It's a dirty free for all

Saturday, February 27, 2010
Oh my love.

I am damn bloody depressed and eating pink candy floss in the middle of the night. Haha, okay, I'm not depressed at all, just eating pink candy floss in the middle of the night. Figured I better eat it asap because I kind of squashed it by accident yesterday!

Dropped the bf off at clarke quay just now. Didn't feel like clubbing hence didn't join. Actually I think I'm just terribly worried about Tort Mid terms on Monday. I'm screwed cause well, I started studying just now. For like 1 hour? Haha. Tuition tmr morning till noon. Then dinner out at Timbre near school! I think I really should use the in between time to go study. Maybe stake out at Starbucks =)

I want to get a Blackberry Bold 9000 =) I can say bye bye to my stupid hanging phone at the start of April and I want that BB that has the ball thing which can roll around!!! =) Then someone said I should wrap it in pink wrapper and bling it. Haha. When I told Jon, he excitedly told me to get the gossip girl phone. "HUH? WHAT GOSSIP GIRL PHONE?" Apparently in GG, when you know there's gossip, then they always show the phone which slides sideways to reveal a whole qwerty keypad? Yup, that's the GG phone. And my brother agrees that it is like that in the GG episodes. I like GG so much and huh I don't know? Haha. SO, I was thinking, I'll demand the BB, and if my father refuses to part with $$$, then I'll get that phone since it's cheaper! Then I can still make it pink anyway. BUT I STILL WANT THE BB.

And my brother bought a itouch today. Using his own $$$. Since when he has so much $$$?!?!? How come I don't have?!?!? Then being blur me because I have never seen a real one before, I thought it was an ipad, then I asked him how's his sanitary pad as a joke. Haha.

If you've been to my room anytime from about 3 months back, you'll probably see this super huge pile of clothes on my chair. Today, the pile decided to collapse. I think it's a sign that I have been adding a bit too much to the pile this week. Haha.

Damn sleepy =( But there's still so much to do!

xx Loved At 12:57 am
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
Sometimes I seriously wonder about things.

I had a movie marathon today. Back to back movies with only 5 minutes toilet break in between! Percy Jackson and then Valentine's Day. Before all that I went for meeting in school and then power yoga at noon. Somehow power yoga wasn't that killer today. Don't feel like every part is aching or anything!

Me going BKK in MAY =)

xx Loved At 11:41 pm
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
I want my chocolate poodle!

I shopped in town from 1130am till 8pm today with my lovely bimbo partner tan tifen.

And I spent $26.90+$50+$19.90+$29.90+$60+$20+$24.90+$26.90+$1.40+$1.70+$4.80+$6= $256.50(shopping)+$13.90(food)

Haha. I'm like ridiculously happy with new nice clothes!!! The bf is paying for my eyelash extensions $60, and I charged $50 + $19.90 + $29.90 to my daddy's credit card. MUAHAHA. So I'm actually only down about $100 =) =) Waiting for another of my blogshop dresses to arrive in the mail tmr =) And I didn't even go to F21 today! One of the $26.90 was actually for a hairband. Stupid tan tifen made me stand in front of the whole bowl of hairbands for like 20 mins, obviously I couldn't take it and had to buy the pretty pink one =) Shall never ever buy another hairband that costs more than $10.

Then when I get home, I realise I didn't even buy half the things I was thinking of buying. No transparent black stockings, no chiffon dress, no pink beach cover-up, no long dress to sweep the floor with, no boyfriend shirt, no short denim shorts. I only accomplished: plain tops, skirt, eyelashes. Oh, and I wasn't even supposed to do a manicure! Tan tifen's fault again. Now my nails are pastel pink and pastel purple.

And yes, I'm not at zouk, I'm at home =) And I'm going to sleep. Sorry Vinay! I couldn't drag myself out for supper! Overspent and over tired! =(

I have meeting in school at 9am?!?!?!? Then I have power yoga after. Then town again!

Think I'm banning shopping for a week or two! =)

xx Loved At 11:26 pm
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I think I have no self-control at all.

ME WANT TO BUY LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS ONLINE !!!!!!!!!!

One moment I think I need stockings, another moment I want a boyfriend shirt, the next I'm looking at satin tops, and then I remember my River island pink beach cover-up, oh shit then it's tops for school, followed by clubbing dresses.

The worst thing? If there are many colours, I WANT THEM ALL. OMG.

Tmr if shopping in town with Tifen is bad, I buy everything that I bookmarked! haha. =)

On second thoughts right, I don't really feel like clubbing tmr! Supper anyone? I feel like having the funny soup in geylang!!!

xx Loved At 11:09 pm
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I'm in hiding.

I'm am at home, was supposed to go out and study with Vinay BUT, OMG. MY BLOODY EYELASH CAME OUT. So now I officially look funny and I'm hence hiding at home. Until tmr morning when I run to far east hopefully without seeing anyone I know and get it fixed =( OMG. Disastrous.

xx Loved At 1:05 pm
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Monday, February 22, 2010
No title.

Haha, go read =)

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=298585452199

xx Loved At 12:32 am
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Sunday, February 21, 2010
According to you, according to him.

I fell asleep while trying to give the bf the silent treatment when we were arguing over stupid things just now. Show's how bloody tired I am. Now that I can go sleep, I don't feel SOOO sleepy anymore. Crap right. Considering how much entertaining there is to do tmr.

Chel won =) Nice drogba open goal!! =) freaking nervous for the ten mins before that second goals because the defence keep mis-kicking and giving me heart attacks. Cech is still the best goalkeeper and ballack looks nice in his new hair-cut =)

I'm just watching MTV music videos and since there are no more suppering, I am resorting to taking a midnight munch of famous amos cookies =) Haha. It's all the nice chart songs =)

So far:

Girlfriend

Live like you're dying

Tik Tock

Fight for this love

According to you

Some paramore song

Haven't met you yet

One time

I'm so tired of all these. I need a bloody break. Someone fly me to bangkok right now.

xx Loved At 1:20 am
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Friday, February 19, 2010
Wait for me!

I am soo bloody sleepy. And I'm going out again, the third time in a single day. And my mum refuses to let me have the car, WHEN THERE ARE TWO CARS AT HOME DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I feel like a zombie. Yup, I slept from 4am to 8am only because of stupid legal memo. I think in the last 3 days, the no. of hours I slept is definitely not more than 10 hours. I'm eating a whole bloody packet of pink candyfloss right now in hope that it will keep me going for the next 5 hours hopefully? I'm definitely coming home by 10 plus. I don't think I can go on like that for much longer. Yesterday I drank 3 large cups of coke within 5 hours to keep myself going. At least I'm glad that legal memo is over. Glad that recess week is here.

Saturday (Tmr):

Tuition 10am - 1130am

Lunch with cousins/family

Sunday:

People visiting my house for CNY Lunch time

Jon's soccer match 5pm

xx Loved At 5:11 pm
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
Beautiful

MY BRAND NEW KATE SPADE SCHOOL BAG =)

The colour is actually darker in real life. =)

Am in an extremely unhappy mood. Why? Because I cannot decide if the legal writing assignment is (1) economic duress or (2) undue influence or (3) gratuitous promise. These are the kind of days that I feel very dumb. I flip and flip and attempt to decide by looking furmston's contract law textbook and this already happens to be the 3rd time I'm reading the same thing in in 24 hours okay. This is fucking frustrating. I think I shall leave now and go shop around in Plaza Sing before settling down at Starbucks with my very frustrating assignment again.

Did I mention that yesterday, in a space of 5 minutes, I somehow managed to accidentally make my 50 shade eye-shadow palette fly into my toilet bowl, and then with butter-fingers I dropped my compact face powder and it was cracked and gone. What an eventful 5 minutes right! At least now I actually have an excuse to buy more eyeshadow, and luckily the compact was more than half used. Talking about makeup, I live in fear every day that my eyelash extensions will fall out. Haha. Every morning (and basically whenever there's a mirror around) I check that they are all still there, so OMG, PLEASE DON'T FALL OUT FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Now I don't even bother going out with eyeliner anymore, because it actually looks like there is (thanks to the extensions). Someone actually said they look quite real?!?!?!? Like HUH. HELLO. It's 12mm long, how can extensions look real!!!

Okay, am going off to do some retail therapy/boost Singapore's economy.

xx Loved At 11:32 am
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I am too lazy to paint my nails.

The boyfriend is at zouk. I'm at home. Nothing interesting to do, though have a legal memo to do. Is my legal memo so screwed or what. I just only read the question. Haha. Shit right. And it's due on Friday 3pm, supposed to have like a few drafts by now. I have nothing to show for. Screwed damn bad I know.

Tmr I'm just going to camp at Cathay Starbucks and attempt to get out a draft by 5pm. Then hopefully another draft by the AM and then a final one before noon on Friday.

Lately I don't know why it's always when I'm at zouk, the boyfriend is at home. When he's clubbing, I'm at home. Sometimes I wonder how things became like that, I think maybe it was my fault.

Oh my love it's you that I dream of,

Oh my love since that day,

Somewhere in my heart, I'm always

Dancing with you in the summer rain.

Doesn't matter what I do now,

Doesn't matter what I say,

Somewhere in my heart, I'm always

Dancing with you in the summer rain.

xx Loved At 12:33 am
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Bye Bye My Friend.

Am so bloody tired.

BUT there's contract presentation tmr at noon.

HENCE, need to stay up to do my script plus all the keynote stuff.

Cannot find all my cue cards.

Am super sleepy.

Stupid contract law.

xx Loved At 11:37 pm
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
I suspect I'm going to smile myself to sleep =)

10pm In my bedroom lazing in bed using the computer

10:05pm Hears toffee shouting his head off at don't-know-what, doesn't care about it

10:10pm Hears the door being unlocked and the gate sound, mum calls out for me to come down

10:15pm Come down to investigate what on earth was going on so late at night and ... ...

*SEES A DELIVERY BOX WITH FLOWERS AND A PAIR OF TEDDYS =) *

xx Loved At 10:53 pm
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
Sometimes, life's like that =)

Today, I ended up not going for Power Yoga class. Haha. That's was after I was already at Cathay, which means I could have slept for another 4 hours?!?!? The class was damn full and I already felt tired just looking at them do the poses. Haha, hence, I took my stuff from the locker, and went straight to town, AND I GOT EYELASH EXTENSIONS THAT ARE 12MM LONG. Now it feels like I perennially have falsies on, which is not really great because I have to keep reminding myself that no, I do not want to tug them out like my clubbing falsies. The moment I stepped into my house gate, my wonderful mother exclaims that they're too long and that they're vampish. Woohoo. I couldn't stop crying today, because of the eyelash extensions! The glue stings and omg, the tears just keep falling and I had to stay at the shop and dry them with the fan for half and hour!! Haha.

Tmr:

Lunch with mummy

Pilates

Contract group meeting

Then meeting the very sad boyfriend who is doing medical centre overnight duty now!

Me want to play L4D2 =(

Me miss my silly boyfriend

Me is sleepy

Photos from wednesday night! We practically didn't take any photos inside zouk. Haha. Me and Tifen waiting at Taka Basement 1 bench t

aking stupid photos! For more just go facebook okay! =)

xx Loved At 8:09 pm
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Monday, February 08, 2010
It's been a rough week for you and me.

Sometimes I really just don't know. If I had asked beforehand, if I had asked for your permission, was there a slight chance that you might have let me do so? I know how you feel about this topic, I know it from what you say, from what you ask me, from the little things that you do. I'm sorry that I did not tell you, but as I friend, I guess I would have done the same thing. But you just walked out and left. Yeah, I know that you're pissed, but I'm sorry, you left me disappointed. I missed you for the whole day and I thought you were coming over early for dinner, I even willingly agreed to come over after I end class at 10 pm tomorrow because you missed me too. But you just left and you didn't even let me explain. Part of me wanted to call out to you to come back, but a part of me told me to forget it.

I know I have not been the easiest to handle. Somehow, the last few weeks haven't been easy.

But sometimes, you just break my heart like that. I wish this wasn't the case.

xx Loved At 2:17 am
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Sunday, February 07, 2010
To all cheating men, castrate =)

Laugh your head off.

Think her pronunciation is as bad as ever!

Safe Sex with Ris Low from clicknetwork on Vimeo.

xx Loved At 12:56 pm
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Saturday, February 06, 2010
I think the only word that can be used right now is "fuck".

I predict that life is going to be shit from now all the way till Tuesday night. Definitely feels so. There are sooooo many things to finish with all the deadlines looming like shit. I think this is shitty. Excuse me for shitting cause it's a horrible life and omg. Horrible sounds not enough!

PLUS. I have classes at 930 till 12nn, 330pm till 645pm tmr (WHICH IS TODAY ACTUALLY) damn it. Which also means that I have to wake up at 8am which happens to be 5 and a 1/2 hours from now. Shit. THEN I HAVE YET TO DO MY FREAKING IDEA JOURNAL WHICH IS DUE ON TUESDAY AND IS WORTH BLOODY HIGH PERCENTAGE FOR CT. Stupid me, stupid procrastination. Damn.

Haven't read anything much for the 6 hours of lessons that is looming and am I so not screwed. I need sleep but I can't help worrying about everything.

Weird thing is I don't feel like crying, I just feel worried. Haha. Weird.

Damn it. I shall go do something academic.

xx Loved At 2:13 am
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Thursday, February 04, 2010
Life after you =)

Today at yoga class, I counted doing the downward-facing-dog-pose 28 times. By mid-class, I was already dying and it was definitely power yoga. Every time the instructor (his name is Dr Venky, haha but he's very nice =) said go into child-pose (resting pose), I'm like all yays!, in normal yoga, we usually stay in this pose for like half a minute or more and it's really comfortable, so I associate it with rest from the crazy poses. BUT IN POWER YOGA, HE PROBABLY GIVES LIKE 5 SECONDS THEN SAYS GET UP AND GO TO *SOME OTHER POSE*. Every time he does that, I'm like "what?!?! so fast?!?!?", then reluctantly get into the next one. Very reluctantly. But today, I learnt where my hamstring muscle is (if you didn't already know, it's the muscle at the bottom of your upper thigh!), and I realised that yoga trains you to listen. Sometimes the instructor doesn't do a demo along with us, but he just narrates what to do, like "slide your left foot in front, go into tip toe position, etc", then some people are like equally lost, so you really have to listen and do instead of relying on looking at other people.

Wanted to talk about more random stuff, but online shopping is wwwaaaaaayy more fun. Haha. =)

xx Loved At 11:14 pm
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Wednesday, February 03, 2010
I'm eating pink candy floss in class. haha.

Haha, my brain is totally not concentrating during class. And I'm reading fmylife now. Haven't read it in ages but there's really nothing to do now, so oh well =) Entertainment for awhile =)

"Today, I found out that my girlfriend had replaced our picture in her locket for a picture of Taylor Lautner shirtless. FML"

"Today, I was watching a horror movie with my girlfriend. Suddenly, the killer jumped on screen. My girlfriend screamed. I peed myself. FML"

"Today, my boyfriend admitted that he'd like to dress me in a squirrel suit and chase me through the forest.This was the surprising result of a discussion on how to spice up our love life. FML"

"Today, I was in an elevator, and the hot girl who lives in my building and who I have a crush on got in. She was in a wheelchair with a broken leg, I panicked and tried to flirt with her, and I said 'Nice chair.' She replied 'Nice bruise' and punched me in the nuts. FML"

"Today, at four in the morning, I was asleep with my boyfriend beside me. I started yelling at him in my sleep and broke up with him. When I woke up, he was gone. FML"

"Today, my fiancé told me he didn't have the money to make payments on my engagement ring and that I either have to return it, or make the payments myself. Now we aren't engaged any more, and are "dating." FML"

"Today, my boyfriend and I were having a make-out session in the backseat of his car, when we heard a voice coming from his pants. Who did he pocket dial? My house. At midnight, when I was supposed to be home. FML"

"Today, to my surprise my girlfriend said, "I've never felt this way before." We have been dating for six months, and I knew that I loved her, so I replied, "Me neither, I love you." There was a long awkward pause. Turns out, she was talking about her abnormally painful period cramps. FML"

Haha. Not all are funny. But some are like totally "****". The second one reminded me of some channel 8 tv show that pamela and I were watching when we were at tamp 1 having a pedicure yesterday night. This stupid guy was sooo bloody scared of lizards! Haha. Guys should never be scared of lizards/worms/cockroaches/etc. Even if you all are scared, it should never be shown. Haha. If not who's going to kill and exterminate the yucky stuff if they appear in houses?!!?!?

xx Loved At 12:17 pm
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