Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i hate chem
i feel like killing myself. ya right. the only motivation might be so that i wont get to do the chem paper tmr. awww. but that definately isn't enough to make me kill myself. while i'm still happily shopping online and eating and watching tv, painting my nails, thinking of where to go this weekend, what movie to watch, what we'll do on friday, checking on facebook etc, when chem is tmr. and getting pissed over the fact that its now TWO freaking sprees that i was going to order clothes from but closed on me before i could decide to or not. and i cannot believe that i'm looking at chalets now. i'm so freaking bored, and dont exactly feel like studying. like what sihui said, we're like in a holiday mode already. just as well. like over the last week any socialisation with anyone at all dropped to an all-time-low. ya, like how I'm lazy to even sms or call anyone to go study with me.
trying very hard to chew up $7.40 worth of gummies at the moment. this is the first stage of a vicious cycle. eat and eat, then later tonight i'll be feeling very guilty about it and go running again. then i'll waste more time and study less chem. i dont want to be fat =(
and i'm still shopping online everyday.
study you stupid girl.
2 more papers
(10+24+11) hours more to go
xx Loved At 1:31 pm
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