It's a dirty free for all

Saturday, July 28, 2007
yellow rubber ducky

I realised I always bully you. actually sihui probably bullies you more! carrying our files and my jacket and going to get our stuffs from the locker and going to the toilet with me every lecture and slacking to go to the bookshop during lectures and running silly errands and dancing the stupid ballerina dance I so-called invented! yes, I know I owe you 1 cup of bubble tea now for dancing the stupid dance in front of the bus 76 today after college day, but it's not fair, since I bet no one saw it =( and how I always say you don't qualify to be a bimbo and you're always our chor lor queen, and always saying that "you should walk home so that you can lose fats" thing! but you know I never ever mean any of the mean stuff I say and we 3 do stupid things all the time. (especially the "see who can't think of an animal" game we played today in the LT and we started shouting random stuff at each other after awhile, like godzilla, kangkong, thesaurus dinosaur like they were ever animals!) although you're really always chor lor and bullying me too! but i love you silly isabellebellelooloo and thanks for always agreeing to be dragged to the toilet just to stare at ourselves in the mirror! I'm so nice. now I allow you to buy me and sihui bubble tea too! =)

I've always been noticing you around school. I just couldn't remember why. I thought that i recognised you because you were in my friend's CCA. but I just realised 1 moment ago why I noticed you the first time round, haha. because one of my guy friends claims you're not bad looking and showed me your blog which had your pictures. haha. I have no comments. this is so random, but it feels like I've solved a tough mystery. haha.

I really feel like giving up sometimes and just tell people in their face that I quit. but I don't know what is just holding me back from going crazy. sometimes I feel that its really a waste of time and energy and I really don't want to spend time with you and you and you and you and you and you and..... but I still try to smile and be nice and its really tiring me out. don't try me anymore because I'm going to snap real soon and by then I'll really give up. my emotions are going up and down every few minutes from pissed to irritated to happy to content to satisfied to angry to glad to tired...

I'm so tired and drained now that I'm feeling totally anti-social. I desperately need my comfy bed, a good night's sleep and at least a bar of chocolate to be happy tmr. and did I mention how I random feel like catching a movie tmr. But I think our tripod group is meeting up and I have another party tmr. oh well, at least I have lots of chocolate bars at home now.

and why hasn't EPL started. there plainly isn't anything interesting to watch on weekend nights.

i actually turned down a vodka from my mummy today. its amazing.

xx Loved At 7:43 pm
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