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Monday, April 30, 2007
run run run!

damn tired now. ran 3 rounds around the school. thats almost 3 km. the first 2 rounds continuous okay like most of the team ran. hahah. and i ran with carmen choy for the 3rd round after the soccer match. haha. we damn funny. we ran out of the grandstand as soon as everyone was going to sing the victorian anthem. haha.

and omg, we going to do PW tmr. 9am

I WANT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN 3! DAMN PW. omg. i really wanna watch it tmr. =( why u tell me the secret! now i want to watch... damn saddening. damn it.

accomplishment: i got 41% for my horrible chem lect test. the one right smack in the middle of season. haha. dont ask me how i got it, i got no idea. haha. didnt study, only know the basic like pv=nrt. haha.

and hopefully i passed bio test today! i really dont wanna go remedial. waste time!

damn it. i really wanna watch spiderman tmr.


xx Loved At 8:59 pm
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
you dont have to show that your sad even if u are.

i was at my grandfather's house when i received a phone call. unknown number. then i slid my phone up and said hello. and it was a person i knew from table tennis, and he asked me how was my season went. he really didnt mean it. but i totally snapped back and said, "ask coach. i dont want to talk about it." and i hung up immediately. now i'm regretting i snapped at you. sorry sorry.

i promise i'll forget about it. and i'll be stronger next time. but just not yet.


xx Loved At 11:02 pm
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chocolate moves the world.

okay. significantly happier. after lots of choc and choc cake.

i seriously think my body clock is screwed up. i sleep about 1 am or 2 am and i wake up at 11 am in the morning. and then i eat breakfast at 12pm then lunch at 3pm. damn screwed. i'm soo going to sleep early tonight =) tmr got biology photosynthesis test. i'm so not going to fail it and go for remedial.


xx Loved At 1:59 pm
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

damn sad now k.

dont even try to talk to me unless your intention is to cheer me up.

if not, get out of my sight.


xx Loved At 9:50 pm
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Friday, April 27, 2007

i was just updating pictures on friendster. then i looked at all our vjtt photos. and i just sat there and stare. i realised how much you all have been part of my life. now it feels like part of my life is gone. no more trainings. and we just have random outings. so sad.

vjtt bbq+sleepover 25th may. (last day of school)
who cant make it please tell me asap k.

today went kai kai. and i was wet from the stupid rain, hungry and sleepy. the worst combination. until i ate auntie anne's cinnamon sugar pretzel! haha. then after that i very happy already. haha.

then went home and i'm sleepy now. cant believe it.

chel is playing again tmr! hopefully its not too early, if not cant watch!

i wanna change my phone! its going crazy! and i wanna cut my hair too! haha. and shop and buy stuff and sleep and eat and haha. lots of stuff. (this bit is very random)


xx Loved At 9:58 pm
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
just thinking.

i was damn sleepy today. slept only 4 hours. and fine. man u won milan. my eyes were like half open the whole day, and my answer to pratically everything was an yes, ya, hm, ok... haha. one worded answers. so sorry to all of u all who tried to talk to me. really damn tired that i couldnt even fluctutate between being high and being low. haha. and there's a chel match tonite =)

and today i really came to realise something very funny. all the people whom i know or are aquantaince with or only know me by face, either really hates me or loves me. haha. i really cant think of anyone intermediate. haha. if you dislike me, i really make you more and more pissed with me and hate me, dont i. haha. i think by that time i dont exactly care if you just dislike me or hate me. haha. but in the other case, there are lots of pple who love me too! haha. much much more i guess. haha.

i just came across this song from michael learns to rock called 'take me to your heart', haha. found it in my little bro's MP3 player. and i really wonder how come i didnt hear of this song b4. since i listen to quite a few MLTR songs. damn nice, and damn emo.

really need to go do some retail therapy and eat lots and lots of gummies to keep myself happy.

i wanna start training! like now! life is like totally mundane with studying and i'm super amused when i reach home before 5pm. i never ever used to be able to be back b4 6pm for at least 4 days.

i really hate guessing pple's intentions. and i didnt know so many things have been going on without me noticing. should really wake up to the surroundings now.


xx Loved At 6:44 pm
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
haha. sengkang comp.

we owned the sengkang comp... haha. top 4 all from vjc. top 8 got 7 out of 8 is from vjc. haha. and we got $275 altogether for our bbq! haha. we rock! haha. and to carmen and suchen: yuqin and i totally owned you too in doubles. haha. 8-0 ! then 11-3. haha. and our pictures from yesterday are officially on flickr already. i deleted like tons of my other photos so that you all can comfirm see the pics la. so nice! and i have decided that i like our sushi addidas jersey better than the black and pink one! at least it doesnt look so cutey. but i still like pink k. just not for our table tennis jersey. and its so small! haha.

vjtt team dinner photos!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/tinaleu/

and omg! i'm going to upload photos of all the stuff i bought like in the last week in my next post!! haha. cause i'm too lazy to do it now! haha.

i forgot to say this, i'm sooooo freaking glad a got a nice pw group. haha .

and i need to go shopping. desperately. and people pls ask me to go study! haha. should really stop and tone down abit. start studying before i die for mid-years! haha. and we're all going out to study on wed! haha.

and to sihui: good luck for CO concert!

i still love vjtt!


xx Loved At 5:40 pm
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Friday, April 20, 2007
jumbo dinner!

omg! i'm super high during our team dinner today! haha. eat and eat and eat and omg. just kept eating! haha. i'm uploading the photos now k. so relax. i feel like a pig! we just kept ordering more and more fried man tou's! haha. 45 pieces in all to be exact! haha. and we really cam-whored alot! haha.

the sad part is that tmr's comp only have top 4 prizes!and they are not ntuc vouchers. plus i got no idea wher is sengkang or how to get there. haha. i got no idea why anyone would want ntuc vouchers but we want! then can have a gigantic sumptous bbq! i love you all like lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots! haha.

i'm super sleepy now and i think i'm going to sleep since i'm getting a headache. haha. must be all that highness. haha. good nites!


xx Loved At 11:06 pm
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
****

today had individuals. okay. i know i'm bad. i really didnt fight for the first 2 sets. only kind of did in the last one. but i'm regretting it now k. nvm. besides the point that we havent trained for a week and my forehand sucks now. anyway. carmen and i are once again went for ulu outing today. and we omg. bought stuff. i really feel shit, i have $70 left for the whole freakin month. i feel horrible since i'm going out everyday and i'm spending money like nobodies' business. omg. freak. today we each bought a clutch that was on sale at rusty for like $9.90. the original price was like 20 or 30 plus. haha. i saw the price and in my mind, it was like sold already. haha. then yesterday we bought a necklace each from diva. and i'm officially broke but still spending. damn.
and i'm finally done with pi k. i'm damn glad its over finally.


i'm pissed again. but i bet everyone will agree that i should be pissed off totally.
i really want to scold you that classic word. but i decided not to waste my breath on pple like you. see suchen's blog post for what i think you are. and also, we really used to think that **jc tt pple are so nice, and since our teammate knows some of u. and i'm sooo sorry. we respected you, and since you said this, you have totally lost all respect we have for you. and you know wads is worse? i have lost respect for **tt team too. your whole team. yes. and its your fault. too. and for your info, we were not arrogant, and we do not hate you to the max. we're not so low-down.



xx Loved At 9:16 pm
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
ice cream!

omg. i got so distracted yesterday i forgot to blog bout wad we did! haha...

yesterday we went to eat free ben and jerry's ice cream at united square or novena square! haha. omg. we queued for 1/2 and hour. but who cares! we did it as a team... haha. and some of us are sooo freaking amused that we were actually queueing for free ice cream! haha. but who cares! haha.... damn happy. then sadly, cookie dough was finished! crap la. i love cookie dough! so lots of us ate choc fudge brownie instead! and then we went to eat subway. then went to make our very very very very nice vjtt shirt... haha. damn nice. tan chun's design rocks! haha. we spent like 1 hour at the t shirt printing shop and argued our the shirt, the printing, whether the names are in the front or the back, wad size to get and everything... haha. i bet the uncle was damn amused with us... haha.

haha. and tmr have individuals match at cchms. i shall not say what i really think of it here. wont sounds very right. but anyway, carmen and i are apparently going to have ulu outing, so if any vjtt sees this, join us tmr k! i think carmen wants to watch her cookie tmr. haha.

and we bought a nice pink and red necklace from diva... haha. $19 for 2! haha. and i'm on a spending spree. which is bad. and good as i'm happier. haha. and i bought marshmallows and gummies for you all to eat during tutorials and lecture tmr!!! haha. and i'm not going econs tmr! haha. got match... haha. i feel so xin4 fu2 that i do not have to go econs. i havent gone econs tutorial for like 3 weeks already. haha.

saturday's coming! omg. we must sweep all 8 prizes.! haha. hopefully no one joins the ulu comp. haha. then easier! and we ate ice cream at macs again today! haha. i'm very high at the moment. damn tired from training today. haha. i shall stop my highness by doing my pi... haha.

i still love vjtt!


xx Loved At 8:54 pm
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
smile smile laugh laugh

i'm happy today. at least happier. i dont know why but i get the feeling that at this point in time, we are only comfortable being with each other. we dont exactly feel as fitting with our class anymore. and omg. the freaking jackets. but nvm. we're getting another shirt! i cannot imagine this. haha. and i think we spent hell long in that t-shirt printing shop. i reached home at 9:10pm. thanks ah. i know pratically all of u reached home before 845.

and i read my horoscope today. on the LIFE! newspaper one. i read it and laughed. haha. it was totally amusing.

and i'm doing pi now. which ultimately i must admit, sucks the freaking life out of me. like ****. yes. i'm still cutting down on them. just that these few days really pissed me off totally that i said how many aloud. i swear to say less. on the account that i dont get pissed at anyone/anything.

omg. we're training tmr. like finally.


xx Loved At 9:45 pm
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Monday, April 16, 2007
emo post

i feel really ought to hang a board around my neck that says " emotionally unstable. do Not mention anything to do with a'div in front of me of you can go die. and i am not okay, so please STOP asking if i'm ok or not because although its nice of you to show concern, i'm going to feel worse. so please excuse yourself from my sight and get lost if you intend to do any of these. if not, **** you. and dont bother asking me whats wrong becaz i totally have no interest in repeating the story to anyone anymore"

and everyone please try hard not to piss me off this few weeks.

and i really hate assemblys. and i know you all hate it too. bear with it. it will be over soon.

i really feel that i dont know my friends anymore. if i need to say anything, its always someone from vjtt. no one knows how i freaking feel right now. and i'm trying to drown myself by studying. which is not exactly working quite well. and i am still proud of all of you, and still love you all as much, but its just that i'm still in self-denial. i really need to wake up. ****. yes, i know i'll eventually forget, we'll eventually be stronger, and we will once again fight and give all we've got, but its just not now. no laugh or smile is true anymore. i just want to wallow in my bed and not get up in the morning, not listen to stupid announcements, not hear anything about anything, dont bother about pissing anyone or getting pissed by someone or anything at all.

"why is tina crying?" dont you dare ask me.


xx Loved At 8:16 pm
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
still not immune at all.

i'm quite pissed off. i dont want to guess any more people's intentions. this is making me damn irritated. whatever you want to say to me, say it in my face you idiot. if i get pissed with you, it'll probably be for only a few days.

and i really really really really really really really HATE Pw already. is that supposed to be good? nvm. maybe i just hate PI. and i'll probably not hate the rest UNLESS i get a super horrible group or sth. OMG. my Pi is really due on wed. and i have to totally do it again by tmr. i'm dreading tmr. and once i have done my pw tonite, i'll be saying i cant wait till tmr. how fast i can really change my mind about tmr.

i am going to really enjoy myself for another week or two before i TRY to study what i have missed out on for the last 2 months. then we should all start booking each other to go study during the june hols. NO mugging until june... haha. another one of theories. i might just go crazy studying the whole of june. but we're having a vjtt bbq or sth rite? haha. we're going to sweep all the top 8 prizes in that comp... haha. and hopefully end up with a few hundred dollars worth of NTUC vouchers! haha. then we can have a BIG bbq. haha. i think its so sweet of us to "work hard" in the comp to take all 8 prizes so that we can virtually have a free-of-charge bbq! haha.

there are ants on my table again. i got no idea why. but since i'm in a slightly happier mood at this moment, i'll shall go search for the thing (which is prob a sweet lying around) that is attracting them... haha. i just wanna find some mundane thing to do instead of my pi. this sucks.

and stop giving me that look.


xx Loved At 5:29 pm
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
adapting back to life

went to music fest yesterday. after going out with carmen, tanchun, janica and pamela to kenny rogers at suntec for lunch! i'll upload the photos here another day ok. i'm not in an uploading mode at the moment. anyway, music fest i must say was not bad. i think i did enjoy myself, just not as much as i wanted to. but everyone who performed were really good k! and isabellebellelooloo and i continued our cam-whoring. haha.

then today went to school early in the morning or some parent principal meeting. it was really just the same thing we've been listening to so many times. but i guess the parents felt it was good. then me and my mummy went to raffles city at 12 to shop. i really want to buy lots of stuff. but we ended up not finding anything i wanted to buy and we went to eat crepes at the crepe restuarant at the basement. and then we met my little bro and father and we went to city link to shop. haha. and i got no idea why. but i bought another 2 skinny polo tees. haha. and then it was off to home and i feel asleep reading a book can. haha. i didnt know i was really that tired. just drifted off like that. i still wanna go shopping. but i guess my mummy's too busy to go with me. so yup. lets have a class outing or someone have a birthday soon so we have an excuse to go town or sth to shop!

Smile =)


i really dont want to do this. but some freaking pple are just so unfeeling. and i kind of never expected you to say this kind of things. maybe you have pathetic EQ skills or whatsoever. THANKS DAMN MUCH FOR GOING you didnt even get top 4 ? IN MY FACE! f**k. get out of my sight and just never appear within 100metres of me. you suck.


xx Loved At 5:40 pm
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
vjtt forever

omg. i have to say this. i know that if you didnt see us go thru this, you would never really feel wad i'm feeling now or really understand what i'm typing below. but i feel i really have to say this out now...

today was really one of the proudest day of my life. i felt happy getting the 1st runners-up trophy last year. but it will never ever beat how i happy and proud i am of everyone today. firstly, we never once ever gave up. and we never gave up on anyone. so wad if we lost to nanyang? we supported each other. the crying ones consoled the other crying ones. the seniors coming down to help us and support us. everyone really did give their best today, and for that reason alone, we can walk with our heads held high! who would have thought lilin could fght with bo wen 8-11? i'm really sooooo proud of all of us. so proud that carmen and i cried for the fight lilin was putting up against bowen. today was the first day vjtt'07 really cheered like nobodies' business. the first point that we won against bowen, i'm sure we all shouted and cheered out LOUD and i'm sure we were all shocked by the result: it was full of deafening clapping and cheers of joy and faith. i tell you, even though we lost, we owned the whole freaking hall today. we owned it not with our skills, but with our spirit, with our determination to not go down without a fight and for the team. we have showed others what we can do with our team spirit. i'm sure no one from any school can say that we didnt fight and give it our best shot today. and i'm sure i have seen no team in a'div that is so supportive of one another and who absolutely loves their teammates and team so much. li xuan was sweating when she played with carmen, hci's coach had to call for a time-out so many times. we totally scared them. so although we are not in top 4 this year, i think i'd rather see this scene of a united vjtt'07 today, then a scene of us thrashing HCI and NYJC anyday. for not getting into top 4, its really not anyone's fault, if anyone is to blame, only the whole team can be blamed. not individuals not the coach not our opponents. we will learn from our mistakes and re-build the team and so what if we're not ceded next year? we will show everyone what a united team can do and prove everyone wrong.

we really rocked the whole hall today. and u can only imagine how proud i am of all of us today. i love you all and vjtt forever!



thanks to all of you who msged me and really encouraged me, i really have very very nice classmates and ex-classmates and school mates and seniors and omg. i'm just soo happy. i lub u all dip dip. thank you!


xx Loved At 10:01 pm
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
match tmr

GO VJTT!
relax and believe in ourselves!

GO CHELSEA!


xx Loved At 10:06 pm
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Monday, April 09, 2007
training today!

if you are feeling bored or have nothing to do, or just feel like ponning lessons or school...

come support vjtt at chung gheng high school main!
VJC vs NYJC 2pm
and
VJC vs HCI at 2pm.

yays!

and i believe that we can make it happen...


xx Loved At 9:15 pm
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
tmr's monday again! crap.

I AM GOING TO DO MY PI TONIGHT...
i promise to do so. if not i can go die tmr. its already 6 days late...

we had training today... YES! on sunday... haha. and then we ordered thaipan in!! yays! except today's phad thai not enough ketchup. the QC no very good. the last time was too much ketchup la... haha. and we couldnt ask for free dessert =( but the prawn balls were not bad! though i'm quite sure the ones we ate today was not the one we had in mind.

and omg.. can pple please send me songs. i'm abit sick of the songs on my comp now. send me when i'm online k.

and man u lost!!!!!!! YAYS! now the gap is only 3 points! and chelsea still has a match with man u at stamford bridge! ahhahaahaha... damn happy. so sad for yuqin! haha. =P

its going to rain now... but its good since i'm going to sleep now.. haha. vital afternoon nap. since i'm bringing my doggie out later. dont know go wher yet though. maybe to east coast or pasir ris park there to run and play. haha. its so sad that there are no parks/beaches or anything near tanah merah. then can bring him everyday! now still have to go drive out n everything. quite a large scale affair to bring him out.

and thanks for pei-lian-ning today... =)

omg. there is school tmr. and the worst thing is that there is 3 periods of GP tmr. omg. its so screwed. i hope we can all resist the urge to fall asleep. (and i havent done my 1 month long overdue GP essay. haha)


xx Loved At 3:09 pm
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
ambush @ taka basement

just got back from orchard! and to prove my efficiency, i am in the midst of uploading our photos that we took like 1 hour ago! they will be on flickr asap k! haha. and so happy again! love u all. and we once again multi-shot ourselves like tons of times! haha. too bad for belle belle!

oh! and our addidas shorts have finally arrived! haha. and apparently the xs changed to s and the s to m and so forth. so much confusion. haha. and we bathed in school again and had canadian pizza for lunch. awww.

and happy birthday to margaret, marjorie and man pin! (all names happen to start with M)

training in school tmr at 10am. i should really sleep early tonite.


xx Loved At 10:12 pm
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Friday, April 06, 2007
we can as long as we know we can.

kind of disastrous day which turned out not so bad afterall. everything we were supposed to do and eat we all didnt. and we ended up eating frog porridge. though none of my cousins and i ate it... haha. eee. frog porridge. FROG?!? nvm...

anyway, i still havent done pi, didnt go to the dentist this morning becaz i was too sleepy to get out of bed, didnt go fishing, didnt eat dinner at the bottle tree restaurant thing, and didnt touch my books at all. this is really bad.

and really thanks to all my nice friends who have been telling to just dont care about work now and just give my 100% to table tennis a'div season. i bet my teachers wont exactly be happy to hear that. haha. and thanks to zong who told me not to be stressed bout work. haha. i really really love all of you! and also jennys who gave me a big hug on thurs! thanks to all of you who really gave me support when i really needed some.

and to vjtt:

WE CAN WIN AS LONG AS WE BELIEVE IN OURSELVES!
WHO CARES WHO THEY HAVE OR HOW "GOOD" THEY SUPPOSEDLY ARE,
IF WE NEVER TRY, WE WOULDNT KNOW WE CAN WIN!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELVES AS HOW THE WHOLE TEAM BELIEVES IN YOU!
I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL LOTS
AND LETS GIVE IT OUR BEST FIGHT
AND WE WILL BE REWARDED AS SUCH!

GO VJTT'07!
IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A WORD...


xx Loved At 8:39 pm
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Thursday, April 05, 2007

i really got no idea why i am waiting for u to call.

something just tells me to hold on and wait a little longer.

but the feeling i get is that you already forgotten.

STUPID girl. move on! stop thinking about the past! it was already over so long ago.


xx Loved At 10:13 pm
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suntec subway rocks!

table tennis a'div top 6 draw:

1. RJC, SAJC,MJC
2. VJC, HCI,NYJC

lalala. not feeling anything right now. today i finally understood why lots of people say i look damn fierce when i play a'div comp. haha. and right after i finish playing, its back to my usual joking, smiling face. haha. i got no idea why its like that. i found it quite amusing today... haha. we won acjc 5-0. another nice annoncement in assembly on monday. and we went to suntec for dinner. but we practically ate dinner at 5pm. since we had no guys team to support. you could see all the other school's girls team all staying back to support, but we practically walked out after the draw finished and after our very loud VJ whoosh. some how i think we kind of expected this draw (Its exactly the same as last year's tt a div. haha. but i think it wasnt MJC but some other jc. cant rmb really.) it seems like every year is like playing history back again. and i really love my form today. maybe wasnt put to the real test yet but at least its the best opponent i played in a'div this year, so far. and then we saw the individuals comp fixtures. we had a damn good laugh at it. yes, some pple very luckily will get into top 8. its really luck. i dont see yuqin or carmen losing to them at all. and i dont understand why J1s cannot play under-20 individuals.

and we're going out again! yays! i really miss you guys. its seems soo long since we went out. when actually it was just 2 weeks ago? and i really dont wanna go ambush! i want all of us to sit in a big table and we can all talk/bitch/cam-whore/whatever u name it. and i really got no idea wad kind of restaurant calls itself ambush. are u sure its even called ambush?!?!? some dont know what pasta shop in ngee ann city... and maho ah, u didnt even tell us the details about what time we're meeting and wher. you just said this sat dinner. and i'm kindda irritated by u. u didnt help me chope a seat on the bus this morning! so evil. and you missed the freaking bus! i could have taken the 635am bus 31 at tanah merah k. and u still say if i miss the bus you will get down and wait for me. wad rubbish! and belle! WHY ARENT U GOING TMR. =( i bet u miss me lots! haha.

someone please save my PI. my mind is all about table tennis and a'div now. and possibly for the next few weeks. this is really screwed. DO YOUR PI!

and i found out today that you really dont know how tired you are physically until you go and take a bath. it really sucks to feel all your muscles tired. but i guess lots of hot water and nice-smelling soap helps lots. one day, i'll sit in my bathroom and blow bubbles from the body foam like when i was a little girl.

i really felt like shouting at you what your problem is! why dont u believe in me.

为什么你还是不言不语
难到你不懂我的心


xx Loved At 7:57 pm
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too. I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten. So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.
I'm a fool Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...


xx Loved At 7:24 pm
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go vjtt!

i havent done PI! shit la.

and i ponned school today.
i'm just sooo freaking tired.
(i woke up at 11am today =)


xx Loved At 12:55 pm
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
its sunday!

i really should get down to doing my bio assignments. just really no mood to do it. but i really really hope i'll do it later. haha. i'm resorting to typing it out now. think my hand is too lazy to write anything more than a paragraph now.

and omg. i wake up everyday with muscle aches that i think i'm used to it already. its practically a habit now to wake up in the morning and when i stretched my legs, i feel like : shit, why on earth are my muscles aching. then i rmb : oh, i trained yesterday. this is seriously quite funny. and i dont exactly rmb what i did yesterday anymore. becaz its either one of these things: training, watching tv, eatin, sleeping lazing around. and there was a stupid cockroach b4 training yesterday. and when we saw it crawling, suchen and i totally screamed and ran. haha. and can you imagine coach very calmly taking a plastic bag and picking the cockroach up and letting it go at somewhere hopefully far far away. and insisting that we should not kill it. i seriously must diagree about letting it go. can you imagine it reproducing many more small cockroaches?!?!? omg. this is getting quite gross.

the school was so quiet when we trained yesterday morning, there was no more cheerleading pple all over the school practising for sports day. no more large groups of non-sports/performing arts pple around the school on saturdays or after 7pm. so different from just a few days ago.

and chelsea won 1-0! watched the whole match and was really falling off the sofa downstairs until the 92nd min. and then all the chelsea players were sooooooo freaking happy!!! yays! and i really must say this again, ballack is very cute! =)

i finally went friendster today... haha. then i looked at all my old pics. and i had a good laugh. and decided to change like practically 90% of them to newer pics. haha. then i got reminded of manpin who loves friendster so much. and i realised that vjtt 07 never ever took a picture together. we must really take one soon. =)

i promise to settle everything else once a div ends...


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