It's a dirty free for all

Friday, November 23, 2007
sparkles and glitters

Just realised that I practically update everyday. Ya, because I on my computer practically everyday, shop online everyday and buy stuff online once every 5 days. I'm so going to kick the stupid shopping habit which is making me extremely broke =) Someone tell me where to go find money... At least December is coming which means I'll have my next month's allowance soon! and ASOS has hundreds (millions would be an exaggeration) of pretty tops and dresses, and some at very low price too! But one BIG problem. Practically all those that I find pretty have EXTREMELY low backs. As in LOW LOW DOWN. The kind where you'll definitely 100% see bra straps. So didn't buy any. And some were like 10 pounds or less. but good in a way since I can't buy them and so won't spend money. Regret buying lots of cute panties from Victoria's secrets (how ironic), but guess I won't regret once I actually get my hands on them (hopefully soon). Okay. Enough with the shopping.

I wanted to write about this like quite some time ago already but it slipped my mind and while reading some chick lick book today, I remembered =) I always wanted a sister. Doesn't matter whether is older or younger. (maybe older would be better though) Then we can have double the number of clothes and shoes and flip flops and everything! And we can share stuff and have theoretically more spending power since we'll have 2 allowances instead of just my own. Then we can have girly talks and do stupid things together etc. How wonderful right? I was telling my mum the other day and then she kind of killed that perfect image with reality. Sounds tragic I know. She said may not be same size and everything, so might not be able to share clothes and shoes, and your sister might not even want to share(like how some people thinks it's fine to copy other's homework but not ok when others want to copy theirs)? Then she said of course there is the comparison problem which was in the chick lick book I was reading. There would always be the smarter sister, or prettier sister, the cooler girl, the better achieving one. It's quite sad isn't it? For example now my brother and I, no one compares us, at least not outright. I'm sure for people who actually have siblings of the same gender and about the same age, there's definitely some judging between the two whether or not it's done by friends, parents, relatives, random people, etc. Like that day quite awhile ago someone was showing me photos of 2 sisters who were her relatives then almost immediately she commented "oh, the elder sister was always the prettier sister." Imagine how the other one would feel. So now I'm not so sure that I really wished I had a sister. (though I'm quite sure one brother is enough, if more then they'll probably gang up and bully me.) But just imagine 2 wardrobe full of clothes rather than just 1, and someone who can talk to you all day long and that you can probably trust with even your life..

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say

when you turn to hide your eyes
because the movie made you cry

xx Loved At 11:42 pm
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