Monday, April 16, 2007
emo post
i feel really ought to hang a board around my neck that says " emotionally unstable. do Not mention anything to do with a'div in front of me of you can go die. and i am not okay, so please STOP asking if i'm ok or not because although its nice of you to show concern, i'm going to feel worse. so please excuse yourself from my sight and get lost if you intend to do any of these. if not, **** you. and dont bother asking me whats wrong becaz i totally have no interest in repeating the story to anyone anymore"
and everyone please try hard not to piss me off this few weeks.
and i really hate assemblys. and i know you all hate it too. bear with it. it will be over soon.
i really feel that i dont know my friends anymore. if i need to say anything, its always someone from vjtt. no one knows how i freaking feel right now. and i'm trying to drown myself by studying. which is not exactly working quite well. and i am still proud of all of you, and still love you all as much, but its just that i'm still in self-denial. i really need to wake up. ****. yes, i know i'll eventually forget, we'll eventually be stronger, and we will once again fight and give all we've got, but its just not now. no laugh or smile is true anymore. i just want to wallow in my bed and not get up in the morning, not listen to stupid announcements, not hear anything about anything, dont bother about pissing anyone or getting pissed by someone or anything at all.
"why is tina crying?" dont you dare ask me.
xx Loved At 8:16 pm
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