards after wed. Very troublesome.

Even when I set my heart and mind to go study contract law, there are ten million other things to do, LSLMA presentation this wed, and WE HAVEN'T DONE A BLOODY THING, LTB journal (SHITTILY OVERDUE), print out all my notes, sort out all my notes, study for LTB quiz soon.

Bleah. blog again later =)

xx Loved At 9:24 pm
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