It's a dirty free for all

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
WU ZUN IS SO CUTE!

Today was a very interesting day. Had very funny conversations and incidents and I'm finally feeling more awake in school now. The usual 3 of us had a try-to-sound-intellectual conversation during econs lecture about whether ducks got fatter when they have eggs to lay. Because Sihui as usual was drawing her ducks on my econs notes and belle and I told her that ducks don't get fatter when they have eggs, then we anyhow connect until whether ducks only lay 1 egg a day and how eggs form and do eggs grow. haha. And I hate training at kallang. Have to carry all the stuff to kallang. It's a super long walk from the 16 bus stop at KFC and we all went down the bus like zombies and stoned while walking to sun sports. Then Marjorie put eye drops for people for the first time and apparently she almost poked me eye with it. haha. I really don't like putting eye drops. Then we went round putting eye drops for everyone before training. And I realised that if lilin and I take bus home together after trainings, we always end up summarising our whole day's events to each other plus whatever funny things/gossips we heard since talking the last time, and we never have intellectual conversations.

I want to shop online for Hollister stuff, but my bank account is sadly empty! haha. but Feb is coming! 1 more day till I get allowance and then there is still chinese new year! =) On second thoughts, I'll get my daddy to transfer my allowance to me tonight, then I can start shopping right now! =) I haven't bought a single thing online since 6th Jan and I cleared every single of my sprees except 1. and omg, I don't want to run cross country on the 15th of Feb. I want to be some stupid slack official or something!

xx Loved At 8:53 pm
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Monday, January 28, 2008
Squeeze in bio spa!

I haven't finish memorising biology spa skill A for mock spa tmr =( but nvm, just continue tmr morning! anyway, the new bus route is wonderful. There are PLENTY of seats and the bus comes very fast! and because there are so little people, the air con is really really cold =) bye bye bus 31 in the mornings.

I'm waiting for 11:11 to come before I go to sleep =) missed it last night, it was 11:12 when I happened to look at my phone. and oh ya, TEO SIHUI has bought Toto already. haha. I thought we were supposed to go buy 4D together?!?! and apparently the person selling it didn't even check her IC. haha. I even thought of what number I'm going to buy long time ago. 1713! my birth date and Michael ballack's jersey no.! I haven't watched a soccer match in a LONG time. keep forgetting or I'm out whenever a chel match is on. It's now 11:08 =)

Actually went to the sick bay to sleep along with belle loo today by ponning econs tutorial. I hate the crowded canteen on Mondays. why do everyone have a break at the 5th period. the queues are SUPER crazily long.

Okay, I'm sleepy already. Good night!

xx Loved At 11:03 pm
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
2 hours to monday.

Having tuition at 11am in roxy square is crazy when you came home at 5:30am. MoS was nice but I think Zouk is better. had to use every once of concentration to do stupid maclaurins series but I can safely say I finally know how to do it though my maths is super rusty, and your brain occasionally goes on strike. was spared from calling the china coach on sat =) cause lilin called him instead! yay! and I got my lovely very PINK part 4 of my birthday present from vjtt, if you count the dunking at ECP as a present (which by the way I don't see how it's a present, haha). I lost my camera so I cant take a picture of it, it a pink pouch with a pink ballerina and my name stitched on it in pink, just like my 1st present, a pink princess balloon with pink string with a pink weight. thank you silly girls.

I haven't done my GP essay which was due last last Monday, and anyone wants to go econs tuition with me? I really need to study, I've burnt the WHOLE weekend doing Nothing academic, except maths tuition. And now I want to watch the gong zu xiao mei show online but my stupid little brother refuses to let me watch. haha. he busy talking to his girlfriend online, which he exploded his phone bill to almost 200 bucks smsing mainly her. that was a very random fact. Oh ya. and I think I'll take the route that aaron suggested tmr, feel bad having to make my parents wake up earlier to fetch me to school =)

I WILL LISTEN TO LECTURES AND TUTORIALS TMR.

In reference to my last post:
Everyone chill, I'm not depressed or very sad =) was just frustrated on Friday.

xx Loved At 9:56 pm
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Friday, January 25, 2008
Now what.

I was so close to giving up today. that close.
I'm so tired of everything.
I really wonder how much more I can take.
I'm not happy,
I'm tired from PT,
I'm sleepy,
I'm pissed with _____,
I'm traumatised about how _____ can treat ______ like that,
I hate the politics that I saw today,
I really don't know how to talk to you,
I forced myself to do something I really didn't feel like doing,
I don't want to think about _____,
I really don't want to know how it ends,
I'm stressed about ______ stuff,
I have no mood to do gp essay,
I have no answer when you all ask me how, I really don't.

I need to find some hole to curl up and hide for awhile.

xx Loved At 10:27 pm
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
No more left in me

edit at 11:07pm//
I feel so intellectually challenged in terms of chinese, imagine me having to call the china coach tmr =( its so sad that I actually going to have to write down the points I'm supposed to say and think of all the chinese words first. And I'm really good at wasting time, just spent 2 hours watching tv and then 1 hour on the phone with lilin talking crap and will spend at least the next half hour searching for un-glam photos =( I'm so not taking bus to school tmr, I'm dead tired. //

Had haagen dazs ice cream at orchard with ti fen bimbo just now. love ice cream. that's for working hard during pt today okay? some more we ran around orchard road avoiding people, and I mean literally RAN, we were breathless by the time we reached centre point mall. haha, 3 shocks within 10 mins. =)

and because the stupid bus 31 is so horribly unpredictable and squeezy in the mornings, I'm going to swear off taking it at least for a month. made my parents send me to school for the last few days but I think I'll try to find a new route to school that doesn't require standing all the way, waiting very long for buses, buses with lousy timings, etc. so I think the next few day's will be "let's try other routes days". I have a million and one ways to get to school in the mornings. Probably try 1 a day. If all fails, I'll get my parents to fetch me everyday! haha.
1. 14/45 from tanah merah, change to 43/48 at upp east coast road
2. 10 from simpang bedok, change to 43/48 at upp east coast road
3. 9/14 from tanah merah, change to 197/196/16 at bedok interchange
4. 24 from tanah merah, change to 36 at airport (not feasible since 36 is always so crowded)

my mp3 player is FINALLY back =) my mummy collected it and she sent me a very cute message! "have collected the baby from the hospital." haha. from the mp3 hospital. and I couldn't help it but stick more stickers on it! because some have disappeared already. and apparently, the Samsung people had to change the whole motherboard in the player (sounds like what happened to my hand phone) and they (OMG) upgraded the software to version4.0! now it has really cute fonts =D

I need to control my spending. Because I overspent for online shopping last month, now my bank account balance shows $1.22. I need money $$$$

Just watched the 8 o clock drama on channel u! omg. the guy damn cute, but he very mean and act cool. can't stand act cool guys. but he's really cute and the other 3 guys really are ugly relative to him!

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I
Collide

xx Loved At 9:36 pm
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Monday, January 21, 2008
11:11

load of things to do and everything is slowly getting to my nerves. the kind of things that you leave it alone also cannot, think about it all the time and you'll probably go crazy kind, and it can't be solved no matter what you do. I'm so sick of this. So what do I do? I actually go into denial for as long as I can until the problem pops up again and I cannot choose to ignore anymore.

And did I mention I'm so sick of my work piling higher and higher. So, tmr, while waiting for my hair appointment at 5:30pm in orchard, I'm going to isolate myself in some random starbucks in orchard (i'm now having a frappe craving), and really please get down to doing my very very late gp essay and attempt to do that econs essay that's due on wed, and who care's if I spend a bomb there, as long as I finish my 2 essays I'll be jumpig for joy. And Why do I see everyone studying? It kills me to think how I'm still living my "let's go play bishi bashi/shopping/training/slacking/watching tv/not doing homework or tutorials/not listening to classes life" I think I'm so going to die for CT1. well done you stupid girl.

And my doggie had rashes since yesterday, and he scratched till it bled. I see until heart pain. So brought him to the vet after training and sat at the vet for 1 and a 1/2 hours stoning because as usual, there is an amazingly long queue there. And when we were driving home, he was so tired that he fell asleep on my lap just like that. He's so cute.

This is a very nice song, but for easily emo people who easily feels sad about yourself, don't listen to this.

"girl next door"
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

xx Loved At 9:58 pm
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Maybe that not who I want to be.

it's a small small world. ok, maybe just small singapore..

after 3 weeks of doing practically nothing related to academic work, I'm finally going to hopefully "study and do my gp essay" with lilin tmr at our OLD hangout for studying, sing post! haha, take a break from parkway coffee bean and cut budget.

And have been sleeping badly. Don't know why. It really feels horrible cause you're always tired and when you talk, whatever you say doesn't go through your brain, so you start saying things that doesn't really make sense.

Love my new nike bag =)

xx Loved At 10:36 pm
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
My super drama day

Today is a very drama-mama day. Let's start from 7am. Missed the WONDERFUL bus 31 and waited from 7:00 to 7:18 for the next one to come, resulting in me being late for school and having my card scanned for the first time. It's really a day for first times. no complains about that, now I finally know how it feels like to be late, and Grandma Goh was at the gate telling everyone how if you're late for don't know how many times, must do something like CWO (imagine sweeping pe dept floors and wiping tables or something). Sorry the vjtt people who waited for me to come to school to give my my very very lovely PINK PINK PRINCESS balloon! haha, pink balloon with pink ribbons with pink weight. Then went for lynx house meeting, etc, lectures, etc, tutorials... Oh ya, then we had "training" and I feel like we've won some great war or sth =) love vjtt! And we ran to east coast BBQ pit 41 as physical training. But as usual, after reaching there, we proceeded to laze around in the pavilion, do crunches in the sand (will blog about it later), air our toes =) And when I happily suggested going back, you all scheming people gave me my present part 2, into the stupid sea. The only not so bad part is that it's cleaner than the pond. This is classic, we then walked back to school BAREFOOTED (my feet are now painful), and when we reached the canteen, decided to run all the way into the hall because it's really embarrassing. =) bathed and I got my present part 3, a pretty card (considering our batch really has a lack of artistic talent =) Went out with stupid belle belle to sun tec to get my pretty pretty grey/pink nike bag! It was the last piece! Then we went to eat pepper lunch for dinner (irony), my first time okay! quite nice, but made a big mess because at first my bag hit the sauce container and spilled it on the table, then as we were leaving, I somehow managed to make my chopsticks fly to the floor. and guess what, I brought my mummy's camera to cam-whore with belle but I didn't bring the battery! Proceeded to marina to play arcade games, as usual, bishi bashi and para, and the stupid music rhythm game I always play with tifen bimbo. Then went to buy SOMEONE's birthday present =) And now I'm home! Highly doubt I can stay awake till 12am.

Anyway, BIG THANK YOU TO ALL YOU PEOPLE IN MY LIFE (people who remembered and wished me, and for the presents, and for all the time and energy planning to make me happy, and all the crap you all have to put up with today) AND I KNOW YOU ALL LOVE ME =D, AND I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!

And to all vjtt people, remember how small and tight-fitting the jersey is?!?!?!
SO DO THE STUPID CRUNCHES TONIGHT AND DON'T PROCRASTINATE!
4 sets x 50 crunches, if you're lazy do 2 sets first or something =)
you have 2 and a 1/2 months to get rid of fats and tone. haha.
Lots of love, me!

xx Loved At 9:48 pm
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Someone please tell me where my camera is, now very no mood for anything. please please, I don't want to cry over it tonight. just not now.

xx Loved At 8:11 pm
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
Give a little love, have a little faith.

Thanks for everyone for coming yesterday =) I never had such a big party before with all you people I love =) And thanks for all your lovely presents! I haven't opened much (esp the wrapped ones) because I decided to wait till my REAL birthday to open them. But I read all the cards already and I realised these few phrases/words keep appearing... "noisy in lectures, crap/nonsense, chor lor/unglam, stupid/silly girl, pink colour" But anyway, I hoped everyone had fun yesterday and I'll put up pictures and send them to you all once I get them okay?

And of course, special thanks to my very loved darlings... Sihui and jenny who acted as bouncers (everyone actually followed the dress code... haha), and are our lovely scammers, the lucky draw comm, Isabelle Loo who was frantically blowing balloons and tying them up at 530pm, Yifongfong who helped with the lucky draw and random stuffs we were doing that afternoon, Sarah and Yannini who got a "lost" cab driver and paid $12 plus for their cab fare from tanah merah mrt station. Yanni got scammed too =) silly girl. Love you crazy people! And sihui and belle, who wrote my card totally in green (I hate green) and shit-coloured makers.

Haha, and thanks to everyone who thought my birthday was yesterday wished me happy birthday. haha =) And thanks to Calvin for taking photos yesterday!

Thanks to my parents who love me so much and for my super over-budgeted party. Love you all too! and to my little brother who (haha) had to part with his Nintendo wii for more than 24 hours.

xx Loved At 5:05 pm
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Friday, January 11, 2008
Go Sleep!

okay. chill.

just realised what I'll be doing on my birthday, training. haha.

And oh my, I'm actually J2. AND I have juniors. Oh my.

LT5's air-con better be working on Monday, the stuffy/still/hot air kills me every time we have lectures in there.

And I want the nike bag we saw at suntec =(

xx Loved At 9:02 pm
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Going through my mind

I'm not like what a lot of people think I'm like.

I'm stressed about all sorts of things at this moment, and the last thing I need is very funny (strange) smses asking about trials tmr, thank you very much.

I ran to school today. From the zebra crossing lah. Why suddenly have assembly?!?!?! I will never run into school again.

And my sec 3/4 chinese teacher in vj actually said I look more demure now. haha. I'm sure. Obviously none of you are going to agree, I know.

I have to take bus to school tmr =(

Decided that I'm probably wasting my life away.

And I got no idea what to do on my birthday. is that amazing or what.

I have given up on the try to listen to lectures/tutorials resolution. Sit away from me if you intend to really listen to lectures. And fell asleep during econs tutorial today, at least I went for it okay? And I barely slept for 5 minutes.

I STILL haven't done my bio holiday homework.

I'm coughing like crazy.

I think I need to sleep.

xx Loved At 10:21 pm
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Monday, January 07, 2008
Red Lobster.

Am very very burnt. I must have forgot that ECP had something called "THE SUN". Like hello?!?! even my hair the parting line also sunburnt.

And I really must say that my favourite game must be the "WHOOOO!" game. haha. now like tons of people must do forfeit during OG BBQ. "retainees of valour" unite!

I've found my BIOLOGY HOMEWORK. wonderful. but no mood to do. I'm going to watch tv and relax. Think about all those tutorials tmr =) procrastinator.

xx Loved At 9:09 pm
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
I dont want to get back to lessons.

Tina Leu is in the midst of trying to locate her biology homework and textbook and it is not working.

Orientation screws up your body clock by making you have lots of muscle aches and no voice.

xx Loved At 9:47 pm
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Friday, January 04, 2008
Lose yourself.

It is million times more fun being an OGL than a freshman =)

Today was awfully crazy and fun. Especially how we (VALOUR) went to siglap KFC to eat and occupied the WHOLE THING (were supposed to go airport terminal 2 but someone said something about tight security???) and then walk to siglap park connector to attempt to feed mosquitoes (?!?!) but the ground was super wet so we decided to go VS instead, than at VS, the guard only let half of our procession in, then say what the school everywhere got cameras later he get scolded. so we walked (REST OF VALOUR) back to VJ. Being very lazy people, me, sharon, wayne and 2 freshmen hopped on a 135 at the vs stop instead! smart us. and we went crazy after we went down the bus. we did the power rangers cheer all the way to the zebra crossing and from the school gate to canteen, at 9pm! We pranked the choir people doing mass dance outside the pt area. And got a bit bored, so we decided to go walk one round around the dark dark track, singing wu3 mao2 qian2 (50cents coin) all the way round at the top o of our voices since there was no one who was anywhere near to hear us =) The others finally caught up at 9:20pm and we went to the bus bay and sung wu3 mao2 qian2 (50cents coin) without actually having the coin =) so self-high! Finally decided to play the real game and we have lots of scammers! Someone actually go pretend pretend take other coins and drop on the floor, our OG head was 100% scammed. =) Left at 10 plus pm with a very painful throat and muscle aches. god knows how many times we danced mass dance today. 6 dances X 2 + "I WANT YOU" 2 times = 14 times. wonderful. yesterday we did VJ unite 10 times. that's how you get muscle aches and everyone says orientation is like free slimming service for all OGLS. haha. just as well, it's been ages since I trained. =(

And my voice now is horrible, I can't even register my voice as my own when I talk. yucks.

And I just realised how orientation is like helping me to deny the fact that this year will be a year to freaking study. In denial. My life only revolves around mass dance, cheers, 50cents game, going crazy, doing power ranger everywhere possible, other valour OGLS, getting high, saying stupid things and jokes. Don't know how long it will take me to tone down and actually get serious, than soon it will be season, then same problem to tone down again. =(

I dare not take bus 31 to school in the mornings now, because my MP3 is in the Samsung hospital =(

Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

xx Loved At 10:50 pm
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
15 more days..

totally forgot to talk my medicine the whole of today, and now I'm feeling sick again.

and the valour cheers cannot be shut out from my head =)

bad bad headache and sore throat.

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

xx Loved At 9:33 pm
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
bimbo day

City hall mrt station

The FIRST THING we ate in 2008!
KENNY ROGERS CORN MUFFIN! LOVELY.

Okay, so yesterday spent the night/count down with tan tifen bimbo. we went to esplanade to eat THAI EXPRESS at 630pm. like super early! then walked all around marina square and played our favourite BISHI BASHI and some very funny music game which we totally suck at, it will be conquered one day =) Walked till like 10 plus and then we were supposed to go marina bay and watch fireworks, but we saw like tons of people everywhere in city link and all the couples couples and ah bengs and everything, so we headed off to my house instead. And we both agreed it was insane to squeeze with everyone else to go there unless you're in some freaking big group or with your boyfriend/girlfriend, think "the sweat and the smells and being squashed up", that's more than enough to change your mind about going!

Throughout our time at marina, our brains only had half its function available, hence, resulted in a lot of laughs.

Incident 1.
me: I think guys wear striped polo shirts very nice!
tifen: I think guys wear button blouses nicer!
me: huh?!?! you mean shirts ah?
*lots of laughs*

Incident 2.
*walking to my house*
me: eh! going to be 2009 in an hour's time!
tifen: huh?!?! you so fast go 2009 already ah?
*laughs*

Incident 3.
*we were practically dead watching the countdown on channel 5*
*m/i/c/h/e/l/l/e c/h/i/a jumps during the countdown and flashes her p/a/n/t/y*
me: Oh My God!!!! Did you see that?!!?
tifen: M/i/c/h/e/l/l/e C/h/i/a's p/a/n/t/y!!!
*laughs and laughs and we were suddenly feeling super awake!*

So, I spent 8am to now going through bio with bimbo and playing tennis and racing and dancing on Wii, and I'm suffering from severe lack of sleep and a crazy nose.

Can you imagine school starts tmr... have to go try to wear my uniform, later find out that grew fatter then cannot wear my school skirt, or maybe I grew taller!!!

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind

xx Loved At 4:05 pm
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