Sunday, October 08, 2006
i'm having the freaking feeling agen. i tink i am feeling stressed. i'm am so going to screw bio tmr. i lazed away my whole weekend. i regret it. but i couldnt stop myself. now i'm agen having the dreaded feeling of sitting for an exam paper when i noe i wont do well and that i didnt even give studying for it like 80% . crap. i hate myself.
esspecially when i feel horrible, i feel alone. okay. mebi i AM alone now. (thats besides the point) but nvm. i'll think about my future after tuesday's paper is over. or when my brain is not so clogged up with stupid bio stuff.
and i tink i am not the type of person who can let go very well. i keep trying to tell myself that my bio is screwed. so just have a peace of mind and go to sleep or go and relax. but i cant let go. i just keep worrying. and it gets worse as nothing and no one can cheer or even try to cheer me up nowadays. just spiralling further and further into irrtation. (omg, i sound like i wanna commit suicide... haha)
xx Loved At 9:21 pm
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