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Saturday, May 17, 2008
Just in a ultra whine-ing mood.

Today is not a good day because everything has started to take a toll on me. I'm tired from going out too much, too late, plus I haven't told the camp people that I want to withdraw from it which will not be very pleasant, I have to go for the stupid competition tmr at T/P/Y which I really really really don't want to go, then because of it I had to train today which was horrible and of all emotions that came to me, it had to be of despair, I should have known that suddenly training after so long would produce lousy results, but I can't control how I feel about it ok, adding to the stupid feeling that I really really don't want to turn up for the competition tmr, I should have followed my gut feeling that time and refuse to agree to go, and my stupid brother who is what-can-I-say, told quite a few of you all already, and he comes up with more and more problems day by day, then within the last 3 days, I talked to more than 3 people who were upset/sad/etc, and then the h/o/c/k/e/y/ g/u/y/s lost, then I haven't did any homework or studied anything, and of course how I failed chem test when everyone passed, it's not that I actually am bothered that I failed because I thought everyone was going to fail too. So little things today affected me more than it should have been and even finding a stupid seat at lagoon was stressful and irritated the hell out of me. And I haven't been sleeping well and I've got no idea why. Okay, suddenly I think my life is horrible, but as I always do, I'll most likely change my mind once I have enough sleep and wake up tomorrow morning and once the stupid competition that brought me so many headaches actually go away. stupid responsibility. stupid idea. waste of my time. I want to scold the f word, but I changed to new tree already, so chill. stupid competition. And I cannot decide about Wednesday, which is another problem. damn.

I know I need sleep.


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